February 29 2008

Hola

Well, lets see this week has gone slow but fast, amazing how time flies.. Not much happening cept for today, we are "offically" filed for bankruptcy and it a huge relief on our shoulders, and we are fully paid up cept for the court fees which will get paid in 5 monthly installments no big really.. I am just happy that we can get through this and stop talking about it and the bills and what-not. We'll do the 2nd part of the class which I'll do due to my DH working and its a 4 hr class so I can do that in like 1 or 2 days.. So that'll be cool..

Lets see what else, here we are on the leap year day of 2008 and wonder whats more leap years we're gonna have? Makes one think and wonder before more.. Tomorrow is March 1st and a new month,and I pray a good month to. Then we can have a good summer and not worry about running the A/C and enjoy being cool with out much worry.. I'll enjoy that and finally maybe no talk of money issues and bills.. That'll be nice, but right now I need to focus more on my home how to make it more inviting, cuz I have some ideas but now that things financially are calming down, maybe I can bring my focus more on my home and start the process of getting rid of things that look shabby and buy new and make it more relaxing atmosphere.. I am definatly committed in doing just that and not on things that are only for a short time and b4 I need to do some thing else..

Well, just hope all is well with all of you, and just keep the faith, its hard even for me, but I know God is faithful and just to keep us on the right path and often lets us go off just to remind us of his glory and his greatness before we head back on and go man, I need to stay on this path.. Some times the path isnt clear like right now for DH and I but I know things are going to be good and finally OK.. Near celebrating 7 yrs together marriage wise, is a great step and good accomplishment.. Hope to keep the love strong in the Lord and in each other, and keep the communication open for us to keep learnig about each other and about our love for each other.. We've been through the refiners fire many times,and we've always came out on top and stronger together.. So if you want to know what the prayer request is; its just that, to keep going strong and not let trivial things get in the way of whats truly for our love and our marriage.. Money may make the world turn,but love should be so much stronger than any circumstances we find our-selves in..

May y'all have a great new start on a new month.. See you in March!

Love & Light
Laura

Change of Theme

Well, today's is a good deal. Last night I changed the theme on my blog, and much warmer colors and just more not so busy type blog which I like simple and consise.. The one thing though I do enjoy is some day to have a home in warm colors and just surround in love and abide in the warmth of things..

Today was a little stressful but not bad in all in all, even though we started to take care of things and hey I might even have a buyer for my Truck... So I'm happy with things in all in all..

Yes I am an adoptee from age 4yrs old but I was placed at 3mo old near 4mo old.. My parents were loving even though as I got older things started to be more and more.. I miss them so much they passed away 10 yrs ago this year.. My dad espically, I wish I had a scanner to post a picture of my dad. He served in WWII in the Navy, I'd love to have a picture of him as a young man in the Navy.. So now I am near the age of 33 and just enjoying life and my family..

I know I post alot about stress and money and my Husband but thats our life and what we do nearly every week.. So I hope y'all arent to bugged about our every day life, in a few years it will get interesting I am sure.. But for now, I share my life as much as I can to my readers, and share great moments.. Much love to you all...

Love & Light
Laura

Spring Cleaning..

Hola

Well, I got to admit we've spring cleaned tonight and it was major cleaning.. It started over the period of the weekend but last night and tonight have been major cleaning like scrubbing down walls, cleaning out cabnets, tossing stuff we dont need or use.. Whew!

Well let me start today out first and then we'll come back to that.. We got up around 8:30-9:00 this morning.. Then we started to get ready to leave at least we thought was 10am.. Well not exactly.. We left around finally 1:00 pm; or 12:30? Anyway the pest control got here and was about to start on our place.. So we were like ok good..Then we left to get lunch at Ihop; then went to the bank to cash DH's check, went to our bank and I put money in it; then we left to get air in the tires; stopped at H&R Block to get last years 2006 taxes (copy) then we left for Target on Clovis here.. Not the one up the street but the smaller one.. Had a great time there, we bought 3 movies and 1 game.. Yeah! The movies were Reservations, Harry Potter Goblet of Fire, (Had to replace that one) and Snow Buddies.. The final one was for my son J. He wanted that movie about dogs he loves dogs.. Esp dog movies and stuffed animals. O I forgot the game.. For my PS 3 its Jericho (SP?) will double check that.. I got it for $34.00 some thing instead of $49.00 It got marked down from $59 each step and found it for that price.. I about fell over.. So I was happy that was my valentine.. I'll get more charms, in a month or so.. No big..hehe

Then we got a coffee drink at 31 Flavors on the way home to open the windows to air out the place, and then left to stop at Trader Joes and Longs.. Where I nearly forgot dipars and soda so I got those items.. Then I called it quites there, I was tired and ready to come home to battle the house cleaning.. We worked on the place, got the kitchen/bathroom done.. I did the bathroom and Dh did the kitchen.. Both look great and clean and best of all, NO germs! Yeah! So that takes me to the first paragraph I wrote.. See above..

So now I am chilling after 3 loads of laundry, a hot bath to kill a headache with 2 advil to help and soak and did lady stuff shave legs and the such.. So I am happy all that I have to do is mail a gift to my g/f and then just relax mostly and chill.. I am glad for that..

So thats been my day and week so far.. I know I only post 1x a week but some times I can post more if alot is happening and this week a wee bit more going on..hehe!

Well, I pray y'all are rested and in the Lord.. Stay safe!

Love & Light
Laura

Oh PS..HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

De-Bugging Again..

Aahhhhh! I had a whole post written and it ate it again! Arg..

Hola Again

Well lets see where should I start? I guess from last week.. I went to get some stuff at the store before my DH goes to work..I come home and the "Manager" comes up to me while checking cars for expired tags and asked me if my home was clean? And I was like "What"? So she goes well is your house clean? And I am like yea and? She went on to proceed that the "bugs" were gonig up into the vacant apartment upstairs.. And I SO wanted to say well thats not my fault, now is it? I guess one of the "Maintance" came in to do routine checks on stuff like filters and yada yada,you get my drift well there was a "Little" bit of cheerio's on the floor and previous nights dishes in the sink, but nothing big, I mean we eat and relax and do the dishes in the AM.. Well I guess the "mainance" told the manager that our house was "Dirty" according to him.. Well hello I have a 2 yr old son and he does make a mess when he eats, he's still learning to eat with a spoon/fork and master it.. I do sweep up the food after he eats but some times I do get busy with other things such as laundry or I do dishes things like this not that I'm careless on my home.

