CrownedwithGlory

October Fall Season..

2009-10-03T17:01:00.000-07:00

Greetings All..

Well, here we are at October, and a fun filled day at that.. I am surprised how fast Sept went but then it went slow to.. Here we at at October and my adoption anniversary came and went my sister called for a quick hello to me then I spent the day having some down time, enjoyed it to, altho we went to pick up my Husband's car which broke down on Tues due to a fuel pump.. Cost some money and omg expensive! Plus it needed an oil change as well, so thats done, soon tires need rotation and he needs wipper blades for the rain soon to come.. So alot going on..

The second note is my son's birthday is soon, Weds in fact he'll be 4yrs old where does the time go, I remember when I held him after he was born this tiny package that got pulled out of me after carrying him for 9mo long.. Still amazed how sweet and precious he is to me and how much he's a light to my life.. He's potty training now, due to school he wasnt potty trained so he will go to Kindy next year reguardless of pre-school education.. He'll be potty trained by then for sure and on his own.. He's sitting next to me playing blocks while his dinner cools down in the oven..

Often I do not know what to blog but I do my best, Hubbie and I are ok, he needs to seek counseling his depression is worse and we have money issues but who doesnt? Especially in the way the world is now. I just pray we make it to 9 yrs of Marriage in 6mo .. We'll see..

I pray y'all are well and happy.. Blessings to all of you as well as love and prayers....

Blessed Be,

Laura....

September Moments...

2009-09-22T02:33:00.000-07:00

Well,I gotta admit September gotten off to a good start some what.. The school year kicked in the last 2 weeks of August and we just now passed labor day weekend not long ago.. Here we are near the end of the month and soon my son's 4th birthday coming up.. Where does the time go? I have no idea where or how... I just know its going quick... He hurt his head not long ago about week now, and he gotten 2 staples in his head for a small wound then today at his Dr.'s gotten them removed he did pretty well to.. Then the same day or so, my Husband's grandma landed in the hospital and now at a rehabilitation place for some rebuild of muscles and the sort.. Then my cat Majic got sick and had to be put down, so its a rough week for all of us here in the Clan.. All I want to do now is curl up and go to sleep and sleep for awhile,and not think or feel, I am that tired... So thats the life here, at least a quick update for the Month of Sept and August. Hope y'all are good and well... Talk later!

Love & Light

Laura

Update on Life

2009-08-16T03:00:00.000-07:00

Hello All...

Well here we are, near the end of summer and schools will be in session for long.. Oh boy! So not ready for school accedemics to start and so happy to see fall coming.. Just enjoying some down time.. My son J went to grandmas for a couple days got home yesterday was praying a week but two days are better than not at all... July went out with a bang and glad to see it go.. Not much to report for july just hard to get through.. Some of my closest family and freinds know how hard it is.. So cant believe is Auguts already and the feel of it being so starting to slowly cool down but ya know how it is..

Well loved seeing my bff a couple times this summer her stoppin for a visit and dropping off packages.. We're discussing Christmas as we go, due to the school season and when the school is out for the break.. Hope that Hubbie has one of those days off.. Altho this year he has Thanksgiving off! WAHOO I pray so!!! It falls on his day off so we'll see..Can only cross fingers for that to happen..hehe...

Well, time for some rest for me, been busy! Keep in touch y'all!!

Love & Light

Laura

Month of July

2009-07-23T13:48:00.000-07:00

Greetings All,

Well july is going fairly fast than expected. We zoomed through July 4th, our Independance day with somewhat flying colors, altho, seemed to be fair temps for those who were outside enjoying the day outdoors among so many who enjoy fireworks.. Now some might say why wasnt I and our son out,well simple I hate the heat! So we listned to the fireworks boom in the air nearby schools/churches, so cool maybe next year we'll go who knows?

This past week has been rough, the 11th anniversary of my dad's passing into glory of heavan, sort of hard to forget the whole day and how it all spelled out that day... But got through this week as best I can..

Our a/c went nutso yesterday, and didnt produce as much, so we turned it off with only 75 degrees outside to let the a/c have a break altho we were miserable all day yesterday.. Today much better as far as cool and temps so far are decent, am pretty sure we'll get through the trippple digets...

School will begin for our son J soon, next month, oy so not ready for that! But also l know he'll learn far more and make hope solid friends for life... So need to purchase shorts and some shirts for the start of the school year due to the extreem heat.. This will be an interesting phase of life...

So not much going on here, just trying to stay out of the heat, and enjoy the indoors a bit more.. I'll be glad when fall comes I can wear jeans and tanks along with my flip-flops and be super comfy.. Hate shorts and yet the only thing that is to wear in the summer..Hm..

Well, I know its been awhile since I've posted, hope to keep it going.. Talk soon!

Love & Light

Laura

RE:Birthday Bash

2009-06-30T14:52:00.000-07:00

Hola All...

This post is like weeks late, but at least its something LOL.. I've been doing other things instead of posting... My birthday was nice, even though it was hot.. Hubbie got me some cute things, plaques, pictures, and let me buy a nice frame, its beautiful,gotta post a pic of it soon.. I cant believe I'm 34 yrs old,oy! And I have a son who's gonna be going to pre-school in August.. Amazing,and still trying to get pregnant again to.. So things are a process.. The last few weeks have been crazy dealing with Fathers Day Hubbie worked that day and was very late getting home..

So not much else to report, near July and the 4th.. Wow just crazy how time is flying this year, now that most of the big dates are done like bdays and anniversary's done.. Just our son's bday soon in Oct..

I hope y'all are good and staying cool! Much Love!

Love & Light
Laura

2009-06-16T14:15:00.000-07:00

One Flaw In Women

By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered,
"Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,have over 200 movable parts, all replaceableand able to run on diet coke and leftovers,have a lap that can hold four children at one time,have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands.

"The angel was astounded at the requirements."Only two hands!? No way!
And that's just on the standard model?
That's too much work for one day.Wait until tomorrow to finish.""But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.

"The angel moved closer and touched the woman."But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed,"but I have also made her tough.You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.

The Lord replied,"Not only will she be able to think,she will be able to reason and negotiate.

"The angel then noticed something,and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek."Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak,"the Lord corrected,"that's a tear!"

"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy,her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love,her loneliness, her grief and her pride.

"The angel was impressed."You are a genius, Lord.You thought of everything!

Woman is truly amazing."And she is

Women have strengths that amaze men.They bear hardships and they carry burdens,but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happyand laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answerwhen they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children exceland cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear abouta birth or a wedding.Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kisscan heal a broken heart.Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail youto show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

2009-06-16T14:05:00.000-07:00

A Letter from God to Women

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being.
When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.
But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate.

I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.
Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.
From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life.
I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as> you are meant to do
Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you

I created you perfectly and beautifully Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile.
You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart..

His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart.
Support man as the rib cage supports the body.

You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from> his head, to be above him.
You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side.

You are my perfect angel.....

You are my beautiful little girl.
You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence and my eyes fill when
I see the virtues in your heart.
Your eyes......don' t change them.
Your lips - how lovely when they part in prayer.
Your nose, so perfect in form.
Your hands so gentle to touch.
I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep.
I've held your heart close to mine.

Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me.

Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely.

He could not see me or touch me. He could only feel me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, I fashioned in you; my holiness, my strength, my purity, my love, my protection and support.

You are special because you are an extension of me.
Man represents my image, woman my emotions.
Together, you represent the totality of God...

So man......treat woman well.
Love her, respect her, for she is fragile but yet strong at the same time.

Author Unknown

Summer Kickoff.

2009-06-02T18:34:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well here we are June 2nd and the summer is offically on the kick off of time.. Hard to believe May ran away wtih all that we had to do,and honestly I am glad the month is over.. Soon in a few months my sweet first born son will be in pre-school I am amazed and yes trying to decide on a 2nd child weather natural or by adoption still taking it much prayer and thought..

I cant belive its June alredy and my birthdy and father's day all roll into one.. oy! Definatly something worth doing.. Money wise things have been tight but soon hopeing it wont be and we'll finally be settled again to start thinking clearly.. Just some stuff has been cropping up with us and slowly dealing with it but not so bad but a royal pain in the ass is all I got to say..

So starting our slow summer days and loving each minute of it.. I am glad for one that schools are getting out and yet by fall I'll be one of those parents that will have school to discuss and a new phase of life and I guess I welcome it but then I tend to be scared of a new beginning if it makes sense..

Well I know this post isnt much but its a start.. At least the summer start :)

Much love,

Love & Light
Laura

Memorial Day Weekend 2009

2009-05-27T16:21:00.001-07:00

Hola All,

Its been about 2 weeks since I last posted didnt think it was that long! Things been crazy and just been busy.. Last week we were to register my son J for preschool but the school made a mistake in the days I requested had to change it so we finally did it this yesterday.. So now he'll start in the fall I hope he does well and ajustes well to..

This past weekend was Memorial day weekend we honor the men/women in our military alive and dead for our freedom as a nation.. So do thank those who are military in your lives.. My MIL took flowers and a flag to my Dad's site he's a WWII vet fought on 2 different ships.. Even though it also marked the 11th year of my mother's passing to heaven..

So not much happening here just chilling with my son cleaning here/there doing the norm every day life.. Watching now the movie The Last Samuri (Love this movie) an in depth story of one man's change in his life.. I am amazed how its told..

Well I know this isnt much of a post but at least its gone 2 weeks so hope to start June's off to a good start.. God bless

Love & Light

Laura

Mothers Day 2009

2009-05-12T03:52:00.001-07:00

Hello

Well Mothers Day went un-eventful but well.. Despite of my son not listening to me but he does well for a 3.5 yr old kid.. Hubbie made me a nice breakfast of waffles and bacon with OJ and Pop.. So good! Held me over all day long and it was great,I had pizza bread that night for a quick bite.. My son J and I watched movies while I was on the PC for a few hours enjoying some down time..

Today we spent time together we paid a bill then grabbed McD's out for lunch came home after getting 2 coffee drinks then I did some dishes then came back to my room which I love, and played a game for a couple hours.. Hubbie made bbq chicken and rosted tators and bbq veggies pretty good then toasted bagel .. We watched ER all night long and I've done some stuff on the PC.

