3 Days Before Christmas..

Hola

Well here we are 3 days before Christmas and still a little bit to do.. I am amazed how fast and serious time is going this year thank God.. I am glad the clock is slowing down and that we're so close to having time to enjoy the holidays.. My DH is at work, 2nd night on Grave-yard shift so far he likes it but still a struggle to sleep in the day time while me and DS are up having our day and doing the "normal" things in life,such as laundry, errend running and just enjoying the chilly air.. It looked cloudy all day and looked as though it could rain but I am not sure, the forcast didnt say rain,but we sure could use more of it.. Today I actually got 3 rounds of dishes done, 2 loads of laundry finished just need to worsh towels and then I'll be caught up till next week.. I like to have the holidays clear and beautiful for us to enjoy with out the house a mess and things out of order at leat the common areas of our home..

I am amazed how beautiful the air is even though I am in the city its still nice and cool and you gotta go out with a jacket of some sort and brr cold! My g/f is visiting her in-laws this weekend and I am not sure if we'll see each other this weekend and honestly I dont mind,I know Christmas is around the corner and her daughter Bday is Sunday her DH's bday is today.. So she's busy... But we'll talk soon on via-IM on Weds or Thurs of this next week before we ring in the new year..

I have been busy trying to get DS to go to bed so I can play my game a bit or read awhile before I turn in , I am exhausted and just need some rest, I slept 2 hrs for a nap this afternoon while DH was up and DS finally went down for his nap for 2 hrs also.. So its like 10:30 and battle with DS for bed for an hour now.. UGH.! But he's 2 so I cant complaine but he's been sick the past 2 days he's feeling better but still whinny and grumpy so hope he'll be better by Monday full back to normal self so he wont be so crabby when we see family on Christmas Day.. A full house at least 15ppl if not more will be there.. I am amazed that I get to spend some time with my DH for Christmas, I feel so spoiled and yet so blessed by all that God has shown favor the past few days even though circumstances havent been great this year I still yearn to my faith in the Lord and know He'll never give us more than we can handle .. I have to keep reminding myself of that and things will be much easier.. Course for me I hate change but like my family and friends tell me I have to learn to go with the flow and learn a few things but it isnt easy!

I am blessed to have good freinds whom let me vent and share my heart with out judgement or condemnation.. I so badly need more people like that in my family who can just talk and not feel judged or guieded when I know in my heart what I should do and what I do..If that makes sense? Well I hope everyone is safe and healthy this holiday season.. May y'all be blessed beyond what you ask for.. Love yas!

Love & Light
Laura