So I am livid .. When we paid rent on the 1st, the "manager" asked my DH if our house was clean and DH goes yes, and she goes well if its not cleaned up we'll ask you to move..I was like WTF?! O I was so angry.. She thinks that we're the cause of the bug problem.. No we arent the cause of any thing.. We've told them that there were bugs since last August.. Did they do much about it ? NO.. We've set off 3 bombs, we've sprayed we've cleaned we did every thing, vacuumed up old eggs, swept up shedded wings off the bugs.. I mean we're constantly cleaning some thing up.. Last night my DH cleaned behind the fridge, it was disgusting.. I sweep by the fridge every other day due to crap all over my floor.. So he got behind the fridge and stared cleaning and mopped the wall, and sprayed behind there.. I mean we cant un-plug a fridge or not use a stove for cooking to prevent bugs.. Seems the manager dont see that the apartments are "Infested" majorly.. I keep the place clean to the best of my ability and still no avail on getting rid of bugs..

So I am so fed up but no money to move right now, we've got to do some stuff about our financial stuff out of the way first.. We're pretty close really.. So just gonna do that real soon in fact.. But I cant take the "managers threats" and think its all us.. I am going to talk to the Pest Control and tell him that its NOT our fault there's bugs, its the Manager's fault for not keeping up or his company's fault for not coming out when they said they were.. So I am a little fed up..

Other than that, not much is happening.. DH is fighting a cold and we're going to his mom's for a few hours tomorrow and then on Tues we'll go get his check,cash it and put some of it in the bank and then from there I dont know,due to them coming at 10am to spray we have to be out of the house for at least 4 1/2 hrs before we can re-enter the place and start putting things away again.. So as y'all can see its just like I want to scaream..! AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway thats been our week here, I know I dont post often not every day due to such high volume of stuff I'm doing .. I did 3 loads of wash tonight and still got towels to wash ( I just did wash on Tues) of last week.. Seems every 4 days or so there's more to do.. *Sigh*

Anywho, be blessed and rested ..

Love & Light
Laura

Super-Bowl Sunday...

Hola All. Well where shall I begin? Today the Giants won and boy what a game! I was so impressed by the Giants team.. So we had a semi good day .. The game topped it off.. The day started off late.. I wont say what time we got up :-X but it was late.. I felt so bad to.. Wonder why? Well I did finish the book by Nicolus Sparks The Choice and enjoyed the book emenslly. So it was a good evening.. So happy. Today my sweet husband got a call from his mom and she basically chewed him out again over not "helping" his sister and such but honestly his sister is 27 yrs old and can ask for help if she needs it honestly.. She didnt help us move when we moved from up to down stairs.. So I dont know.. Anyway thats been our day.. Talk to my g/f in via IM and then left to get food at the store and then came home battled the rain and then settled to eat and be happy with the game.. So its been a quiet evening and so throughly enjoyed it so much.. Glad that Dh and I had a great day together.. All I got to do now is make an Dr. Appt w/my GYN and see if I'm all set to get pregnant again.. Then talk to her about some things I can do to keep myself level and such or a referals.. So we'll see.. Anyway just thought I'd post .. God bless y'all very much...

Stressed and Axiety..

Hola Loved Ones..

Well, as you can see from my post, yes I am stressed and axious on stuff.. Really a long story today.. When we got up we found out my mom in law was taken by ambulance to a local hospital down here so far no news on whats going on and its getting into evening.. I am tempted to call but I hate to call and no news on whats up, so I learn to sit and wait.. My mom in law cant keep things down, meds, food I guess.. She's on pain meds for her arm, shoulder.. I am sure my sis in law is there at the hospital cuz her job is close by and can get there in two mins flat.. For me it'll take a good twenty mins in good traffic or not.. I guess no new is good news.. So Dh went to work and DS took a nap and I relaxed as much as I can..

The 2nd part of the axiety is this.. My apartments manager I guess was told we still have bugs, well the problem is I clean every day and we still have them. So DH take the rent money over to the office and she was all saying to him , you need to keep your place clean, blah blah blah and or we'll ask you to move.. Now mind you, I am pretty anal on cleaning and I have a husband who's such a lazy ass who dont do shit unless I beg him to..

So we talked and I was near tears due to the stress level gone up and just havent dealt with it to well.. See the maintance came in to do their thing check our apt and for mold, mildew (thinks I'm allergic to) and change filters and yada yada.. Well, I guess they told her (the manager) and so she told DH.. Now If I had gone in there, I would have gone on the deep end and told her exactly what I thought and that I do clean, we have a child, things are gonna be a lil messy but not extreem.. So DH and I talked and he agreed to start getting up off his ass and help. I'd like to see that more often than not.. Honsetly I dont know what to say or do. I've begged him for montsh to help me and he will for a day and not do a damn thing for weeks.. He even said that also.. So he knows I mean business when it comes to OUR home not just ME and the home..

Anyway thats my day.. I am just mentally tired, emotionally drained and just needing some space.. UGH.. LIFE! O well God is in control and I gotta give it to him or I'll go completely nuts..

Love & Light
Laura

Winter Cleaning..

Hola All..

Well today was a major winter cleaning day.. My DH who decided to tackle the closet and for that I am glad that he did, but one tiny problem the rest of the room looks like crap, and now my living room is crappy.. I guess to clean one or all of it has to be crap b4 it looks nice.. I hate that part! AHHH! Anyway we got rid of at least 12 or 13 bags of cloths, and shoes.. Amazing though how much we accumalated or didnt throw out a few years ago.. I got rid of cloths that are way out of style and just didnt need any more.. A few pieces were 7yrs old.. Thats bad.. So that part is good, so I am relieved.. Tomorrow DH will take it all over to good will and drop it and then come get me and DS and go pick up his check and then cash it then go and get the freezer grocery shopping done.. For that I am glad to see get done, I've begged DH to let me go to Oakhurst (My home town) and get food on the g/c we had.. He refused and claimed he "forgot" about a $100 check he had.. Uhuh.. Sure hun..

So tonight I'm about to climb the walls due to the place looking messy and its like I work my ass off to make it look nice in the common areas and he has to go and make a bigger mess in the other areas that arent common.. UGH I even napped today and was tired and my allergies are bad to.. Depsite the rain storm we had today and last night it is like ugh.. So I am so ready to retire and read a book.. I finished a book called The Bone Garden, boy what a great book to read.. I cant think of the author, if you want to know, those of you who have MySpace check it out there, its on one of my postings..

Anyway, just got DS ready for bed, and by 11pm I'll turn his light off and he'll sleep, he took a nap today thats why he's still up.. Plus we just ate dinner, late I know. We worked on the room for 2 hrs and it still needs work.. So we'll get there.. So hope y'all had a great week and weekend.. Ready for a new week.. I think this is the last week of this month? So this month has been slow! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Plus all my DH talks about is money and taxes shit which is another things that drives me insane and ready to bust him one.. I swear if I dont own wood, I'd take a 4x4 and go WHAP! To knock some sense into him.. We havent been to church all this month and he promised me that we'd go ,have we? NO.. AHH! As you can see things are good/bad but hey what can a girl do? He did take care of DS all day so that was nice.. Did clean and is cleaning so I shouldnt complaine but I am about to go out of my mind! Lord help!