So now its almost night night and I'm tired slept poorly this morning so I'm looking forward to some sleep.. Now just need to change for bed oy! Have a great week all !

Blessings,

Laura

Month of May

2009-05-05T01:33:00.001-07:00

Well Hello Loved Ones

Well April went kind of slow but eventful to say the least.. I know I dont post much nor much every week due to its the same crap every week.. But we've had a beautiful rain on Friday of this past weekend and I loved every minute of it.. My son J said we were sitting on my bed watching Movies and she goes Mommy its raining.. And I said it is? He goes yeah and I looked outside and low-behold it was pouring.. I had to wash some stuff and rugs due to lil J decided to make a mess in the bathroom while taking a bath.. Oy!

So now here we are about to celebrate Mothers Day in a few days which is nice,but oy its interesting how time flies.. We did our useal bi-weekly banking and checking then we got Taco bell for lunch then off to grocery shopp for food, we were low... Came home I started laundry and the like still dishes but those can wait.. My AF showed up so I"m like blah...

Then we got a cauppicino blast yummy! Drank that , we had a teryoki bowl for dinner so now munching on peanubutter cookies watching ER season 6 I think? We watched Mad-Dog & Glory tonight to... A pretty good movie to say the least, not one I'd own..

This month is not my favorite but I get through it.. At least I think I do.. I am not one of those type that goes into the summer months happy and thrilled.. I love fall and winter to much..

Well best I close this.. Hope y'all have a good week.. Blessings

Love & Light
Laura

Heat/Cool Temps

2009-04-24T00:49:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well this week has been interesting.. To say the least, we had extreme temps in the high 90's and upper 80s and now finally dropped down to the 70s again,yes! I am loving the 70's to enjoy..

We had our 8th wedding anniversary this past Tues, it was a sort of eventful but not eventful day.. We were mostly home due to me having a cold and my son J has a cold and we're both on the tail end ... During the day I met with my nephew for lunch and then had to help him out with taking him to his car and so he can take care of business..

Later I got home changed cloths then we dropped J off to Great Grandma's then went to the Cheesecake Factory we both had good food,a glass of wine, iced tea, Hub had a steak and mashed tators, then I had shrimp and white rice.. Oh so good! We had bread and such to, with a slice of cheese cake..

Then we walked the mall a bit to walk off dinner browsed some stores didn't buy any thing sort of didn't need to..

So we're done with the every day stuff for now, just gotta run the d/w and laundry is done for a few days, and its only Friday.. I'm like dang I caught up on house stuff since been sick last weekend with headache pain on a scale of 1-10 and the pain a 10+ not so fun! I'm on the tail end of this so hope it'll kick soon, yuk!

Hope y'all have a great weekend and a blessed time.. Keep safe and enjoy the beautiful weather hopefully!

Love & Light
Laura

A Cold Front...

2009-04-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone

Today has been one heck of a cold front high winds and slight rain if not rain totally.. I woke up and it was a nice day breezy and cold but nice, was in a tank and jeans along with my birks.. Come to find out I had to change tops and stick on socks.Oy! I think my son is coming down with a cold so I have given him a little bit of cold meds to help him rest along with a nice warm bath tonight..

We stayed home today didnt do alot but enough I guess.. I did the laundry while enjoying the seasons of ER.. On season 10 I think,we'll need 11-15 soon.. Then we'll own all of them.. Hope to mop the floor tomorrow once Hubbie goes to work, we've been so busy doing other things, yesterday we went to BBW ( Bath and Body Works) for some more body wash for me,I got 2 and the 3rd free,Yahoo! Then went to return movies and got soda for myself to.. We had a nice dinner last night , bbq chicken and veggies along with rice pilaf yummy!

This afternoon for lunch we had a burito with enchalata sauce and tonight we had teryoki chicken and garlic bread and pasta salad.. Yum again! LOL

Well thats about it here just enjoying a cold front gonna keep an eye on my son for his cold and see and pray it doesnt get worse, dont want to go to the Dr for a cold deal.. Well I pray y'all had a great weekend and a good start of the week, and a great Easter Holiday this past Sunday..

May God bless you and keep you and make his face shine upon you and give you peace..

Much Love

Love & Light
Laura

Happy Easter....He is Risen 4-09

2009-04-12T16:09:00.000-07:00

Passage Matthew 28:6:

He is not here: for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay.

How often do I think of this passage of time where we celebrate our Lord's resurection.. I am amazed to see how long its been and each year as we come to this point in time we're celebrating again either his birth or his glorious resurection.. I dont see how many can hope for a great life and yet life in the life with Jesus.... Today I'm hanging out with my son and enjoying the beautiful weather we're having and doing light housework... Not much happening feeling good and loving things..

Hope y'all have a great Easter Sunday and a blessed one.. Remember He is Risen!

Retail Therapy...

2009-04-06T23:20:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends

Well today we spent some time in retail therapy.. I needed it due to alot going on and just love to decorate our home and make it beautiful.. I love it.. Makes me feel good and also got some great ideas on stuff to.. We did our banking today and need to pay a bill for some reason but oh well and rent will come out soon in the bank..

Today we went and stopped at Walmart and I got 2 candles, one Hazelnut and the other Vanilla Yummi! Then I bought ER seasons 8-10 so we'll be caught up soon on those seasons.. Then got what else, oh some easeter stuff at Target for my son J.. He'll llove that its a McQueen Easter basket with candy and the like something small and re-useable.. Then I got these really cute plaque's for my kitchne they are in Chinese or Japanees writting that says Tranquility and the other Harmony.. So darn cute! I'll take a pic of them soon.. Still finding more signs and things to make our home nice.. We had McD's for lunch and then I got Hubbie a coffee drink from there and I'll get mine tomorrow..

We just ate pizza and now watching ER season 8.. I love this show so good my favorite characters are Kovac and Green.. So seem down to earth.. I like that.. I think tomorrow will be the grocery shopping and dealing with the like.. I cant wait cuz we'll need food soon.. I know deep down it'll give us things to eat..

So thats pretty much my past few days.. I cant or wont say much due to things but just gonna do my best to let it lie and be.. Not much can change and its not my fault..

Love & Light

Laura

Monday Business....

2009-03-30T20:42:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone

Well today has been busy.. I slept in till 1:30 this afternoon after falling asleep last night around 3:30 or so.. I was tired,and I'm bushed tonight for sure.. Oy!

My Husband and I were busy cleaning we spent the day doing different stuff.. I after a nice hot shower, and dressed got my day going since I over slept by an hour.. I hate that.. I got the mop and bucket and did the floors, washed the rugs oy they were filthy espically the kitchen rugs the water was brown in the washer cuz I checked.. Took me along time to get the rugs dried decent enough.. Then I washed our bedding stuff, then I made the bed after Hubbie and I flipped our matress, we need a new bed pretty bad the other side is falling apart and really lumpy.. It feels good to sit on the other side of the bed and in freshly washed sheets and blankets.. Then did what laundry I had to do so that way I'll be sort of ahead of the game this week..

I didnt clean at all yesterday I spent all day on my laptop and did basically nothing which is bad of me I know.I must have had a major depression and didnt know it or something I dunno.. So today was more my pick up day from not doing much...

Tomorrow we're due to be at my MIL's and oh how I hate going up there, and getting up at the crack of dawn which is at 7am and no later.. ugh! I cant stand that cuz I have to be up early on Weds to for J's Dr's appt at 9:30 am.. ugh!

So thats been nice.. Friday I went an hour and half to a town called Bakersfeild to see my BFF and get a break from the daily norm.. Then I got home around 6:30 and my sweet husband didnt do a damn thing to clean didnt make the bed nor did he clean the kitchen so I had that to do and put son down to bed, I was mentally exhausted.. Saturday was good, I dont recall much of what Sat was but the day went fast enough maybe slipped my mind? Hmm

So thats it here,facing another week and I'm posting early due to just wanting to I guess.. Easy to post now then later.. I'll forget it sometimes lol!

Well I do pray a wonderful week and a blessed time for the spring..

My 8th anniversary is coming up soon and hope to enjoy that soon in like 3 weeks Yahoo!

Love & Light
Laura

Spring or Not?

2009-03-24T20:11:00.000-07:00

Hello All

Well I am wondering if we're having spring or not..The weather has been great the past couple weeks and then boom its rain and a cold front the past couple days.. I am amazed how much cooler itts gotten, esp when when its supposed to be in the 70s this spring.. Altho I love the cooler and my allergies are on the major wonky mood and sneezing all the time..Ugh!

Today was good, went out got haircuts, went and got stuff from the store, then off to for dinner and now browsing online. So waiting on the show The Biggest Loser I love that show!

Not alot to report.. Snowed in the mountains over the weekend..I"ve been playing games and some I cant say what games but they are fun ! And addicting LOL.. Sort of personal games that I dont say I do..

Anyway have a great week and be blessed!

Love & Light
Laura

A-Z Learning To Be Greatful.

2009-03-17T01:53:00.000-07:00

A. Abundant Life
B. All things Beautiful
C. Christ died for us
D. Death has no victory
E. Everlasting life
F. Forever grateful
G. God is Good!
H. Healing
I. God is the I AM
J. Joy of the Lord
K. Kindness goes along ways
L. Love never fails
M. More to love!
N. Never give up
O. Open heart and mind
P. Prayer availed much!
Q. QUIET is wonderful
R. Restored
S. Silence
T. Trust in God
U. Understanding Nothing
V. Victory is the Lords
W. Wait up on God
X. Xerox
Y. Yahweh
Z. Zion

Flying Weekend...

2009-03-10T22:15:00.001-07:00

Hello All

Well this weekend has flown by me, and quite honestly I havent had the chance to update my blog here..We got our taxes back the federal ones,waiting on state.. I'm pretty sure all is good and well, we got a lap-top computer for $449 which is a great deal and works like a dream..Still learning it some.. Yesterday was nice,we did the usal banking and dealt with that, and then had a nice lunch at Hometown Buffett.. So good.. Yum! We were supposed to visit my MIL but things were hairy and couldnt.. Which I am glad for.. I hate going up the hill, boring!

