Well, today is interesting.. I am so freaked out over money that I am going crazy.. Our rent check isnt in and our consolidation isnt in and paid for.. So those bills are going to be bounced here soon and I cant afford to I need a job so bad and I want another child but financially we cant afford another right now.. I am so upset.. We need new living arrangements and since our rent is going to hell over.. I want internet and we dont need cable but just the basic channels.. I dont get why this is happening.. Thank God my husband called me I was so upset and I dont normally worry about money but when it comes to Rent and the big bills its just hard. Even though he gets paid this Saturday I have no idea when the rent check will go through.. Today is the 7th and we paid rent on the 3rd.. So any day it'll go through and I hate to see checks and insufficent funds in our acct.. I know I may have to work full time to get us on track and financially stable but I dont know what else to do.. I have a child and he needs careing, and I may have to put him in some type of pre-school setting or some thing I dont know.. I had hoped we wouldnt have to do this but we might have to.. Life right now sucks and I cant take the fact that money is going out faster than we're bringing it in.. Hub works already so much 5days a week and milks the clock when he can.. I just need some thing and I want a house but no way we can if money is tight, I cant stand to borrow money from family and we need to find some thing to help us out a cheeper place to live some thing, I dont know. I am racking my brain and I cant find a solution to this problem.. I am the type who dont worry to much about money but this takes the cake.. I am so confused and worried that I am going out of my mind.. I wanted to be a SAHM but now I cant.. I have to be a WOHM now. what a life.. Ya right! Sheesh!

Laura