Love & Light
Laura

Rain, Rain Rain and Loving It!

Hola All

Hope y'all are well.. Well this week has been interesting.. To say the least things are calmer now than they were earlier in the week on Mon/Tues.. My DH got his license renewed with out a problem and I am glad and I cant wait to get his check on Monday and go grocery shopping, course I hope I can go this week, maybe tomorrow if he'll let me have the car:)

I talked to a couple good solid girl/friends this week and both are great and easy to confide in about problems and needed advice, both are gifted in different areas and thats a solid blessing to thank you sisters, you know whom you are.. ;)

So just playing catch up this week, course I finally let DH or convince him is more the word to let me do some laundry and take $20 and do the 5.5 loads I had .. When he walked out with me to see how much I had gotten started he was floored, I was doing 4 loads and still had 1.5 to finish.. He was like wow, so $10 wouldnt have been enough and I'm all well not really not counting the weekend and such to. So we'll see.. Its been raining as you can see my tital of this weeks blog, course California is getting blasted by this storm and now in places and Fwy's being shut down and small towns such as Oakhurst and North Fork shutting down and schools cancelled and just ton of stuff gonig on.. So we're supposed to see a break and then a few more showers but next week according to a channel we have here is KSEE 24 news and it said we're due for sun/clouds next week no rain.. So we'll see!

Its been nice being home and not have to go out in this rain, even though my fav thing to do is drive in it.. I prefere to curl up with a blanket and a good book and a soda pop.. But having a tot and watching him to be sure he's safe well curling up to a book isnt gonna work till bed time for DS..hehe

Well thats about it here, just waiting to get the weekend here.. Mostly due to DH going to work tomorrow early from 1pm-9pm and Sat morning from 6am-2pm so, not much time but after work Sat, I have him from Sat evening till Tuesday he goes back to work normal hours.. Yeah! I cant wait.. I'm still waiting on my ATM card and checks from WM (washington mutual) bank and its taking a while for me to get them.. They said a week and its lil over that now.. HMM wonder whats taking so long! Anyway hope to have that soon as possible so I can put in my DH's checks and such till we deal with some financial matters and again only close freinds know about that much of what we're doing.. Family will not know much about our decisions or can do much about it.. Sucks but its the truth..

Well, I gotta go see what my kid is up to.. So hope y'all have a great week and be blessed..

Love & Light
Laura

DH's birthday....

Hola All...

Well as you can see, the tital of my post is my Hubby's birthday.. Today was nice, we took a shower, ( he needed one) and so I wanted one.. So we went to browse the Dollar Tree well Dh did, I didn't care one way or the other really.. So we called his grandma and so we went over to her house for dinner and had an ok time.. DS loved it and so we came home around 7ish and DS ate dinner and had a warm bath and now in bed after getting into enormous trouble.. So hope he'll sleep awhile.. Then my wonderful DH cleaned off my desk and helped move it over some and then, I went through the trash that was all over it, then I wrote out thank-you cards and all I gotta do now is address them and send them out on Monday, a list of things we're doing Monday to.. Be a very long day! So we'll be up early that day and get stuff done, so we wont run around all over da place doing stuff..

Tomorrow is when the family comes down and we go out to dinner for DH's birthday, even though it was today, we still have to celebrate with the rest of the family.. I pick up DH's cake tomorrow afternoon , if we attend church then we'll come home, eat and then I"ll do that.. So no big deal.. I am looking forward to picking up the cake..

Lets see thats about it.. Then Monday we'll go eat out with DH's grandma even though we were over there having dinner tonight it was OK but eh, I could eat a chicken quediea which I made DH make.. hehe! Anyay thats been our weekend so far.. Just chilling mostly.. Glad that things are about to slow down.. I have set up online payments for our bills and such so that'll make it a little less footbwork but its still gonna be awhile b4 my checks come in and my new ATM card hope Mon/Tues.. I'll be so glad and relieved!

Well, hope y'all have a great weekend.. Much love

Love & Light
Laura

Adjusting to Life..

Hola

I thought this picture would fit into how I feel and knowing Jesus is there holding me and our family in a way that only he can do.. So take heed that this picture isnt just for me but for those of you as well.:)

I want to learn basic spanish some how.. Anyway life is being adjusted very much so.. The past couple days I've had nothing but headaches and stress.. All in all things are going to calm down and keep focus on the Lord, is all we can do.. I am happy to say that my Dh worked this morning even though he's crashed right now, and was home with us this afternoon.. I went to get us some free movies (free rentals from Blockbuster) we get the movies online and you can return them for free rents.. I am so desprately trying to cut down on the dollar going out and keeping it in as much as possible.. That is taking some work.. But all in all, life is ok.. My g/f and I talked the past few hours and O I miss our coffeee nights so bad.. She and I talked about money matters and she knew that we were struggling, and so desparately needing some answers.. She and I discussed getting my wee-one ready for pre-school in the fall so this week, I will be looking into that, and I want to look into some free stuff I can with my son while trying to get pregnant with baby 2.. I know some might say well, with all the finanical stuff why try and raise another child ? Well to be honest its my way of trusting in God to pull through and to keep helping us stay afloat.. I know most dont understand that and thats ok.. No one needs to understand..

So tonight has been basically snacking and enjoying each others company.. My son went to bed pretty good tonight due to no nap today, he was to wired up to sleep.. So hope tomorrow we'll get him on a schedule again.. I am trying some thing new with his bed time routine and so far it seems to be working..

There's alot to think about and take care of around here, but all in all, I want things to be clutter free not just my home but in my mind to.. To much thinking can do some damage if you let it, by giving you headaches and stress instead of falling on our face and ask God to take it all from us and to handle it.. Which is where we are at this point in our life.. We'll be celebrating 7yrs in April together and I hope and pray we can keep it together so we wont go down a dark path in life like I havent been on a dark path since I was born.. Life should be sun-shine and love and grace from above..

For one I am grateful to have my son.. Many times I was told I couldnt have children.. Well, God prooved that to me he can do all things if we keep the faith and do our best to walk in his grace.. I have seen his grace over and over again in life, esp since I got saved.. So I just need to find that place in my life to keep being devoted to him and him alone..

I am greatful for those whom I have friends and you know who you are.. You mean alot to me and I thank God each day for that.. Y'all are blessing from above and grace and mercy each day I get to talk to you or see you.. That keeps my world going to know that God uses friends to keep us ticking and focused on what the task we need at hand each day.. To lift us up when we need it and rebuke us when we need it.. So thank you ...

Well, its 1:00 am and I am tired, I need to see if I can get Dh in the shower and bed time.. We're both tired mentally and just needed much rest.. Tomorrow is another day and I am glad for it due to Gods mercy is new each morning..