Today we got a quick bite to eat once I cleaned the house up, it was soo messsy, then we grabbed lunch at Burger king, then hit the mall up for some stores, stopped at GameStopp for a game to price out, then last night I ordered 3 CD's 2 are Steve Greens' music.. He's such an awesome singer and just brings out alot of his music he selects or writes what a person can feel, I love that..

We went to small wearhouse store called Smart/Final good place to buy in bulk in food and other things that we need.. So now we're offical stocked up on stuff.. We did the big grocery shopping on Monday night...

This mornig is hallarious, my son Josh was totally nakid with no PJ's or a Pullup which shocked me and Hubby.. We were laughing our butts off,it was that funny... So got him dressed to eat and go out later today which we did..

Tomorrow I have laundry to do, and the general clean up of the kitchen.. I need or should mop the floor again in there and do the bathroom,oy! Keeping it under control !

Tonight we had orange chicken with white rice..So good, maybe later make some home-made cookies.. We're watching TV now, was watching the show called The Biggest Loser, I love reality shows now... I didnt think I would ya know.. Poor Hub falling asleep after along day,it should be Me that falls asleep LOL! Helpppp LOL!

Well thats caught up on some of my week.. Hope y'all are safe and enjoying what spring we're getting already.. Take care...

Love & Light
Laura

Do I Have Paitence or Not?

2009-03-01T17:08:00.000-08:00

Well Hello Friends

I know my weekly post but it does give me alot to think on and do for my weeks.. I am happy but frustrated to,but its over now so thats ok.. My AF arrived last night and so its full force today,blah! I showered, dressed after Hub left for work, and when I got out take along guess to what happend next.. My sweet kiddo marked my kitchen floor with a blue marker, oy it was amazing to see.. So I had to grab a shirt,and a bucket, mop and fill it with hot water, and grab some pure bleach and some other bleach with orange smell to it, and mopped that floor down after a quick sweep.. So I thank God the blue came up with hot water and bleach.. Whew! My lower back was killing me, ugh! But all is good now, sort of funny to think about it..

After mopping and dealing with that, I did some dishes, straightned my room, made the bed, I did clean son's room but its a lil messy now.. I vacuumed last night so thats clear for a few days.. I"m watching movies on TV and son wants cartoons but I'm not letting him have them today.. He already thew a tantrum earlier when Daddy was home.. He'll get a shower/bath tonight and then off to bed by 7:30ish hope befvore 8:00 because a new episode of Extreem Home Makeover will be on, and I want to watch it.. I love that show! Then off to relax in my room after that I hope! Son is eating dinner now, so I'll bath him around 6:00 or so and get him ready to go down... I"m waiting on the rain to start, we're getting more this week.. I still feel like I live in Oregon..LOL! Love it though!

Well so far thats today.. If more happens I"ll edit it in.. Hope you all are well and safe.. Much love!

Love & Light
Laura

A Semi-Lazy Day..

2009-02-22T18:27:00.000-08:00

Hola All

Well today has been semi-busy.. At least getting things caught up before AF gets here, blech! I start this week some time so we'll see when.. Today has been semi-lazy.. I wish Hubby was here so I am in the back playing games and enjoying myself some with out having to be alone so much of the time.. Blah! Today I washed dishes, made beds, cleaned up, picked up; showered dressed then cleaned stove, swept/mopped kitchen and finally vacuumed and took out a bag of trash.. Whew, makes me tired to think I did all that !? Good Lord!

We are getting or maybe some rain, its mostly showers of rain but at least its wet out-side perfect for movies and game day hehe! More rain tomorrow to, but clear the rest of the week I think? Tomorrow we'll get Hubbie's check and then take it the useal the bank and cash then put it in our account.. Then grab lunch and a coffee and then maybe to Wal-Mart for some stuff I want then home.. Not to busy but if the rain is good and not bad we'll prob have a good time.. So I hope so!

So thats been my week just been busy and taking it an easy.. Doing normal life stuff LOL never ends! Hope y'all are well and stay safe!

Happy Valentines Day...

2009-02-14T17:05:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

Happy Valentines Day.. I cant believe another Valentines day has come and almost gone by tonight.. I sure do wish it was a bit more often when you get love and cards and all the goodies that come with it.. My sweet Dh is at work, couldnt get today off, he already had time off, and we just didnt schedule it to be around V-day.. Thats ok, we still can celebrate just a bit late.. Tuesday his day off we'll celebrate and get candy and have a good time out n about..

Today though its quiet time at my house, at 5pm my son got into a wee bit of trouble and is laying down finally fell asleep.. So needless that gives me time to ship/shape the house and clean, course I cant vacuum till he wakes up but I can sweep the floors, and straighten things, doing laundry now due to more rain on the way in.. Oy! is all I got to say.. Just glad for the break so I can do some wash for the week.. I do hope to see my BFF this week if the weather holds ok, if not we'll push it back a week and see.. Hope not though but either way I get to see her..hehe!

So now just chilling, charging my play-station 3 remote control for a game I can play later once I catch myself up on house-work here.. Not that I mind the house-hold stuff it gives me some thing to do..

Well I pray you all are having a great day and safe out in this weather if your on the west coast.. I gotta tell you snow aint all that bad if your home and not in it LOL! Stay safe and keep the peace!

Love & Light
Laura

A Break In The Rain..

2009-02-08T22:10:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well today we've gotten a break in the rain.. I am surprised that we gotten so much and due for more! Oy! I am one happy camper though.. I am bushed due from doing alot of laundry, I washed just about all of our bedding and got it cleaned, aired out the bed room now that Hub and I are finally well and over our colds mostly.. Feels great to wash and get it caught up.. I spend last night teasing my sweet Hubby and read a little bit of the book I'm into.. Posting on a private blog I have.. So needless its been busy..

This week supposed to bring more rain, and a short break on Tues.. I dont mind rain, altho its a challenge when you gotta go out and do stuff and its pouring, and if you have kids you'll know what I mean, esp when they are little 3 yrs old little..

So not much going on here, just settling in more.. Got some stuff tomorrow to do, and shop for a friends' Birthday then get some V-day cards mailed and thats about it.. Hope for some good relaxation time for me. I sure could use it! Little man is in bed, sleeping he's woken up a couple nights ago twice and finally settled, and catching up on sleep.. Which is good, I dont need a sick little man with a cold.. Done that already no need for more for awhile..

Well, I'm off to enjoy some time.. Hope you all have a great week ahead and keep the faith!

Love & Light,

Laura

Wonderful California Sunshine....

2009-02-01T21:12:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well we've been getting alot of wonderful sunshine lately and yet due for rain at the end of the week.. I dont mind! This week has been busy and been recovering for Hubbie and I.. Hubbie got sick a week and half ago and I got sick last Sunday.. So needless we've both been recovering and finishing up the move from our old place to this one.. So now we are offically moved out of the old apartment.. I am glad and once the keys were turned in, whew, it was a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.. I ment to blog on Friday but just didnt get a chance to.. Been so busy and resting on top of any chance I get to rest..

We cleaned the old place and got it all set up for them to rent it out once they got it up to par meanig paint, and what else they had to do.. Mostly they spayed for bugs, and oy it was over 100 dead ones once they sprayed and I am still mortified that they sprayed and gotten that much of bugs but needless I am just glad to say I am sooo out of there!

Well, I know this isnt much of a post, but I didnt want to drop a week out of my mist here.. Plus its February! The love month.. hehe So happy new month of February and I'll see if I can post more.. See ya soon.. God Bless You..

Love & Light
Laura

Rain..

2009-01-24T13:35:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well as you can see the title of my post is rain.. We're finally getting alot of it.. WAHOO! I love it, but its a pain in the arse to deal with when you got a million and one things to do.. My DH has been sick the past 2 or 3 days now, he's called into work and cant make it, so I took him to the Dr yesterday and the Dr gave him antibiotics for what ever they think , but its either for strep throat or respitory infection I dunno.? So there's meds for 5 days worth.. He's eating better, so thats good,, but still cleaning up things and got stuff done..

Last night or yesterday I spent after getting our washer/dryer I spent hours catching up on the wash and getting it done.. Oy! Today I swept/mopped the floors and cleaned bleached things down, due to Dh sick and aired out the house some.. So hope things are going well.. I am thawing out bacon right now due to being sooo hungry and want some food.. We're both watching TV and relaxing now that the bulk of house-work is done for a few days.. Wahoo!

Well, I am loving the CA rain and minimul sun-shine, so nice to have a relaxing time doing much of nothing.. I cooked Italian chicken and white rice last night, I cooked Hamburger and mashed tators the other night DH helped me with that,but last nights meal I did it all my self, So I'm proud of myself.. :D

Well off to watch Titanic and relax I am sooo tired.. Hope y'alll have a great day!

Love & Light
Laura

I'm Back Online....

2009-01-16T16:00:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones...

Well its been nearly a month since I posted, about 2 or 3 weeks.. Oy! Time has flown by with the move and on top of things, still trying to get things together from the move and un-pack and set a 2 yr goal for things also.. Hope to anyway.. The goal I wont share till there's much thought and prayer put to it.. So now just adjusting to a new place, and pricing out washers,dryers for laundry and what else, oh and move the remaining furniture into the new place..I'll take pics soon for those who want to see.. Still adjustg to a better place and such great space! Wow I feel spoiled alreedy and been here about a week now.. But I am definatly blessed beyond measure.. Christmas was great and so was the new year.. Altho been stressful in the move and knocked out with a cold and headaches from the stress and move plus cleaning, and tossing stuff out the door and try and finish up books I need to read..! Oy!

Well I wanted to come on and post something.. Might not be along one but its something hehe! My love to y'all...

Love & Light
Laura

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T00:08:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones!

Well here we are a New Year and a new start, wow and its more like here we go again feeling.. I gotta say 2008 was challenging, and forthcoming and blessed beyond measure.. Many of you who follow my post and blogs know what a year 2008 was.. Now we're embarking on a new chapter in life and hope for a great 2009 season.. A season of greatness and good things to come.. Also growth in God, and in each other, and also a few challenges and goals to be set this year.. I think we can do all of those things slowly as we emark on a great new adventure!

