Stressful Day!

Hola,

Well today was very stressful I got to admit.. Every ounce of my energy is spent.. I was going out today and pay our Truck's tags or drop them off at the DMV well, to say the least the Clovis DMV moved! So no street address or any thing just stated they moved.. So I was pissed.. I stopped at Allstate to get the insurence checked and then went to the DMV and well as y'all know moved. Then got me a coffee drink then drove out to ther other DMV across town so I did that and traffic was so bad, Ugh! So I tried to pay the bill on the DMV Tags and well DS wouldnt go into the DMV he screamed , cried and carried on, so I took him out and dropped him off at Grandmas and so she fed him lunch and then I went back to the DMV to drop the tags off, and then a guy offered to work on my car to get a dent out and double wax it and that cost me some money.. So, I go back over to her place and I visited with her for awhile and talked then DS was getting tired so I thought best to get home and in bed for him, so I took him to McD's for dinner and I hadnt eaten all day due to the heat and stress and the runs in my tummy which is ugh again.. So now I am bushed and so ready to relax and take a nice hot bath put on my sweats and watch a movie or play my game not sure.. I need to veg out for awhile.. Tomorrow I am going to do the laundry and play catch up on some house work that I've kept up but some need a cleaning.. So thats what I am going to do..

Well I do hope y'all are better than I am.. What a day! Good Lord never been through so much stress and frustrations.. Well I am off to take a hot bath.. Luv ya all..MUAH!

Love & Light
Laura

* Edit and Update*

Well I did take a shower and put on my sweats and then I took out the laundry which was 3 loads and then after that I was exhausted but felt fine.. Sat, I felt horrible, had a major headache which I'll discuss with the Dr if I keep having them and they dont let up no matter what I do.. Which I want to get preg in 08 so any prescription will have to either wait or agree with my pregnancy so we'll see.. Today was ok went to the 99c store and got food and then came home and dealt with a whinny kid.. LONG day! Whew! Glad its over.. And DH is off today and that he'll work 4 days this week and off for 10 days.. Yeah! Anyway just wanted to vent some.. Hope all is well...

Car Fixed..

Hola

Well the truck is taken care of.. Thank God! Man what an ordeal.. We had a flat on Sunday and then DH replaced and put the spare on, and it went flat.. So needless to say that didnt work out.. So we called DH's grandma since she has towing service, and it took us over an hour to get the car towed back to the house.. So DH dropped me and DS off and went to work, I was pissed cuz I wanted a day to myself and that didnt work.. So yesterday (Monday) DH had a meeting at work, then the power goes out for an hour and then we take the spare off, pump it up with air, come back and put the spare on, all the while I am stuck at home till Dh takes care of the tire.. So Dh takes the truck to Pepboys and his grandma bought us 2 brand new tires.. If we needed she would have bought us 4 tires.. So I am releived that the truck has 2 new ones.. New shoes! Hehe!

So we went to dinner at Denny's I wasnt very hungry due to the heat and stress.. DS did well and so we left there, picked up the truck and brought it home and then we picked up a movie and then stopped at the store, for a few things and came home we were bushed! So I'm enjoying time to relax b4 I go out and pick up a few movies and just run some light errends.. Thats the good part..!

Well thats about it here, just relaxing enjoying life and things calm now.. Hope no more crap going on.. I need a cappucino blast coffee, yum! Those are sooo good! I havent had one in a week, and been wanting one for a while.. Well Tootles!

Love & Light
Laura

Stormy Weather nor Not?

Well let see is it going to storm? I hope so that way my allergies arent on the fritz ugh.. But lately I've felt like crap since last night and I am not sure why.Ugh! All I want to do now is sleep and dream lands.. DS didnt want to nap today but after rocking him and calming him down, he went to sleep yes! Thank you God! Well thats all I can post for now we'll see how I feel later on today..

Love & Light
Laura

Nothing New.