Love & Light
Laura

Deep Conversation....

Hola All..

Well, tonight DH and I discussed a very deep conversation.. Nothing bad but it can turn to bad if we allow that to happen.. Dh and I discussed financial matters, how much we'd need to find a way out of this big burden of problems.. He's discussed banrupcy and I was against it at first with out truly realizing that he might be right.. So we're gonna look into it.. We discussed the fact that if we continue on this path of financial problems we will not be together in 3 yrs.. We both know it in the back of our minds but again its very hard to say for sure,unless we dont start changing things now.. So I ask that y'all keep us in prayer over this decision and thats its the right one in the near future.. We only make so much and I think its the hardest part to make this choice, and even though if we dont make a choice soon we'd definatly are gonna see more problem..

Right now we're watching Ghost Hunters Season 3 and its my favorite so far. So right now just enjoying the night, it looks like it rained today so the air smells good and fresh.. So thats nice.. So I just thought I'd post it's not a very long post due to being very tired and just emotinally drained out.. Otherwise doing ok.. Hope y'all are good..

Love & Light
Laura

Shift Back to Normal.

Hola All..

Lets see life is starting to shift to normal around here. I am so glad to..Finally the holidays are behind us and we can now move forward to a new year in 2008.. My DH has been so exhausted and not used to the day time hours and my son well into over drive and extreemly cranky.. Yesterday my lil wee one was so tired that we forced him to lay down at least an hour and he did but still woke up cranky and went to bed fighting due to not wanting to but to get up and play.. I finally had to shut the door and take his stuffed dog from him to make him go to bed. DH course sacked out on the couch all night sleeping and I knew he was tired and just needed some due rest.. Grandma stopped by to give me the exchange of Christmas gift that she bought was a coat but the coat was to small. So I got a real nice shirt and a slip on jacket like and it's purple! Yeah!

So today was nice and DH got up around 6am and I heard him get up but didnt realize the time and last night we gotten into it but thats ok he was tired and I had to let it go and let God work on both of us.. So we just relaxed and I played my PS 3 for an hour b4 retiring to bed.. My AF (period) is here so I'm pretty tired and just worn out course I had a cold last week and just got over that on Sunday.. So needless I'm still recouping.. We went grocery shopping and went a little over-board but at least we have food for the month and half to be sure that we're set on that.. We have to figure out how to fix my Chevy S10 truck and find a way to get it runnig at least and fix it slowly.. The only way we know how.. We would love to move to a different apartment but again its hard due to needing the time and space to move and get the bills current and the truck running is the top priority right now..

Lets see what else? DS is well, finally over his ear infections (Double) and he still has a cold and coughing some but other wise he's doing well.. We're due for rain this weekend and tonight and I am so glad to we need all the rain God can send to California.. We're desprate for rain to.. Lets see what else? Not much else.. DH took down our Christmas stuff and we're slowly getting the house "Normal" thats why I say shift to normal again.. Life is getting normal and once again we can start to enjoy the new year with out much of a fuss at least attempt to.. This sunday will be the first time in attending church since last April and we've been needing to go for so long but again its not fault or blame its life.. Things come up and been extreemly difficult but God dont give us more than we handle in life even though it feels like its more than we can bear..

Well, I do pray y'all had a wonderful New Years and that God graced all of you healthy and happy.. We're getting things there and in due time I cant complaine to much! Well let us begin 2008 ! God bless..

Love & Light
Laura

Happy New Year 2008

Well, Its almost 2008 and boy where did the time go? It'll be near 10 yrs since my parents death's and yet the world dont stop for that or for anyone.. So I wanted to wish y'all a Happy New Year and be blessed in 2008 .. Love you all..

Love & Light
Laura

Gearing up for 2008

Hola All...

Well my friends, this week has been wonderful.. I have to admit Christmas was great and didnt go to fast and even though my sweet son was sick with double ear infections and a cold, and now mommy is sick to :( Well we've had not only kiddo sick but great uncle Rick sick with a cold to, so no wonder plus I loaded the car with as much gifts as I could from the family of 3 here.. Going in/out of the severe cold and now I'm sick with a cold.. UGH! Other wise I feel fine , just very tired and hope to keep going as much as I can even though DH is working graveyard and I have to tend to the wee one on top of feeling crappy.. I'm sitting here drinking my OJ I got at the store to keep some type of vitiman C in me to get over this cold, thank God I havent ran a fever useally I do if its real bad cold so thank God for that.. I took a hot shower due to needing one and just wanted to warm my bones up.. BRR!

Lets see what else? We went to grt-grandmas on Weds, DH had that day off to recoup and he was overly tired and was an ass to me and been mean to me for 2 nights before he goes to work, he apolgized to me today but I told him I am sick I need the extra help.. So he's trying but not quite what I'm wanting him to do.. OH well! He made me mashed tators and herb chicken, mmm soothed my throat due to the slight sore throat right now.. I just ate some soothing mazarella sticks and mm those helped and I was hungry didnt eat much today due to feeling crappy.. My son ate well and even took a nap! I was shocked! He fell asleep in my arms and then woke up and took him to his bed where he finished his nap, and I rested some to by closing my eyes and rested some b4 DS came and wanted some lunch.. So we did that.. All in all a good day despite of having to battle this cold and the cold air outside going to the store to get some more cold meds and some advil for my throat and then some food for the weekend, we gottena gift card for groceries but one tiny problem, the stores that it can only take it arent here in the city we're in ! So I am not thrilled but thats OK. We'll deal with it...

Well, I wanted to post and update y'all on how my son is doing from his ear infections, he's doing much better thank you all for the prayers that went out for him, that is a blessing in so many ways.. Now just pray he keeps well and that mommy gets well to now.. hehe! Well, I hope to see many of you in 2008 and may the Lord bless you and keep you, and may his face shine upon you as we enter 2008.. I love you all..

Love & Light
Laura

Christmas Day, Merry Christmas!

Hola

Well we are home and exhausted.. We made out like bandits today in gifts and such.. So now we're going through the gifts and taking out the boxes and such, the big cleaning will be tomorrow and take out trash and such.. I cant wait.. I want the house normal as possible before New Years.. My son, made out like a bandit, got a drawing desk, cloths, pjs and slippers, a truck and 2 small cars (Lightning McQueen) one a Frarie and the other a blue car.. My SIL's husband dressed up as Santa and did a big production for my son , he loved it even though he feels crappy he was in good spirits.. He ate well, takes meds very well, so I am happy even though he felt miserable.