Here's my day from New Years Eve, and I"ll post soon after today but it probably wont be much but hey its something right? My DH let me get alot of neat things the past two days.. One being a new game for my PS3 Tomb Raider Underworld.. Such a great game! Then I got my web-cam for a good price if you call it that, but still a decent price and it works great! Yah! Then we got some things for the house.. I am so happy even though we are moving into a new place, I'll have to show pics soon.. I am one happy camper.. We bought new dishes, and pots/pans for good price, so I cant wait to use them..

So in my conclusion I pray for all of you to have a great 2009 and set challenges and goals for yourself and set out to meet them and make them happen..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2009!!

Love & Light

Laura

Christmas Day

2008-12-26T20:02:00.000-08:00

Hello Folks

Well this post is a tad late, but hey its better late than never! As they always say hehe... Well let me if you will pick up from Wed's night into Christmas day.. Wed's night we were busy wrapping up what we got during our shopping spree, and oh man the stores were busy! Then we got home, ate a great shrimp dinner, omg soo good! Then wrapped and got the baskets together, put J down to bed, or tried, till he knocked out finally. Then we didnt go to bed till 3 ish AM after getting last minute things together.. Esp my sis in law's gift for her birthday..

So we got up around oh 7:30 due to my allergies and I couldnt breath much, so I jumped in the shower and to clear my nose up, Hub woke up and started cooking breakfast, we ate, opened stockings, we did our gifts, then Hub showered and dressed,while I dressed kiddo and he loaded the car up well van but car, and then we shut down the house and turned off things we didnt need.. Went to the store to pick up an energy drink and a card then off we left due to the storm was back on its way in.. I was driving so it was good..

Once we go to Coarsegold it was snowing, well starting to.. We were lucky to get down a mountain called Deadwood its a very dangerous mountain to drive into Oakhurst.. I put the car in low gear and drove down the hill.. Once in Oakhurst, we drove to park the car at Vons a local store and switch cards due to the snow falling so hard. I have pics of the snow, I'll post those soon.. I'll hook up the cam and down-load them... So finally around 1ish or so when Sis and Bro inlaw arrived and we did gifts, some of them, and took a break, put J down for a nap due to being so whinny. I laid down with him to keep him calm. He slept about an hour or 2...? Dinner was being prepared, we had turkey, ham, green bean casarole, stuffing, rolls, water, pop, cranberries, olives ( black & green)... I was hopeing for pickles LOL..

After dinner we cleared the table to open the rest of the gifts, I oraganized as we went due to getting alot of stuff.. We got a car vac, a juicer, cloths, all 3 of us, Some small stuff, and all in all it was nice.. I was exhausted.. I think we all called it about 10 or 11pm but I sat in bed reading for a bit, and tried to sleep but kiddo had other plans it took me an extra 2 hrs to get him to settle down and sleep.. Oy! It was a very long night.. I tossed and turned all night long and woke up to a stuffy nose, blah.. !

This morning Hub and I were up at 8 and mom and erv were up between 6 and 7 am this morning.. We boggyed to get ready, I showered first, then hub showered and we all dressed, then got the truck loaded to go back down to town, omg it was white as heck up there so beautiful the last time I saw snow was on my wedding day almost 8 yrs ago.. Man its been so long.. We ate breakfast at a local place called Pete's Place, oh so good they have good lunch, dinner items we miss that place.. Left there, to go and pick up my car, and load it up , got that loaded it was covered in snow.. We drove over the mountain the very one we told you about, it was plowed from the previous night of snow, so no chaines were needed.. Thank God!

So we made it home by 11am this morning, we puttered around the house, I left to pay a bill and put money in the bank, Hub is paid on Monday so that'll help then I paid a bill online that I needed to pay but with so much going on , slipped my mind.. So today has been home and relaxing on/off.. Son napped for 2.5 hrs today, oh that was soo great, while I watched Parking Wars on TV oh good show to watch.. So now we're in the wind-down of the day and about to relax and rest.. So much needed..

Well I pray and hoped y'all had a wondeful Christmas and a great time with family and friends.. Now gotta be pre-pared for a new year and new goals and dreams right!? My love to you all..

Love & Light
Laura

Christmas Eve

2008-12-24T18:25:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well, here we are, Christmas eve and boy its been a busy day.. Course Hub thinks that doing last minute stuff wasnt a big deal but oy it was busy! Stores were busy and traffic wasnt bad but man took us awhile due to all the stuff we did do.. So a peice of advice, dont wait till the last minute!

We ate lunch, got coffee, had Carls Jr then went to the dollar tree, then hit target, on the way, picked up last minute things there, found some good deals to, at least 30% off prices.. Which to me isnt bad! My son was cranky as hell today, so he's sleeping now.. Hope he'll wake up in a good mood.. I just finished cleaning our bathroom up and oh it smells so nice! Hub did the dishes and wipped down so its all nice and clean in the house now.. So all we need to do is get the baskets ready and wrap more stuff, and load the van up.. So a bit more to do but thats ok, I can handle that..

So tomorrow is gonna be interesting.. Hope that we'll end up having a good time spite the weather.. Hope it doesnt snow! I dont need snow yet.. Not till we get to my IL's place.. So now chilling for a bit and getting hungry! AHH! LOL

Well I bid you all a Merry Christmas and be safe if your traveling.. So my love to all of you and my heart and thoughts are with you..

Love & Light
Laura

One Week till Christmas..

2008-12-18T19:51:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones..

Well we're 1 week from Christmas morning.. Wow where does the time go? I am amazed how fast it does truly go.. We're bakin away here, doing Christmas baskets for all of our loved ones on top of a quick lil gift for them, so finishingup that this weekend along with washing my car and vacuuming it out and all that, so much fun! I am amazed how fun it is..

On the side note, we are packing away to, going to move next month after Jan 1st of 09.. Well its a long story on how we got this apartment but just say all in all we'll get it.. Not really about praiseing God but yet it does, kind of hard to put into words. But we are getting help with a washer /dryer so we'll be able to get my set soon as we make the move and settle in.. I am excited! This is like the best I can ask for.. So after Christmas we'll shop around for a set and price it out for us to get..

Other than that not much on the home front.. Had to get a tire fixed, went flat on me this week, I think it was Monday that it happened.. And brand new tires to.. Oy! I wasnt happy at all.. So we took it by a shel station to see if we can get it fixed they couldnt do it, so we stopped at Goodguys and they were able to fix it for $20 and it took them 45 to place the spare back under the van.. I was a little impaitent with it but at least its done and no worries about traveling now.. Yeah!

So today was spent after last night packing and baking watching Little House on the Prarie then watched some Christmas movies and a little tv time b4 bed.. We were exhausted..

We've had some family stuff going on.. My Husban'd Grandpa had a gallbladder surgery last night so plze pray that he feels well in a few days and will be able to travel with Hub's aunt and uncle on Christmas day.. He's been in the hospital since I think Monday morning, and will be home this weekend. So other wise he's doing well from what we know.. They took the tube out of his throat this morning and can eat if his "functions" start working good again to..

So thats it here, just enjoying another day.. My sweet Hubby is working today and through the week till next Weds which is Christmas Eve and I have him all day long, yeah! Then Christmas day.. I gotta say that in itself is a miracle due to just wasnt sure if he'd have the holiday off.. So I am happy and hope it stays that way.. He's been working alot due to parties at work, big ones so pray he keeps his rest in the mist of the holdiay seasons and that he'll keep his job.. (Long story)

Well I bid each of you a great night and a blessed holiday season.. Much love!

Love & Light
Laura

Christmas Shopping.. My 100th Post, Yeah!!!!

2008-12-10T20:49:00.000-08:00

Hello Everyone..

Well today was spend shopping for Christmas.. Moslty just to take things slow and try to enjoy the day.. We went to Taco Bell and Hub and I were of course trying to decide what to eat.. I had a chilupa and a chicken quesidilla and the whole lunch was pretty aweful, I had brought an sweet tea with me also.. So then we went round for Hubby to Christmas shop for me and Josh.. The whole day was throwned off and just been aweful..

So then we came home, used the restrooms, Hub took out trash, and I washed few dishes, tomorrow or Fri will be laundry day.. Then I went out and took Hub's car to fill it with fuel for the week, so he can save his tips for gas or drinks, then got dinner chinese food, was aweful to begin with, so soggy and ugh.. Altho I am happy that my son J tried chow-mein and he enjoyed it , coure he likes pasta anyway.. So he's in bed and I'm waiting on Ghost Hunters ( GH) to come on.. I love this show have watched it pretty much the past year or so.. So awesome.. Well I know this isnt a long post, but its some thing.. Hope y'all enjoying the Christmas festivaties..

Love & Light
Laura

Decorating for Christmas....

2008-12-01T19:37:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

I pray that y'all's Thanksgivng was wonderful and filled with lots of food and the joy of loved ones.. We as I had stated in my previous post,that we did our celebration a bit early like 2 days ahead.. We have some pics on my Myspace page if you want to check them out..

Last night was spent getting our tree set up so we can decorate the house and fill it with Christmas things.. Esp now that its December 1st.. I normally decorate the weekend after T-day but the holiday was on the very last Thursday of the month so it put things sort of fast and furious..

I still have gifts to ship out and cards to mail also photo's to print.. So I can do that next week, yeah! Then I can start wrapping and preparing to make stuff for the family we're doing basketes this year for them so that'll be exciting..

Today we spent the day running errends, and banking picked up Hub' s check.. Then we ran to Vons to pick up a few things there, we needed food for dinner.. Then we got home and the fog was rolling in, was very cold today. I remembered I forgot to pick up a couple things so I went back out in the fog and got wipes and wrapping paper I struck gold on wrappin paper, 2 for a buck! WAHOO!

So now I"m home and we're all eating dinner and about to decorate the tree for Christmas.. My son will stay up a bit later tonight due to him waking up at 2:30-3:00 am So its been a challenge..

Well I'm gonna close for now and say hola to all and my love..

Love & Light
Laura

Happy Thanksgiving

2008-11-25T21:14:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones....

Well as you can guess, its Thanksgiving week and me, Dh and Josh had a wondeful T-day dinner.. Even though DH works this Thursday the actual holiday of Thanksgiving.. So we had some of the fixings, Stuffing, mashed tators, turkey, gravy, green-bean casaraole, pickles, olives, and celery sticks and last but not least rolls.. We'll have our pie later its Pecan pie my favorite! YUM!