Well not much is new around here.. Just doing the every day stuff,that I do. DS has been missing his naps more often than not. The past 2 days he's just refused to nap, so tonight he napped for about an hour and refused to go to bed.. I am like AHH! Then we had taco's for dinner and boy that was good. We went out earlier today, got the rest of the groceries, and 2 movies to rent. We havent watched the movies yet, but will probably tomorrow.. They look good. I finally finished Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prnice. Very good book its book 6 in the series.. I am now on Chamber of Secrets. I am glad to finally read the books that are part of the movies I have so far.. I did laundry last night, 4 loads and took out trash, and man my back was killing me.. The weather has cooled considerably and I am glad for that, was sick of the 90 degree's and now we're in the 80's and soon drop into the 70's the end of the week, YEAH!

As some of you may know, I love fall, and the cool weather it brings, I hope to attend recovery tomorrow night, we'll see, its a new group but the recovery from abuse isnt started yet and I myself cant lead when I am not healed totally from the past.. Maybe one day I can lead a group once I get alot of my own spirit and mind healed and restored in some compacity.. That is up to God.. We cleaned house tonight, got some of the stuff cleaned and trash out the door, I am glad for DH's help finally I've been barking at him for 2 weeks on doing some things.. He works tomorrow but he might be off next weekend for the whole 2 days so we'll see.. I am used to him working now 6days and no big deal but it would be nice to have some time and spend it together a bit more..

Well thats about it here, just thought I'd post.. Talk later...

Love & Light
Laura

Life... Memorial of 9/11/01

Well its not the 4th of July but its a starts in blue/white/red that symbolize our country in the memorial of 9/11 of 2001..I recall that day so vividly I was nearly married 6months when this happened.. Thankfully I wasnt pregnant yet.. So as we remember how and the day our lives were changed in such a drasic way and for those whom have lost loved ones in the twin towers and in the planes we must not forget that they died to save this country in the flight 93 who knew they were facing death if they couldnt pull the plane up in time.. I think if our Nation's capitol was a target then it would have been a by far darker day than it was.. Our icons were targeted and next could be what our schools? Our big corporations? Things that cause the very heart of America and those who wish to see America taken down from its petistole and not of very high power,but that will not happen as long as God is on the throne,but I know this nation needs to repent of alot of things as to any other country who stands..

On a lighter note, life here is good. Just taking things one day at a time and relying on God as many Americans do to keep thier faith in him and on him alone.. We all know how God provides our needs according to his riches in glory.. So we must take hold of that promise and see it fulfilled in daily task and lives.. :) I am just glad that things are slowly turning to good and that things will eventually pan out even .. Just gonna take a few months.. I hope not that long but hey cant compline right?! Well thats about it here..Just chilling out and loving the weather.. God bless y'all...

Love & Light
Laura

Convo with my Nephew.. *Disturbing News*

Well, I just talked to my nephew and we had a great talk.. We discussed his brother and family and my family and we talked about his mom.. My sister.. He said that she cut herself off of the family and that according to my nephew Matt, that her DH is a bully and an butthead.. I can say worse, but honestly I dont know the man well enough.. All I know is she needs to not be so co-dependant and learn to live on her own.. Hard as that sounds its the only thing she should do.. I mean yeah she adopted some kids, but thats not the true reason to stay with some one who treats your kids like shit and not respect your kids who are adults and need help.. Yea some times I wished some one would help me buy a house but ya know. Why have that hang over my head that some one has the power to say when or what I can do in my own home? I dont think so.. So yeah its best to learn how to do things by myself and not have to depend on other people who think they know best.. Not nescerrly they know best.. My nephew also said that Aric his brother and family are moving back here to Cali he wants to graduate a bulldog ( Our State University has a bulldog mascott) and so he wants to move him and his wife and 3 kids out here by the end of next year.. I honestly think it's best to do that..Since its got to be some sort of deal where they can make a better life and not depend on anyone.. As hard as it sounds we all have to learn to do things on our own, if we dont,then we'd end up in alot worse situation than we are now..