We got up early this morning me and kiddo. DH got home around 6:30 and woke me up but let me rest some, I didnt sleep worth squat last night (Due to DH not home w/me and I dont feel safe) so my son crashed last night and slept he's allowed to stay up a little bit tonight due to its still Christmas, so I'm letting him have some fun and wind down from going to DH's mom's place for the day, we all had a good time and left around 7:30 or so to get a drink and head home, I did the driving both ways and I 'm tired now.. My allergies are bad right now and so hope that I can take some more tylenol sinus and go to bed.. I"m in my warm flannel pants my SIL got me, she bought me 2 pairs and I got new pjs and DH got me slippers and socks...

LIke I said we all made out like bandits but the food was ok for dinner enough to want/need to eat and then we opened gifts after, we dont rush in opening gifts, we take our time due to being so much of them.. DH's Uncle was sick to a cold so we had 2 family members sick this Christmas.. I felt bad for our loved ones, and me and DH are so tired we were fighting sleep most of the day..

Well, I wanted to post before the day was out .. I hope y'all had a blessed Christmas and a great and glorious day!

Love & Light

Laura

Christmas Eve........

Hola All,

Merry Christmas! Well today has been exhausting! I am so tired and do not know what to do w/myself, seriously! I have last minute cleaning to do and vacuuming to do but I cant do that till my boys wake up, they are resting right now and we are just enjoying a very hazy day here in the Central California.. I was hoping for some sunshine but no..

My poor son has a double ear infection so he's on antibiotics for that, just gave him his first dose hope he'll rest today so he can enjoy Christmas tomorrow with he family even though he feels like crap.. He slept with me last night and due me we didnt get much rest, tonight after DH goes to work and DS in bed for the night I'll pull the gifts out and put them around the tree so I can take pictures in the morning.. We spent the moring in the ER and man thats gonna cost some money but hey my son's health is more important.. Lets see not much going on here,just need to get my lazy butt up and start tackling this place and make it more relaxing and inviting..:)

I do hope and pray y'all have a wonderful Christmas and a great day.. God bless..

Love & Light
Laura

3 Days Before Christmas..

Hola

Well here we are 3 days before Christmas and still a little bit to do.. I am amazed how fast and serious time is going this year thank God.. I am glad the clock is slowing down and that we're so close to having time to enjoy the holidays.. My DH is at work, 2nd night on Grave-yard shift so far he likes it but still a struggle to sleep in the day time while me and DS are up having our day and doing the "normal" things in life,such as laundry, errend running and just enjoying the chilly air.. It looked cloudy all day and looked as though it could rain but I am not sure, the forcast didnt say rain,but we sure could use more of it.. Today I actually got 3 rounds of dishes done, 2 loads of laundry finished just need to worsh towels and then I'll be caught up till next week.. I like to have the holidays clear and beautiful for us to enjoy with out the house a mess and things out of order at leat the common areas of our home..

I am amazed how beautiful the air is even though I am in the city its still nice and cool and you gotta go out with a jacket of some sort and brr cold! My g/f is visiting her in-laws this weekend and I am not sure if we'll see each other this weekend and honestly I dont mind,I know Christmas is around the corner and her daughter Bday is Sunday her DH's bday is today.. So she's busy... But we'll talk soon on via-IM on Weds or Thurs of this next week before we ring in the new year..

I have been busy trying to get DS to go to bed so I can play my game a bit or read awhile before I turn in , I am exhausted and just need some rest, I slept 2 hrs for a nap this afternoon while DH was up and DS finally went down for his nap for 2 hrs also.. So its like 10:30 and battle with DS for bed for an hour now.. UGH.! But he's 2 so I cant complaine but he's been sick the past 2 days he's feeling better but still whinny and grumpy so hope he'll be better by Monday full back to normal self so he wont be so crabby when we see family on Christmas Day.. A full house at least 15ppl if not more will be there.. I am amazed that I get to spend some time with my DH for Christmas, I feel so spoiled and yet so blessed by all that God has shown favor the past few days even though circumstances havent been great this year I still yearn to my faith in the Lord and know He'll never give us more than we can handle .. I have to keep reminding myself of that and things will be much easier.. Course for me I hate change but like my family and friends tell me I have to learn to go with the flow and learn a few things but it isnt easy!

I am blessed to have good freinds whom let me vent and share my heart with out judgement or condemnation.. I so badly need more people like that in my family who can just talk and not feel judged or guieded when I know in my heart what I should do and what I do..If that makes sense? Well I hope everyone is safe and healthy this holiday season.. May y'all be blessed beyond what you ask for.. Love yas!

Love & Light
Laura

Christmas in Gear.

Hola From the Home Front..

Well this past weekend was wonderful, we spend time with our dear freinds the Hieberts.. We drove the 3.5 hrs to their house and the fwy was nice and clear and the weather couldnt have been more perfect! I am so thrilled about that.. I did most of the driving and DH sat and realxed while I did that.. We picked up a quick meal for breakfast even though we ate at the Hieberts we still were hungry and only going off maybe 4 hrs of sleep.. So thats been what we've been up to.. I am glad to see things settling down..

We got there around 11:30-12noon and ate a nice brunch and headed to the beach so we had to take 2 cars to the beach cuz that is all 9 of us, just wait till I have another baby that'll make 10 of us if not 11 by next year LOL! Lord help us!

It was so good to see my g/f Tangee we talk by Via -IMs , text message, and phone, but its so much easier in person due to not seeing each other often.. We got to start planning 2008 to see each other at least 2x a year so that we we can keep our Dh's talking and our boys together.. Our boys are only 5months and 2 days apart to amazing and they both just love to visit when they can and have time.. I am grateful for that.. So we had a wondeful time at the beach played and talked and our husbands hung out and talked we pray they form a good solid friendship together and open up on some personal issues.. I am glad for that.. We've been trying for about 3 yrs to get those guys to talk !

So that night after sandwhiches and chips and coffee and soda we all relaxed and open gifts and talked while their kids went to bed and we decided around 7pm to start heading back home due to the 3 plus hour drive.. I drove part of the way at least 2 hrs and DH drove the last hour and half home due to me feeling very tired and worn out.. So that was nice..

I just hope we can go down again soon in a few months and see and talk more, once I get my own car again, we can meet in maybe Tulare or some place remote and easy to find.

Well thats about it here, just need to finish wrapping and finish up the stuff we need to do and then we're going over to Dh's grandmas for a little while and I need to take the day in the next 2 days and get my glasses fixed.. Dh works grave-yard for 2 weeks starting this coming Thursday and I am not happy about it,he's working 5days till Christmas and has Christmas off so we'll be going up to his mom's place and the whole family will be there at least 15 people so it'll be packed! Its supposed to rain Christmas Eve so we'll see how Christmas day goes.. I guess I finally felt fine bout the whole schedule change and its hard and why now why not in January or some thing ya know?

Any who just trying to enjoy the Christmas spirit even though things this year has been hard and just need a good year and blessed of God.. I know God dont give us more than we can handle and so just gotta keep the faith and in his arms during this time..