So soon we'll be putting up the Christmas tree and watching Christmas movies.. I cant believe we're about a month or so from Christmas and a new year.. I am floored that this year has gone so fast and so quick.. But even tho its brought some hard times, and yes battled depression but hope this coming year that'll all change if not then I talk to my Dr about it and get some thing to help me along.. And I pray that my sweet Husband does the same..

We're thinking of 2 things, 1 is to have anther child biological or we'll adopt.. I am not sure which direction we'll go but I pray one of those will lead to a great path of a new chapter in our lives.. So we'll see how it goes the next few months as we progress and pray on this part of our lives...

Well I'm gonna close for now, and hope y'all have a great Thanksgiving and be safe and home from all harm and enjoy the cozyness of the weather.. Plus its raining here! Yeah!

Love & Light,

Laura

Good News Day!

2008-11-17T22:57:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones....

Well today was good news prasie be to God..! I tested negitive for cancer, but I do have Fibroids how ever you spell it.. So I am happy clam.. They'll do another mamogram in 6months to be sure all is well and then do one yearly to be sure I'm still in good health for the rest of my life..

So I emailed and called family and told them the good news.. Then Hub went to get his check, then off to the bank, then came home, picked up me and Josh, to go out and head to the bank before it closed for the day.. Then he got me a coffee drink at 31 flavors then we went grocery shopping to pick up T-day's food and regular food..

Then we picked up KFC for dinner and ate that and watche our shows that we enjoy.. Now we got a movie going called Noise.. Waiting on the show House to come on DVD rental that we rent, such a cool show , altho not to own it of courese or I'd go stir crazy! LOL!

Well I just thank God for the love and support of good friends and family for their prayers and love the past couple weeks.. It means alot to me that y'all are in my life and there to support what ever I go through.. So a big THANK YOU!

Love & Light
Laura

2008-11-10T02:26:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well my week has been busy! I have no idea where to start.. I guess I'll start with Monday..DH worked Monday and has all week , 6 days and he worked 6 days the week before last.. I'll have to double check the dates.. So Tuesday I got up after just a few hours of rest, and had a dental appointment, and oy it was alot better than any appt I had in along time.. The hygenist was great, she was really paitent with me to help me relax and take a time out if needed; which was only a couple times but I didnt feel her do any major cleaning which was the best experience.. I thanked her very much for helping me relax and just for her over all paitence..

Then Tuesday after I started my day at home, did the wash, and other things needed doing,dishes and what not.. Took care of my son Josh.. Weds had a 2nd appiontment to do a mamogram.. Now some might ask, why so early to do a mamogram when I'm not 40 yrs old.. Well I've had pain in my breast for awhile and just needed checking out .. So they did the mamograms and then took me to do the ultrasound.. The raidologist wanted me to go back to the Xray (mamo) and redo some of the Xrays.. before that, he said we should either do 2 things, one is wait 6mo and see where I'm at, or do a biopsy and see if there's any thing there to be concerned about...

So hope I know the results before my next Dr's appt for my pap to be done on the 19th of this month.. Oy! but at least I'll get it over with.. Most of my family knows now so we'll see how it goes for the next few days.. I hope to know by Monday or Tues of next week and not have my GYN tell me the results..

So this week will be a lil busy but not as much as it was this past week.. Hopefully a lil better of a week and prayer that no matter what God will see us through! I truly believe that.. Well thought I'd post before my week ran away from me.. I'll post again when I know the results.. Best of luck!

Love & Light

Laura

New Month

2008-11-02T22:11:00.000-08:00

Hello Loved Ones

Here we are at a new month.. Thanks giving is up on us in a few short weeks.. Today was nice, Hubbie made a mac/cheese casarole and I had a sandwhich, then we left to got o K-Mart, and Hub got me my Coffee Drink at 31 Flavors,yum! Then thats about it..

At K-Mart I cound some cute slippers for Hubbie,and shoes for myself,and then some nice decore stuff for our home.. I'll post pics when I can.. We had taco's tonight for dinner so now watching the movie called The Hulk.. We have 2 other movies to watch and look good..

So I know this isnt a long post, but at least its something that I can count on and do for the 1st of the month of November.. Hope y'all had a wonderful day.. We just had a couple days of rain, so its been nice out and alot cooler! Yeah!

Love & Light
Laura

Happy Halloween!

2008-10-31T14:56:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

I wanted to wish y'all a Happy Halloween! And be safe if there's rain be safe, if not be safe, and have fun with your loved ones, weather you go out and trick or treat, or stay home and watch movies and pizza enjoy life and be happy.. God Bless You...

Love & Light
Laura

Can I Get Anymore Busy!

2008-10-27T20:32:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well as my post, can I get any more busy? Today woke up and was dreaming good, then got up, checked email, put soda in the freezer, took a bath.. Then dressed to leave to go out as a family.. We first hit Wal-Mart to look for a exercise bike (non movable) for my Mom in law's Husband who needs to loose some weight before he can have surgery to remove the tumor.. Priced one out, about $90is bucks.. Then left there, stopped by a place that sells furniture, TV's and PC's and Laptops for decent prices and you pay as you go, like each month til its paid off, which isnt a bad way to do so.. So we'll decide when we can start doing those things in small phases..

Then left there went to Target and got some groceries, and some play-dough for my son Joshua, looked at games, there's one that looks good, but dont need it now, got plentty to keep me busy.. Came home, started the dishes all but pots/pans and the regular stuff, cleaned off a previous desk, cleaned off, my new desk well its old and had it b4 but we brought it back in... Then took out 2.5 bags of trash and might skip laundry not sure.. I'll end up probably doing it tomorrow afternoon.. Not much on TV anyway.. No CSI new episode tonight..

So now waiting on dinner and will put kiddo to bed, cuz he has got to be tired! We had Jamba Juice tonigh to, Strawberry Whirl, mmm YUM! I had a Cauppicino yesterday.. After spending time cleaning my room, it was a mess.. So yeah can I get any more busy! LOL!

Love & Light
Laura

Crappy Day....

2008-10-24T18:56:00.000-07:00

Hello Loves Ones

Well today started out fine.. I was up at 7 am and left for my Dr. appt and talked to the Dr, she's a sweet gal to.. Talked to the student nurse, she's a sweetheart also.. I need to make an appt with my primary Dr and schedule some meds and talk about stuff.. She felt my breast, and said that she didnt feel any thing but I told her I've had stabbing pains since January and its suddenly gotten worse.. So she ordered a mamogram for me, but since I am having some issues is why I go now and not when I'm 40yrs old. Thats in 7 yrs..

Then my hearing aid place called and said the aid was back and that I can stop by and pick up so Ieft here and on my way. Got into a minor accident, course the other car isnt damaged but mine has a minor dent in it.. Blah.. I called Hubbie all upset and so he offered to come home and did, so he's with me tonight.. I have a bad headache tonight so I'm waiting for the asprine to kick in.. I feel a nap coming on..

So thats my crappy day and just want to crawl under the covers and not come out of my cave for awhile... WAH!

So I am gonna go and relax, been going all day it seems, I rested a little bit but not completly.. Aagin, blah!

Love & Light
Laura

Busy Day Yesterday..

2008-10-16T15:00:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well here we are nearly halloween in a week or so.. We just celebrated my mom in law's birthday yesterday.. She had no idea we were coming up for dinner,nor her parents either.. So it was cool to see her surprised.. The food was great! OMG I couldnt believe it.. We ate at this place where they cook the food in front of you.. So cool, I want to go there again it was that good pricey but good.. So we all had fun, it was about almost 2 hrs at the restruant but it was a good relaxing place soon alot of people left and so it was just us and a few other people..

Yesterday was spent running around a little bit.. We left to get the car tire plugged, Hub ran over a nail and its the tire I didnt need to repalce a few months ago, like the beginning of this year.. So it'll have to be replaed soon anyway.. So no worries.. Then we went to Dollar Tree for wrapping stuff, and left there, came home so Ican wrap.. I reminded Hub to cash his check before the bank closed so he did that and got home as I finished wrapping the gifts, and then I left to go to the bank myself and put money in it, and mail off mail that needed to go.. Came home changed cloths, got all of us ready and we left around 5pm to get up the mountains by 6:30ish.. We were on time actually! Which was great!

So all in all we had a good day.. No major upsets or fighting.. I was happy cept battled anxiety but that went away as the day progressed.. So now sitting here, pretty much done with a few things but I need to get more stuff done.. Oy!

Well, I hope y'all are having a great week and be blessed! Much Love!

Love & Light
Laura

Birthday Bash!

2008-10-12T20:47:00.000-07:00

Here's my son Joshua, opening his gifts on Tuesday... I know bad mamma for doing this blog late, but mommy hasnt been feeling 100% this week.. So now here we go, he's now 3 yrs old and loving to open gifts..

Here's my son enjoying the slides.. He loves to go down and climb up stairs. He has a full joy and doesnt care for swings that much yet.. So maybe? hmm!

Here's the cake we did.. We did the car's theme We enjoyed this cake and oy it was rich in flavor.. So I gotta post a big pic of this cake.. YUM!

Well we had a great time ..Hope you enjoy seeing my little man.. Growing into a good boy..

Love & Light
Laura

A Busy Day

2008-10-06T21:27:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well today was busy! I got up course I'm on my period so its like ahh! Then I took a hot shower, and dressed and got Hub up and J up fed him, got him dressed, did dishes and browsed online then made Hub shower and dress to leave to get his check,and poor J threw a tantrum because Daddy left and I'm here.. So I told him we're going byebye and so he calmed down after a hug.. We left not 2 mins later and walked out the door to run to Target.. We got his comortor for his bed,and wrapping paper,card, all that good stuff..

Then I went to the bank, put in some money.. We came home,dropped off the car, I drove our new one, went to Grandmas for dinner to celebrate my son's 3rd Birthday.. We then drove to Wal-Mart and got plates cups, all that good stuff for the party tomorrow.. We'll be doing a B-Day party at 1pm at the local park here in town.. I pick up the cake, and ice for the cooler that I have.. So today was long and just overly hot.. My stomach is calming down some but oy it was upset! We had ribs tonight w/baked tator and salad.. J ate a couple bites of ribs, and tator so I'm happy with that..

