Mothers Day..

Hello My Friends,

This is the time we celebrate Mothers Day this weekend.. As I look at this special holiday I find it hard to celebrate and yet I'm a mom myself, well since I got pregnant with my son,Joshua. Being a mom is every girl well almost every girls dream.. There are some women who dont want children, and for those who dont, I respect that, I mean our world is having times of hardship and some have other obligations but for those of who are mom's how do we take Mothers Day and find peace and in God's grace that we are blessed with our children. I dont care how many kids we all have we can have 1 to 100 and still we're all mom's.. I also say those of us who miscarried children are ours also, even tho they are not in our arms but in our hearts and in the arms of Jesus and loved ones to be there waiting to see us when we all get to Heaven..

I see Mothers day as a day to reflect on how I am a mom, and how can I improve on being a good mother to my children. Its not just a day for our kids to say Thanks Mom, or our husbands to praise us for carring our children in childbirth or if we adopted thats still raising children that are to grow and learn of the things in the world and for us to raise them in Godly principals or what ever belief you have..

Also for those of us who lost our mom's on Mothers day or any time in the year and we celebrate that with out them.. I tend to think of when Mohters Day comes around, that I often think of my mom and just wonder what life would be like if she were here and me married and have a son.. I am sure she'd be thrilled and spoil him rotten;) I often wonder how my relationship with my mom would be like now that I am married and a mom; I often think of maybe the conversations I would have or would love to have and learn things about myself as a young child of ages birth till I hit Kindy..

I often think of her and I know she's in spirit with me and even though my own emotions and anger get in the way of good times with my mom which were very few in between but the memories I have I so cherish and love..

So sit back and tell you mom alive or not that you love her and miss her and thank God for his grace to help us be parents.. Help us be mom's who we are created to be weather we stay home with our kids or we have to work and provide food and a roof over their heads.. Enjoy the day with your children and hold them ever so close..

Happy Mothers Day

Love & Light
Laura