I hope everyone has a good holiday and are blessed, stay safe! Merry Christmas!

Love & Light
Laura

Hola..

Well, today was busy even though I didnt get my glasses fixed so I'll go some time this week.. DH works tomorrow, and he has a meeting in the AM, ick.. So its me and lil J at home donig whatever.. Then we ate at Taco Bell,and had a good time there, went up to DH's work to pick up his checks, his bonus and such, so that was nice.. DH got some movies and in fact I hate the movies he picked out one is License to Wed and the other is Diries ugh!

Anyway just relaxing at home, sort of depressed, ugh I hate this.. I think after I have a 2nd baby I'll ask for some meds in case it gets worse.. Well, I am tired, about to go and relax.. Have a great night!

Love & Light
Laura

RE: Here and There..

Hola All..

Well its been awhile since I posted on this blog, I have way to many to blog and post,help! Anyway things here have been good.. Dealing with no car to drive and hubby is driving my car the cavalier so far due to him smashing the S10 Chevy (not intentally but its there).. We've been looking at cars lately and I think I found a car I want, its a KIA Rondo SUV small and wonderful to drive its a 4.2 cylendars and drives like a dream.. OMG I cant wait to get my hands on that car!

Other than that not much going on here, I'm a bit peeved at my mother in law , very long story, but its eh not talking to her much.. She risked my son's life for no reason and so now she 's not allowed to baby sit for awhile except when we go up to visit and drive around thats it, other wise she's not allowed to drive with him with her for a long while.. I dont trust her nor do I want to trust her right now..

Well my period should be soon done,thank God, I am like not bad month really,been pretty light. My G/F and I started and ended together so that'll be wierd if we both got preg at the same time oy! We're TTCing as it is anyway just really need to focus on that part now and get it done so I can have another baby b4 my body changes more.. EEK its near 3AM and I'd best get my butt in bed, I'll post more tomorrow when I get up.. Talk later!

Love & Light
Laura

PC Is Back!

Hola All

Well its been a very long week! My pc had problems with its hardware and now its fixed yes! So I just got it back an hour and half ago.. Things have been boaring this week and been hard to deal with since my PC was gone to be fixed.. The hard drive has a new case to it and works like a dream, alot better than before.. I have to admit that.. Now you can tell I have comcast high speed internet.. hehe.. So hit me up when y'all read this.. Luv ya..

Love & Light
Laura

Things Looking Up..

Hola All..

Well things might be looking up .. Its been awhile since I last posted on here, been so busy looking for a job and I think I got one! Yes Praise be to God Above! I stepped out in faith and a gal at Walgreens gave me a web site and I started to look at it and I got a job bite, yes!!!!!!!! I am so relieved.. We need more money coming in the house and then coming in to help releive the stress of DH and I this is not to much to ask God but I do thank him for it.. YES!

Lets see what else.. Today seemed so trivial but DH and I got into it b4 we knew that I might have landed a job.. Anyway I did 5 loads of laundry last night and then I did and DH did 3 batches of dishes.. I am like whoa! Lets see what else? We browsed Target and now Christmas will be ok and the new year looks great.. I am so releived and just glad things are going to work out.. I cant be so glad to see how much God does work in small and big ways..

Well time to sign off and eat dinner.. God bless...

Love & Light
Laura

A Mess Again, UGH!

Hola..

Well another week ahead of us.. Lucky that DH goes back to work tomorrow and so DS and I can start back to schedule again just the 2 of us.. Tomorrow the bug people are going to spray our place and the ones around us.. I am so sick of bugs and I pray this works! They should have done that 6months ago.. So tomorrow we'll be out of the house for 4 hrs and then come home and start putting the place back together.. Its a mess right now due to stuff out of our kitchen and hallway and we have to open the doors and let them spray and then I got to come home after 4 hrs and open the windows and door for about 30 mins to air it out and then we can start back in and start putting things back in the cabnets and hallway..

Well we celebrated my Mother In Law's birthday yesterday ( her bday was today) and so we went to this place calle Colorado Grill we have one up the street,and forgot about it, and so we went to the one out on Herndon/Blackstone.. Then we went to the pumpkin patch and then home to celebrate and her open gifts and have cake/ice cream and then they left for the night, and I got DS down for bed and we relaxed and I went to get us some movies and I got 3 movies.. One is called We are Marshels, Georgia Rule, and Reign Over me w/Adam Sandler.. Good movies except Georgia Rule that was a hard movie for me to watch for those who's seen it you'll know why.. We went to bed and then got up a few mins b4 10 AM and been sort of on the go since.. Mom in law and Sis in law stopped by real quick and gave us some bug bombs but we're not gonna use them just yet.. We need to clean out our room first and then set them off.. Spray for now and see if that helps..

So then I laid down after battling DS over his nap time and he finally went down around 3:30pm and slept awhile.. I got him down around 11pm tonight after 3x of going back to bed, that will take a bit to get used to for him and us.. So far going ok.. Then I went to lay down around 4:30 woke up around 6pm and slept weird had 2 weird dreams and then went to get us some pizza for dinner and for tomorrow to.. Due to all the cleaning and putting things away will take time.. So hope tomorrow we'll get some of this stuff put up and dealt with.. I wanted to go out today but since we have to head out tomorrow no biggy.. Anyway thats been the last 2 days or so.. More tomorrow to come.. Ugh! I swear all of this stuff makes me want to scream!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! O well such as life.. Time to close up..God bless'G'night

Love & Light
Laura

An Ok Day

Hola All.

Well as you can see my blog tital its an ok day.. By that I mean is I didnt feel to hot today.. My sinuses were whacky and my nose ran and just felt horrible. I took sudifed for my sinus presasure and drippin nose.. It took nearly all day to deal with the sinus preasure and just felt icky.. I got up late around 12:30 but went to bed late around 3:00 am last night.. So I was pretty tired from like Mid-night till 3am due to just being blah.. Then I got Dh in the shower with me and so we took one, dressed and got ready to leave to have some lunch then return the movies we rented, then we went to Target to return a belt for the vacumm due to the wrong size, and got the right size.. Then we went to Walmart and looked around there and came home. I left again to get some toilet paper and St. Johns for us.. Then DH left after we did some cleaning to see if he could get a coffee pot and so no good there.. We fought a lil bit cuz we were both hungry.. We ate dinner and had a peice of chocolate. We went to a store that out here called Seas Candy's oh so good stuff.. We bought a few pieces.. So the place is looking up.. I read a lil bit of a book a freind got me ooo man spicy! hehe then I slept for a lil bit. I was tired.. Now watching ER enjoying myself.. Its so nice to relax and just breath.. The house isnt perfect but what isnt anymore.. Life isnt perfect so no need for my home to be:) My son Josh will be home tomorrow, I am so releived that he'll be home and see his room all new and looking good and I even tackled my desk! I swear its a season of change and enlightenment.. I am glad for the season and glad for the time to change and be happy with in the change.. I cant say that I am thrilled for the changes but its good that I go through them one step at a time.. EH.? Well thats all about my day,not sure about tomorrow so we'll see how things go all day.. We have to go shopping for Grandma's (MIL) bday its on Monday and Sunday is the pumkin patch day to get Josh a pumkin.. That'll be fun to do.. The forcast says rain.. We'll see! Well thats it for now.. Time to close up..