I got myself some brown slippers booties oh they are sooo comfy! I cant wait till its a lil cooler to wear them.. Well, thats about it here.. I know this isnt a long post but its something..

Hope y'all have a great time.. Shout my son a Happy B-day for me!

Love & Light
Laura

Anniversary Date..

2008-10-01T01:30:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

As many of you do know, today Oct 1st is an anniversary date for me of being adopted by parents who could provide.. I know its like what? But often its a day they celebrated and its a tradition that I still hold dear, even though my parents are in heaven and I hope they ask Jesus to peak down and see how I'm doing or get a good report from our Lord..

Hubbie said I can buy a game called Silent Hill Homecoming, I pre-ordered it I think 2months ago or so, and so it was due in today but shipped tomorrow, oy! I so want that game,but I'm paitent and can wait.. No hurry.. The Fresno Fair is coming to town, and do hope to go some time soon, now that the weather is cooling we can so my son wont be hot and cranky in the heat.. Thank you Lord! About time to.. Altho I do love the crispness in the air and the falling ofi leaves from trees ( Which is happening now) and such beautiful colors.. If I had a house to paint, I'd paint in those beautiful colors.. Its amazing how I can do that and be happy..

For some of you may not know, we purchased a new car on Sunday, its a mini-van and its by Crystler and its omg so smooth and great to drive.. I am used to it and amazed how quickly I am used to such a slightly bigger car.. I guess its in Gods time and hands that he made a way for us to do so.. So to God be all the glory!

Other than that not much is happening.. Just dealing with the weather change and hope my cycle is on its way soon,but due to change in temps again, I am bound to realize its gonna be late again!. WAH!

Oh well such as life of a woman..LOL! May God bless you.. Enjoy fall !

Love & Light
Laura

Fall Cleaning..

2008-09-23T20:27:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well Sunday we spent hours cleaning our room and closet.. We got rid of alot of stuff, mostly stuff that we knew we didnt need to keep and in spite of being in such a small space 2bdrm apt just cant keep alot of stuff.. So we got out alot of stuff and a lil more to do but not much..

Monday we spent driving around and having a ball.. Got home after grocery shopping and then just chilled watched CSI Miami yea Season 7 !!!!

Then today I took Hub to work, and we spent the afternoon running around doing errends.. Went by Allstate, then got me a coffee drink then got what I had thougth was invitations, no! Then bought slippers for my son for his bday.. So today just shot by.. So in an hour I pick up Hubbie from work and then come home and chill.. Thank God, cuz tomorrow I got laundry to do and just blah of stuff, amazing how fast things pile up? I so cant wait to move to another apt to have a w/d of my own.. It piles sooo fast now days.. Esp when fall/winter is on the way..

Well, hope y'all are having a great day, and week!

Love & Light
Laura

My Weekend.

2008-09-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

Well we had a blast over the weekend.. Even tho it wasnt very long.. Hub got home around 11ish and started to help me put final touches on stuff for our trip and load the car and all that.. We stayed up really late and finally got up and left around 7:30 got down there 10:30 made 2 stops on the way.. One was food and restroom stops.. We enjoyed the time down.. My son J had a great time. Played and crashed finally late on Sun night, so he was exhausted yesterday on the drive home.. The drive home was a little trafficy but not bad.. Sun was better, leaving at sun-rise..

Last night we got back to town and learned our power had just turned off, and came back on like 30mins later.. Thank God cuz we wanted to watch the NFL game, Cowboys/Eagles game.. Good game to,back/forth all night long.. LOL!

We had dinner and my head was pounding by then, so I jumped in the tub to relax my muscles from driving I drove down and half way back, so I was pretty tired.. Then I took 3 advils after dinner to kick it and it didnt almost barely touch the headache , which sucks!

So we went to bed late and woke up eh late today to, atho son wouldnt sleep till 11ish pm last night.. We watched House to enjoy an evenig I just wanted to sit in bed to relax since I couldnt sit in the living room, just to exhausted..

So today was nice, back to normal again.. I cleaned some, did dishes, cleaned my desk, and the table off, and still need to vacuum but mabye I can get Hub to do that in the AM? That'd help me out alot! Next Monday is first day of fall, and we'll finally be in the 80's again, yes!!!! I am sick of 90 degree weather!

Plus I'm still lookin for an work at home job thats legit. Been doing research for awhile now just havent gotten there yet but still looking.. My BFF found a site for me to look so I did that, and hope to find some thing there to.. I want something thats 20hrs or so a week is all I need to bring in $200-500 every 2 weeks.. Its all we need to keep afloat..

Well, I'd thought I'd post and let y'all know how things are going.. Hope everyone is doing ok, and happy.. Stay in touch!

Love & Light
Laura

Remembering 9/11

2008-09-11T00:38:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones

I know many of you this day has come /gone by the time your day starts, mine is just beginning.. I remember this day back in 2001, been barely married 5months by the time the whole world turned up-side down.. And has been since 01.. I often find that many of the American people try and be patriotic for this day and just light candles, say prayers and be supportive espically for NY,the Pentagon,and PA areas where planes have crashed killing many people outside the WTC buildings.. There's been so many speculations as to why both buildings colapsed even though both are or were made of steel. I am amazed that 7 yrs have gone by since that day, and to see how horrid our ecconomy has gotten, how bad things are now, and how often are we going to stand by and watch.. We should continue to keep the victiams of 9/11 in our hearts/prayers as we remember this day.. May God bless all of us and continue to help us as a nation.. Godspeed..

Love & Light
Laura

Worship Song..

2008-09-05T20:27:00.000-07:00

Jesus We Crown You With Praise
Sung/Written I think by: Lanny Wolf.

The first time You came they crowned You with thornsAs on an old rugged cross You were raisedBut the next time You come, it won't be as beforeFor this time we'll crown You with praise.

ChorusJesus we crown You with praiseJesus we crown You with praiseWe love and adore YouBow down before YouJesus we crown You with praise

Verse 2

Alpha and OmegaMighty God, The great I AmEmmanuel, the Ancient of DaysKing of Kings and Lord of LordsCalvary's sacrificial LambWe love you and crown You with praise

Chorus 2x..

This song reaminds me of what I love about how to praise the Lord and just wow is the words as many songs I sing.. Hope you enjoy!

Love & Light
Laura

Georgious Weather!

2008-09-01T20:42:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends

Well today was wonderful, in spite of a break of 100 degree heat, we are in the 80s since yesterday (Sunday) and soo nice! I am for one glad for the much needed summer break and start to feel some sort of fallish feel to the weather and life..

Today we sort of gotten a late start, but thats ok.. Was a little rushed this morning/afternoon trying to find the fall cloths and we will soon need to locate some of our cloths for our trip down south soon... So then my mom in law called and said they were in town and if we'd like to have lunch, so I ran to shower and dress, even tho my period showed up yesterday (Finally) after about 2 or 3 days late.. So we were busy bees today.. We at at Sweet Tomatoes, pretty good food, altho I was hungry didnt eat alot.. Then we left there and went to Oak-Liquidators a couch, furniture store, for a couch, and nothing there that is exactly what I"m lookin for.. So then we came back to Clovis, checked out Mattress Land for a bed, found one for $1000 but eh Hubbie didnt warm up to it.. So then we left and came home for a quick stop and then left to get me a coffee drink, then off to Blockbuster to rent 3 movies, dont ask me the names no idea.. Then off to Target to walk around and I found soda a 12pk for $3.66 not a bad deal! Then off to find laundry detergent, and found a huge container which I never find..

Then checked out there, went to Game Stop and looked there, nothing much of interest, cept for 2 games that are coming out soon, one I have on pre-order is coming out the 30th, and the other looks good so I might ask for Christmas.. Yah! Then we decided to head home.. Once home we cleaned out the car, (OY! ) is all I gotta say.. Then I went to the $.99 cent store for some food for dinner since Hubbie didnt know what he wanted, so now we're having BBQ chicken, Rosted Tators, Sort of like Garlic Bread, and what not w/it.. So its cookin now.. I got the B-Day cards nearly ready to mail tomorrow for Hub's Grandma and Aunt.. Their B-Days are this week in fact.. O and 1 Anniversary card for my SIL.. Which I need to write out as soon as I am done typing this..

So other than that not much happening.. Son is on bed and I am chilling relaxing some.. I am so happy.. Battled a slight headache tonight, I think it was just me PMSing and the continious going all day but hey its worth it and I enjoyed myself.. :)

Well, I do hope everyone is enjoying what weather y'all are getting.. Its suppose to go back to normal for us soon, back up to the 90's , UGH! I so wish it stayed in the 80s the rest of the month I"d love it.. Well off to figure out how dinner is coming.. Much love !

Love & Light
Laura

Summer Closing

2008-08-25T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends

Well here we are at the close of the Olympics and its amazing how time flies when you watch each country to show what they can do.. I love to watch them and so cant wait for Vancuver for the 2010 and London for 2012 yes!!! I gotta admit while taking the past 2 weeks watching this and seeing things really helped and keep the stress down due to watching what I enjoy and that is sports.. I find myself going wow as I watch the Opening and Closing Ceremonies as to how beautiful and no other country will be able to top China for thier spectacular performances and volenteers for their hard work and often sought help.. I hear they were great when every one was there and just all over all everyone had a great time..

On the home front things are slightly better, just taking things slow, course my personal period will be here at the end of the week, oy! Then I did laundry today due to just the heat at 100 and gonna be HOT the next few days this week as we close Summer out for the year.. Soon Labor Day will be here and offical fall weather upon us.. I am for one lookin forward to fall.. I've been reading my books to the past 2 weeks and one was awesome!!! Its called Sense of Evil and wow ! Is all I gotta say..Now I'm on Enchanted by Kay Hooper.. So just trying to get a littel down time and read while I can.. We're watching a movie calle The Mummy good movie and the new movie came out this summer, so I cant wait to see that.. So excited! So many good movies coming out and esp Harry Potter soon! Gotta see that or I'll go nuts!

Well, I do pray y'all have a good summer and get ready for the fall and schools stated and just begin the holiday seasons.. Hope to get through them with grace and paitence.. Well, now off to bed very tired after doing 4 loads of wash today in 100 degree temps..