So things are a tad of a mess.. We talked bout the past some and about my parents home and how much we'd love to get back the house.. Some day I think we all are going to try and see about getting it back.. but I need some congreat evidence to see what I can do to see if anything is fraud and dont illegally.. Well thats it for now. Just need to think... I love my sister yes, and I know deep down she has alot of growing up to do and needs to find a way to learn a few things.. Well, thats it for now.. God bless..

Laura

A Off Day

Well today was a very off day.. My period is still hanging around and now I got a headache.. Ugh! I cant win.. My son was a good boy today and didnt fuss to much or have to much of problems.. We had to buy diapers and I hate them.. I wished I stuck to Huggies or some thing similure..We got Parents choice ones and they are horrible.. UGH! I wanted to go out and have a full day of fun, but it didnt work out that way..My Dh sat on his ass and watched movies and shows all day while I took a bath and shaved my legs and had a nice time then turn around it was nap time for DS.. So he takes a nap and I am suddenly tired so I lay down.. I slept about an hour or so.. DS slept 2hrs and got up had lunch and we left around 5:30 pm instead of around 2pm.. I was so pissed.. We went to Wallmart and then to Blockbuster and then to Walgreens then home.. Its been a horrible day.. I hated it and glad its over.. DH didnt make my day any nicer by sitting on his ass all day long.. He did though take out the trash and so forth and just been doing ok.. He swept up by DS's high chair and vacumed for me.. So thats nice,but there's still dishes to do and other stuff.. I am tired and I need to take some thing for this damn headache and maybe read my Harry Potter book to escape for awhile.. I know DH will bug the hell out of me, and he normally does.. I want to play my PS 3 and my Harry Potter game but again DH has to watch a damn movie.. Its always movies.. Nothing new under the sun I swear.. I'll do laundry tomorrow or the next day.. I am to out of it to try and do it tonight.. All I want is some escape to feel like I can finally just breath and be alone.. I wanted to go out by myself today.. But NO, DH wanted to go with me..UGH! I hate it, truly do..I just wish I could get a few days alone and have DS with me.. I prefer DS with me than DH.. He drives me batty! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway had to vent Hope everyone had a great Labor Day...

Laura

Reading For Hours...

Well Hello ...

Well I've been taking it an easy for the past 2 days and its been nice.. My AF (Period) showed up on Friday the 31st of August.. Now mind you we are now in September.. I cant believe summer I pray comes to a close soon and fall on its way.. I am so ready... We'll be in the 100's a couple more days and then should drop into the 90's by the mid week.. So far my DH has to only work 6days this new week yeah! I am so happy about that.. I asked him how long this will last and he said about 4 weeks.. O well God has answered our finanical prayer and crisis.. I am so thankful for that..

Now on to the recent couple days.. I've read the Harry Potter series.. I havent read ALL of the books but so far Order of the Phoenix and Deathly Hallows, wow what great books! Next is Prisioner of Azaxban and the finish Goblet of Fire.. Then I'll buy the other 3 books and read those.. Man the books are great, I am so enjoying them emensly! I have to admit not going to give away the last book but say its very good and cant wait for the movie to come out on it.. That will be a blessing..

Well tomorrow (Sunday) I shall try and finish what dishes are left and then try and maybe do a load of laundry and get that caught up.. I am tired I read the last part of the book read from 5pm till near 2am.. I just finished.. I love to read for hours and I would all day and night if I could.. I just love falling into a book an forget the life and things around me, its a stress relese for me to read and escape life..

Well,thats about it just cant wait for AF to lessen up and go away for a month.. DH and I are discussing when to have another baby and I said any time.. So we're thinking more and more... So I am taking my time and not rush into things.. Its in Gods time not mine so we'll take things as they go.. Well I'd better get ready for bed, I am tired.. Hope all is well.. TTYL!

Love & Light
Laura