Love & Light
Laura

October 10th..

Hola

Well today was interesting to say the least.. We went to get Joshua's bed and the matress will be ready by tomorrow around noonish.. Which is fine with me.. So we got the bed in and then we got some stuff settled in his room.. We took a break for about an hour, then we started cleaning and going through stuff and vacumming the floors.. We got rid of the recliners (Double hooked) and its sitting in the truck ready to go, and got rid of some baby things we didnt use for Josh.. We went to Arby's for lunch oh so good before we came home.. Then we after we got the stuff done. we went to the dollar tree, 99c store, and blockbuster, and then longs and home, by then I was so tired and my feet were killing me.. Then we rented 2 movies Fantastic 4 and Evin Almighty good movies..Just finished Fantastic 4 and I think they'll be a 3rd movie from it..

Josh should be home either Thurs or Friday and I'm looking fwd to him coming home.. I miss him alot,but its nice to have some down time, which I havent had in a very long time.. Its given Dh and I some time to get together and get some things done that needed done.. I am glad that things are looking up and are cleaned some.. That does take aload off my mind and prepare for Christmas and Thanksgiving.. I need to write a Christmas list out so people know what I'm asking for for all of us.. We just got minor cleaning to do tomorrow but not alot.. I want to go to the movies but none of what I'd like to see.. Which suxs! WAH! Then what else? I think thats it.. So far things are nice and the weather is beautiful feels so much like fall and I cant wait for some rain and coolness to hit.. Well thats my day.. It stems from the earlier post and this one are combined so feel free to read them both and then comment.. Like I said we've been doing alot lately.. But its all good though..

Love & Light
Laura

Josh's birthday...

Hola..

Well today was Joshua's birth day October 7, 2007 and boy time flies when your having fun.. He's 2 yrs old now and he's such a big boy. Staying with Grandma for a few days which will give daddy and I a chance to re-do his room and get his new bed in there and clean it up.. I am so glad that we can clean things up in his room, looks 100% better.. For his bday he got a spider-man chair, a sing thingy, cloths which are to big, shoes and I think thats it.. He had a spidy cake which was cute and ice-cream.. He dont get sweets to often so that works for him.. He was exhausted by the time he went to bed and I am sure he had a blast yesterday to with Grandma, they said they got a wagon for him.. We'll need to get sheets for J's bed today to and the gaurd rails so he wont fall out of the bed when he sleeps.. I cant believe the crib and a dresser is out of the room.. Looks so much bigger than before.. Which is nice and its vacummed and just looks so good..

What else? I had to take a nice hot bath last night, my back was hurting and my neck tocaused a headache and that helped some.. Just glad we got through the day.. We went grocery shopping and got some food chicken and a few other things and I got myself some good cheesecake of all sorts of stuff, its a chocolate cheesecake of diff kinds oh so good! YUM! So I am about to go shower and get my tail dressed so we can go get the bed and get it back here set it up and then the rest of the day we can play! yeah!

Well hope thats it.. Thats all I can think of if I think of more I'll add to the post.. God bless!

Love & Light
Laura

What a Day!

Hola

Well today was rough.. We started vacation today and then we went out to lunch at McD's and then left for Walmart but they didnt have a single thing there I liked for DS.. I wasnt thrilled.. So I was in a real bitchy mood today..But all is well. Dinner is cooking and I am starved ! DS is in bed and out like a light.. Poor lil man so tired. Right now I am waiting on laundry to finish washing so I can switch it to the dryer and relax a while my feet are killing me.. Ugh! Then what else.O we went to Taraget and got DS 3 movies and then a Spidy man T-Shirt for tomorrow I'm washing his pants.. He finally got a hair cut and DH got his done.. DS fought like a lion for getting his hair cut.. No wonder why he's so tired.. LOL! I got to wrap gifts for him and then his card, get his toys together still so there's a lil bit to do, not alot but enough.. Well thats it for now.. I'll prob post Monday..

Love & Light
Laura

Hola

Well this week has been long to say the least.. I am glad its over, at least its Friday, yah! Well today I got up and woke up kind of fast due to needing to do a few things and get caught up with house work due to my period I dont do much on real heavy days.. So I did 2 loads of laundry and folded those, put the towels in the basket to wash tomorrow, and packed DS's bag for next week staying at Grandma's place for 3 days.. I need a break from my kid.. Then took a nice bath/shower shaved my legs and such, washed up , my period is almost over thank God.. Dressed and relaxed fed son lunch, and let him play a while, he watched a movie I laid down for an hour & half to rest then got dinner for DS ready and he ate while I did dishes, so now they are done, did them in 30 min intervolts.. So now waiting on DH to get home so we can start our vacation.. This will be nice.. We want to do dinner and a movie but no movie I am interested in playing.. I ate the last 2 corn dogs and now I am hungry for some dinner.. Worked off lunch LOL! All I need to do now is pack J's toys and get them ready. Got his cloths laid out for tomorrow so we can go out get 2 hair cuts, one for J and one for DH.. Wash and clean out my car its a mess and get gas for it fill it mostly for Sunday , and go to Walmart and shopp for J's birthday gifts for him, that will be fun.. I am looking fwd to that.. My son will be 2 yrs old on Sunday man dont time fly.. I am continusly amazed how fast the time does go.. Lets see what else? I guess thats it.. We'll be up in Oakhurst on Sunday around 10-:30 -11am and pick up my son's birth day cake and just have alot of fun and relaxing.. Hope my period will be done by then it should be due to the fact I started this past week ( Sunday) Well thats all I can think of for now.. I will prob post tomorrow and after J's party to put up pics if I can.. Hope all is well with loved ones..

Love & Light
Laura

Adoptin Anniversary..

Well, today was my 28th adoption anniversary.. I finally called my family to see if they were coming to my sons' bday party this coming Sunday and nope, no one can make it.. Newphew is working a new job, and my sister cant afford to make it.. :( Which suxs.. She made last years and that was nice..

Today we went to Target, the Game Shop, and blockbuster, got a coffee drink, and lets see what else? I think thats it.. There's a game I want to get for my PS 3 console and it looks fun.. Right now I am waiting on CSI Miami to come on for the new episode for season 6.. I think its the 3rd episode.. So I am like so bored out of my mind.. CSI comes on in 1 hr.. Anywho just wanted to type out and give myself some thing to do... Lalala! LOL Help!