Love & Light
Laura

Books and More Books..

2008-08-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

Hello

Well, for some of you of my good friends who love to hear about my weeks.. Last Friday went in to the Ear/Nose/Throat Dr, and he'll approve my aid,yes! Thank you Lord for that! He also gave me a nazel spray for my hay-fever (allergies) and it seems to help and give major relief for sure.. So hope my aid comes in soon, I need it!

Today I got books ,3 of mine and 3 for Hubbie.. I got 3 of Kay Hooper books, and Hubbbie got some for him that he likes and I'll prob end up reading those to, hehe! So as soon as the laundry is done, I'll curl up to a book and read and relax, I am pooped.. I went to B&BW (Bath and Body Works) to re-deem my coupons for some cool stuff, so I got a walflower refill and a body spray apple scented.. Then a free 2oz lotion that you can tuck away in your purse or car to have on you.. Kind of nice:) Then went to Dollar Tree (DT) for some stuff, and then movies we're watchin Penelopy (SP)? and the other one is some movie I got.. I was so depressed no good movies to watch, and we've seen most of them anyway.. Hubbie made brownies, YUM! I need a major chcoloate bing right now.. I"m moody as heck and dunno why..

Anyway waiting on towels to finish up and then I can enjoy my night.. Yea! Well, I hope y'all have a great week and be blessed as much as possible.:)

Love & Light
Laura

Hearing Levels

2008-08-01T17:02:00.001-07:00

Hello Friends

Well yesterday was my standard hearing test which isnt bad had them all my life every so many years. Well I've dropped a little in what I do hear.. My analog aid isnt helping me in that area and so my audiologist wants me to have a digital aid if my insurence will pay for an aid.. So my hearing is at 85-90% out of 110% of deafness.. So thats not good or bad in which case is good.. So he said I hear with in 85-90 decibles I guess the bigger the number the harder and the more deaf they get.. Which is I guess ok since I know Sign Language that does help but it'll be hard cuz I've had an aid all my life and he said it should stay stable so keeping a huge prayer on that..

Then today I was to see an ear/nose/throat Dr well he was out either in surgery or doing surgery, not sure which? Either case I go back over there next Friday so he can approve the aid since this analog isnt helping me much.. And it eats batteries like crazy!

So thats my week on top of feeling crappy on Weds due to a huge headache and felt like I was gonna loose it.. Thurs I was in a good mood and woke up great and today was going well to, so needless I must be myself again.? My period is almost over thank God.. I hate AF so much.. So I am tired to, I need a nap! I'll get one soon tho.. Son slept along time today at least 3 hrs or so. So that was nice and peace and quiet! I like that:)

Well I wanted to post before I forget.. Hope y'all are good and having a great end of the summer.. Its almost over!!!!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love & Light
Laura

A Little Fun

2008-07-28T22:08:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends..:)

Well as y'all might know I know I brag and beg to display life as I know it and boy its not very exciting to post but we're getting better and better.. Often I know that often I find myself just enjoying the peace and quiet pace today even tho my monthly dropped today, ugh! So here we go!

Today we got up oh around 9ish this morning and left by 10:30ish to meet up with MIL who was coming down and we all had a nice lunch about an hour.. We couldnt go up to their place and go on their boat due to just no communicado.. So that was fine by me.. Then we're just sitting here enjoying a nice day even though it got up to 95 today not as bad as most days we've had in the 100s.. Oy!

We have a well I am not sure if its major but there's a fire in a community of Mariposa and they need prayers and pray for the fire-fighters that they fight it, from what we're told it'll take 2 weeks to containe it.. Thats gotta suck! So plze pray that it gets under control.. Thats my more serious note tonight..

So after lunch we came back to our part of town, we had Arby's for lunch it was "ok" not the greatest but hey cant complain when its food.. Then Hubbie got me a coffee drink at 31 Flavors then we went to the bank and deposited some money.. Then I asked Hub if we could look at the honda dealership for cars and find out some info.. Well we're getting serious about a new car but cant purchase till we pay off the one we have now, and then we'll be able to concentrate on the next car I'll end up driving.. I'm still not sure on which car, and in spite of trying to get pregnant again is a big thing now to.. Well not pushing to get preg but its on my wish list.. So I'm happy and the guy whom I spoke to about the car I wish to buy well, its the best and we exchanged info.. So I'm needless happy to know where I stand and where I wanna be in the next 6mo to maybe a year.. We'll see how it times out ..

So then we went to the movie place called FYE ? I think, dont quote me.. I got 4 movies and some were for a good price then we came home both of us were bushed and very hungry and tired.. Course Hubbie cleaned out the bed room some more and did some dishes for me.. Which was a plus to get a break, I so needed one! I am worn out physically.. Then we're just chilling I watched 1 of my movies and the 2nd I didnt finish, I let Hubbie watch his movie Catwoman with Hale Barry.. Good movie BTW.. I'll go back in 2 weeks and buy some movie for Christmas.. Since I can get good deals..

We had enchalta soup tonight oh YUM! So good.. I am a lil tired but not as much as I thought.. Esp when I know I've been going since oh, 9am.. Not as bad I think.. I'm about to pop in my movie again and finish it b4 I got bed.. O and I got a book called Haunted by Kay Hooper, so far good on Ch 2 I think? or 3?

Well thats my day enjoying a nice evening.. So I hope y'all have a blessed week, I'll probably post again at the end of the week.. God bless

Love & Light
Laura

A Fun Day

2008-07-21T20:47:00.000-07:00

Well today was a semi-good day.. Hubbie had to finally be told to get up off the couch, and help me clean! He didnt like that of course but hey, I cant do it all myself all the time.. ugh! So I did dishes once I showered and cleaned the kitchen semi clean and its getting there, the only thing I hate is cleaning sheet pans.. Ugh! BLAH! I can wash the counters or sweep/mop the floors over cleaning that.. The trash is out and so now all is laundry

So then we left around 4pm to meet my g/f who lives 3.5 hrs away in Reedly and we often try and meet up.. She's coming back up in 2 weeks I believe.. And I'm planning a trip down in Sept, so we'll see each other more this year.. Yay!

We stopped at the small hard-ware store, called Orchard or OSH? and picked up some thing there, I have to go out later and get some bread and other things at the store... Other than that not much is happening. Kind of kicking back now enjoying a movie called Martian Child.. Pretty good with Jon Cuisac dont ask me to spell.. So thats about it.. We'll make Taco's later tonight, oohh yummy! I didnt eat much today cept for a BLT and some fries and half of a McD's sandchich.. Just wasnt hungry.. Wow nearly 9pm and I"m a lil bushed course havent been sleeping well lately so hope I'll start sleeping good again..

Well, I'd best get going , some things to do.. Hope y'all have a great week, and yes I know this post is a little late..But hey better late than never! hehe

Love & Light
Laura

Extreem Heat..

2008-07-11T16:11:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends.

Well this week has sure been HOT! Humid and over 100 outside.. Yesterday was the worst of it, up to 111 outside and there's NO way I'd take my son in the pool in this heat nuhuh. So we stayed in and besides I had a killer headache anyway.. My birthday suspence finally eneded on Tuesday.. We were up at my MIL and had an "ok" day.. Then its just been rough since. I got a nice shirt and then a gift certificate for Target for $75 and oy I was happy! So now I can spend on what I want! Mostly skirts for church and such which I dont have.. I need new cloths anyways so that'll most definatly help.... My SIL got me a 2nd pair of flip-flops and oy not such a great gift, I thought it was cheesey again.. I Mean good Lord, cant she think of any thing else?! I didnt like last years pair but now I wear them all the time and oy they are comfy but the new pair are blue, I'll post a picture some time of them..

Anyway thought I'd post its been a week.. Gotta keep the weekly postings hehe! Hope y'all are trying to enjoy your summers and get through as much of it as you can.. Much love!

Love & Light
Laura

Happy 4th of July

2008-07-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends

Happy 4th of July.. Not sure what I'm gonna do today,mostly watch war movies or some shows about something to remember all of our men/women who lived and died to keep our country free. Including those who are alive or dead now that were war vets of each war we have.. We continue to pray for our men/women on land or sea to be safe while in Iraq and pray for their safe return soon to us.. Thank you all who have served and are serving.. God Bless You!

I am sure Fire-works are going off and many of Friends/Families are getting together.. My poor DH has to work this weekend cept for Sunday.. So he'll be working while me and DS are at home enjoying the staying in and just keeping safe off of the roads..

Remember plze no drinking/driving while out and about and think of others before yourself.. May God bless you and keep you on this special holiday..

Love & Light
Laura

First Week of July..

2008-07-03T18:14:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends

Well here we are a new month July.. I am not surprised that we are at a new month and mostly due to just needing the time and energy.. Today we just got a new car-seat for my son its by Evenflo and it looks comfy for him and its a 5pt harness for safety reasons.. He's not reaady for the booster and seat-belt deal yet.. He's smart and will unbuckle if its a reg seat so w/this he cant get out.. I'll post a pic of it soon..

So Grandma (DH's Grandma) came by and she bought the car-seat and a couple other things and tomorrow I'm going to go out hopefully and enjoy the morning with the new seat and with my son J.. Hubbie has 3 days off this weekend again.. Cept its Sun/Mon/Tues he works Sat and Tomorrow the 4th.. I'll do a diff post for tomorrow's holiday..This is a regular post..

We had a nice lunch/dinner at Denny's and my son ate like a horse and is down sleeping so I can get some much needed quiet time.. I was grumpy today but pulled out of that mood.. So I paid rent and put money in the bank, so now we're one happy camper! Wahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So on that note, I hope y'all have a geat 4th of July and celebrating our Nations Freedom and Independance..Remember no drinking/driving, and be kind on the roads this year..

God Bless America..

Love & Light
Laura

Birthday Girl !!!!!

2008-06-25T00:39:00.001-07:00

Well as you can see its my Birthday June 25, 2008 and I'm 33 yrs old... Think about it, I mean when I was born I wasnt supposed to be here or be alive becuase of so many factors and; yet God made the way and His grace alone is what stands out in life and the battle I had to endure as a baby..