Love & Light
Laura

Stressful Day!

Hola,

Well today was very stressful I got to admit.. Every ounce of my energy is spent.. I was going out today and pay our Truck's tags or drop them off at the DMV well, to say the least the Clovis DMV moved! So no street address or any thing just stated they moved.. So I was pissed.. I stopped at Allstate to get the insurence checked and then went to the DMV and well as y'all know moved. Then got me a coffee drink then drove out to ther other DMV across town so I did that and traffic was so bad, Ugh! So I tried to pay the bill on the DMV Tags and well DS wouldnt go into the DMV he screamed , cried and carried on, so I took him out and dropped him off at Grandmas and so she fed him lunch and then I went back to the DMV to drop the tags off, and then a guy offered to work on my car to get a dent out and double wax it and that cost me some money.. So, I go back over to her place and I visited with her for awhile and talked then DS was getting tired so I thought best to get home and in bed for him, so I took him to McD's for dinner and I hadnt eaten all day due to the heat and stress and the runs in my tummy which is ugh again.. So now I am bushed and so ready to relax and take a nice hot bath put on my sweats and watch a movie or play my game not sure.. I need to veg out for awhile.. Tomorrow I am going to do the laundry and play catch up on some house work that I've kept up but some need a cleaning.. So thats what I am going to do..

Well I do hope y'all are better than I am.. What a day! Good Lord never been through so much stress and frustrations.. Well I am off to take a hot bath.. Luv ya all..MUAH!

Love & Light
Laura

* Edit and Update*

Well I did take a shower and put on my sweats and then I took out the laundry which was 3 loads and then after that I was exhausted but felt fine.. Sat, I felt horrible, had a major headache which I'll discuss with the Dr if I keep having them and they dont let up no matter what I do.. Which I want to get preg in 08 so any prescription will have to either wait or agree with my pregnancy so we'll see.. Today was ok went to the 99c store and got food and then came home and dealt with a whinny kid.. LONG day! Whew! Glad its over.. And DH is off today and that he'll work 4 days this week and off for 10 days.. Yeah! Anyway just wanted to vent some.. Hope all is well...

Car Fixed..

Hola

Well the truck is taken care of.. Thank God! Man what an ordeal.. We had a flat on Sunday and then DH replaced and put the spare on, and it went flat.. So needless to say that didnt work out.. So we called DH's grandma since she has towing service, and it took us over an hour to get the car towed back to the house.. So DH dropped me and DS off and went to work, I was pissed cuz I wanted a day to myself and that didnt work.. So yesterday (Monday) DH had a meeting at work, then the power goes out for an hour and then we take the spare off, pump it up with air, come back and put the spare on, all the while I am stuck at home till Dh takes care of the tire.. So Dh takes the truck to Pepboys and his grandma bought us 2 brand new tires.. If we needed she would have bought us 4 tires.. So I am releived that the truck has 2 new ones.. New shoes! Hehe!

So we went to dinner at Denny's I wasnt very hungry due to the heat and stress.. DS did well and so we left there, picked up the truck and brought it home and then we picked up a movie and then stopped at the store, for a few things and came home we were bushed! So I'm enjoying time to relax b4 I go out and pick up a few movies and just run some light errends.. Thats the good part..!

Well thats about it here, just relaxing enjoying life and things calm now.. Hope no more crap going on.. I need a cappucino blast coffee, yum! Those are sooo good! I havent had one in a week, and been wanting one for a while.. Well Tootles!

Love & Light
Laura

Stormy Weather nor Not?

Well let see is it going to storm? I hope so that way my allergies arent on the fritz ugh.. But lately I've felt like crap since last night and I am not sure why.Ugh! All I want to do now is sleep and dream lands.. DS didnt want to nap today but after rocking him and calming him down, he went to sleep yes! Thank you God! Well thats all I can post for now we'll see how I feel later on today..

Love & Light
Laura

Nothing New.

Well not much is new around here.. Just doing the every day stuff,that I do. DS has been missing his naps more often than not. The past 2 days he's just refused to nap, so tonight he napped for about an hour and refused to go to bed.. I am like AHH! Then we had taco's for dinner and boy that was good. We went out earlier today, got the rest of the groceries, and 2 movies to rent. We havent watched the movies yet, but will probably tomorrow.. They look good. I finally finished Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prnice. Very good book its book 6 in the series.. I am now on Chamber of Secrets. I am glad to finally read the books that are part of the movies I have so far.. I did laundry last night, 4 loads and took out trash, and man my back was killing me.. The weather has cooled considerably and I am glad for that, was sick of the 90 degree's and now we're in the 80's and soon drop into the 70's the end of the week, YEAH!

As some of you may know, I love fall, and the cool weather it brings, I hope to attend recovery tomorrow night, we'll see, its a new group but the recovery from abuse isnt started yet and I myself cant lead when I am not healed totally from the past.. Maybe one day I can lead a group once I get alot of my own spirit and mind healed and restored in some compacity.. That is up to God.. We cleaned house tonight, got some of the stuff cleaned and trash out the door, I am glad for DH's help finally I've been barking at him for 2 weeks on doing some things.. He works tomorrow but he might be off next weekend for the whole 2 days so we'll see.. I am used to him working now 6days and no big deal but it would be nice to have some time and spend it together a bit more..

Well thats about it here, just thought I'd post.. Talk later...

Love & Light
Laura

Life... Memorial of 9/11/01

Well its not the 4th of July but its a starts in blue/white/red that symbolize our country in the memorial of 9/11 of 2001..I recall that day so vividly I was nearly married 6months when this happened.. Thankfully I wasnt pregnant yet.. So as we remember how and the day our lives were changed in such a drasic way and for those whom have lost loved ones in the twin towers and in the planes we must not forget that they died to save this country in the flight 93 who knew they were facing death if they couldnt pull the plane up in time.. I think if our Nation's capitol was a target then it would have been a by far darker day than it was.. Our icons were targeted and next could be what our schools? Our big corporations? Things that cause the very heart of America and those who wish to see America taken down from its petistole and not of very high power,but that will not happen as long as God is on the throne,but I know this nation needs to repent of alot of things as to any other country who stands..

On a lighter note, life here is good. Just taking things one day at a time and relying on God as many Americans do to keep thier faith in him and on him alone.. We all know how God provides our needs according to his riches in glory.. So we must take hold of that promise and see it fulfilled in daily task and lives.. :) I am just glad that things are slowly turning to good and that things will eventually pan out even .. Just gonna take a few months.. I hope not that long but hey cant compline right?! Well thats about it here..Just chilling out and loving the weather.. God bless y'all...

Love & Light
Laura