Well I am spending the day with my Son and Husband, who are the light of my life due to the joy of being able to have family who actually cares its my Birthday and that they want to celebrate with me.. My one G/F is 3.5hrs away from me and I would love to spend my B-Day with her family as well as mine.. I know for sure one of these summers we will..

Tomorrow Hubbie will take me out to lunch/dinner and then find some cute gifts for me to buy..hehe! I cant wait.. I'm so happy I can shout! Altho I gotten some Birthday stuff already but there's still a couple things I want.. So one is a lil expensive and the other isnt.. So we'll see..

So we'll see how my day goes.. Just glad to be here and w/my family.. So if you read this blog plze drop a hint ok..:)

Love & Light
Laura

Intersting Week..

2008-06-19T20:54:00.001-07:00

Hello Friends

Well this is gonna be an interesting blog post; only due to alot going on this week and alot of high stress from today to say the least.. I cant stand to not post to much info but not many who have my blog and nor read much of it.. So thats ok,I took it off of one site so its a bit more private..

Fathers Day was nice; even though at first I was in a foul mood but got over that pretty quick, and hubster was like why are you so grumpy and I"m gong I DONT KNOW! Anyway we got to his mom's and low behold not alot of ppl were there yet,so that was nice, we got there, and I ran down to get some Pepsi they serve water,or diet soda, I hate diets cept for 7 up or Diet Coke.. Gotta e cold tho! Some times diet A&W is good to.. But I was more into Pepsi, and so I did that and came back and more folks had arrived, so we went and did that, and relaxed some.. Not many talked to us me or Hubbie so we were quiet bored to death. Dinner was served around 4 or 5pm was orginally to set around 2:30ish but started wayyy late. Ugh!

Then we got home around 10pm and put my son to beddy bye and he went down ok.. Then we watched 2 movies, one is American Gangster and the other The List.. Both were pretty good movies.. I returned them on Monday..

So Monday comes along and I have to pay the final court fees ,YES! So I go down, we had a good time, Dh had to work, so I was alone most of the day.. Which was fine, and ran errands, sent off packages, and the like ya know life..

Then finally got home put son down to nap, due to the heat, and I needed a breather, my g/f and I texting back and forth my angel.. So then we left to get daddy and come home put Ds back to bed and we're eating for the night and pure exhaustion.

Then this week has been wonky due to diff days that DH is working.. So I am like confused on what day of the week it is now.. Going what day is it?! I'm totally lost hehe!

So I've been home on/off this week and been pretty happy, just needed to get some stuff done, ya know around the house, did laundry, DH does dishes, and we both vacauum.. So now its close to Friday.. Amazing that its amost Friday feels like Friday and not Thursday..? Strange week I'm having... I went to the bank this AM to put some money in it, and then we called our attorney to find out what they called about,and to come to find out, they couldnt get ahold of some certificates that we had, and in the long run we're not gotta dish out $500 to file 2 lil certificates, I was sooo angry I about think I popped a gasget.. DH wasnt happy but in all honesty its not our fault it was the damn web-site that we were told to go to, the classes and they didnt do their damn job.. I told our lawyer to,and she totally understood and knew ya know how we felt and all.. I had a couple high bills this week so its taking some money.. Well now we're gonna be tight for about 3 months to get re-adjusted to the dishing out this $500 I am still peeved..

Anyway just a note of life, some times God throws things at us to see how we're gonna react.. Yes I am angry but I gotta let it go and let him keep the control of things and just keep it in his hands.. Hard to do and easy to say.. But I know he knows this and is forever paitent with us to learn this valuable lesson.. So just know all things work together for our good, Romans 8:28

Love & Light
Laura

Discombobulated!

2008-06-13T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends...

Well, many of you might say what in the world is Discombobulated? Well thats a word I learned a long time ago, in a musical that I was in for school.. I dont re-call the words to the song,but its about sums up life right now..

We had to re-take every thing out and tonight in the process of putting back the stuff once again!. I am so tired and been not feeling to hot and dealing with pest control once again, and most weren't ready for pest control due to they didnt care,but for those of us who had bugs/pest were annoyed to have our homes up-side down for the most part.. Had to move ALL of the furniture and so forth,not fun.. Tonight we moved a few peices around and re-doing stuff as we go.. I still have the bathroom to finish and then I can go to bed... I am again very tired.. Last night I went to bed oh, around 2-3 am.. Woke up around 5-6am and had a heck of a time going back to sleep.. UGH..

So we're about on Fathers Day and my husband has the day off, but his work schedule is off a lil bit to, so we'll all have to adjust to certain days off till he gets back to his normal schedule.. So we'll see.. My Birthday is soon here, and I so cant wait..I got some of my b-day gifts so I'll share with you some of those.. Lets see what else? Not much going on here.. Just enjoying myself what I can; and just dealing with the heat, and just about to hit over 100 outside,oy! I am so not ready for summer but thats ok.. I can do this..:)

Well,hope you all are well and happy.. I gotta go tackle that bathroom b4 I cant and fall asleep.. Be blessed !

Love & Light
Laura

Long Week!

2008-06-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends.

Well its been a long week for sure. Even though my DH was home this week an extra 2 days due to a toothache which he got taken care of on Weds (yesterday) sorry drew a blank there.hehe

So he's been in pain since Sunday but the tooth broke a month or so ago and so now its all done, he has 2 more to do,but maybe we can prevent that and get his teeth done and glasses and his medical all done b4 summer is over? I hope so!

Lately I've been really exhausted, and been busy keeping house, but all in all things and life is good.. I did laundry today and washed a few dishes and ate a pizza and watching a movie called The Family Stone, oy it hits home for me in that movie , its a clean film but wow emotional .. I want to own it to, so we'll see..

The weather has been nice, and in the 80's and enjoying it.. I did get some goodies at Bath & Body Works and oy it was nice! Then I got a wallflower called Cinimon Stick, its strong but oh smells so good! I am like yeah!

Well here we are near Friday and my week went POOF right under me.. I'm drinking a chocolate shake, omg so good! My 2nd one this week to. I asked my sweet Dh to get me one. Mmm!

So thats my post tonight, not alot but enough for now.. I'm still pretty tired and need to sleep some.. May God bless you and Keep you and that all are safe in the summer time .. :) Much love

Love & Light
Laura

The End of May...

2008-05-30T13:48:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends

Well here we are at the end of May.. I am for one glad to see it go.. I know alot of people ask why well, besides Mothers Day, the month doesnt bring much joy but at least my walk in the Lord is more and getting there each day..

Please bear with me, I have a dull headache and had it since this early Am like around 2:00 on and even went to bed with it but took some thing to help but its not all helpful at the moment and took a 2nd dose of OTC (over the counter) meds.. They do bring some relief but alot of times, it takes the edge off for awhile..

Anyway back to to my post.. June is here and we'll be celebrating fathers day and many who have birthdays also which is me! My birthday is the 25th of June and oh so nice, even tho I hate summer hope each summer comes its mild and just wonderful.. Most summers here in the Central Valley are very hot, it goes from Bakersfeild to I believe Medesto or so, and its just HOT.. I hate it but at least we have A/C and are able to keep cool with a pool to.. My son hasnt learned to swim but he loves the water, espically bath time.. I took him swimming 2 weeks ago and he cried for about 5mins and then he got used to the big pool and wanted to swim.. So that was nice.. Even tho during the day it was over 100 outside..

So we're beginning to break into summer routine here and lazyness and that I dont have a car right now, makes things a lil difficult for me but that'll be remedied next year for sure.. So then I can do more activities with my son that stay home couped up from the summer heat and winter rain.. I am a winter person, I'd rather do stuff in the winter time than any thing, summer I get the depression due to the heat and just not much I find fun..

So hope everyone has a great summer and filled with busy bees even when the gas prices are over $4.33 here a gal, unbelieveable.. I sure wish the governmt would fix that and for everyone to have to pay regular price but thats a whole diff post than what I want to get into here.. So I pray everyone is safe and enjoys the summer time with loved ones..

Love & Light
Laura

Interesting Week..

2008-05-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hello All

Well,this has been a very long week I gotta admit.. Even though alot of the programs and shows are coming to season finale.. Lets see whats on the block for this week.. Well, we singed a new lease for 6 mo to give us some time and perspective on what to do and save some money to move.. Which in turn I doubt.. We had a very hot weekend last weekend, and it was in the 100's this weekend and whew, our A/C was wonky from not producing enough cool air.. So Monday we had that looked at, then fixed.. Today we got our 2 remaining plugs fixed and so now they work,yeah! Happy about that..

So thats been the bulk of my week.. My shoulder/neck pain is finally going down still there some but its slowing and its such a releif to have; been taking so much tyelnol and advil to move and do stuff.. Today tho I had to take allergy meds due to the high winds we got yesterday and today.. Well, I thought I'd post my useal posting of 1x a week,hehe.. Hope y'all are having a great time and staying cool or comfy while this weather is nice this weekend, my DH has 3 days off, so I dunno what we're gonna do with ourselves.. So my bday is coming up in a month and so I am soo excited, even though I'll be eh my 30's .. HELP! LOL

Well I gotta get some stuff done..Stay safe and cool,and hold your children close..

Love & Light

Laura

PS Pray for Steven Curtis Chapman and his family they lost thier youngest daughter yesterday.. If you have myspace, and have him on it, leave a commnet of prayer and support, thanks.

Summer Arrivals..

2008-05-15T01:30:00.000-07:00

Hola All.

Well, now that Mothers Day has come and gone, and I gotta say I was blessed to be happy mom and not have to share my day with anyone, yes! Hehe.. For many thats a major accomplishment but gotta say it didnt suck.. DH made me a brunch and it was really good,waffles, bacon,and dunno what else? Then we went to browse stores and had a nice time, got me a choc/chip pretzel oh it was good! Then found a game I wanted, so bought that on Monday and a new wallet.. Sweet!

Then Mothers day night, DH made me a shrimp dinner oh so good! Garlic bread and salad and just plain good stuff! Chomped that down oh so good, then watched the movie Castle on TV then watched our Rented movies that we had and returned 2 movies and then rented 2 more.. So yesterday I returned those and got gas for DH and then just chilling did laundry, dishes, had alot to do since DH didnt do jack shit over the weekend cept cater to me and make good food, but cleaned nothing.. He did how-ever take out 2 bags of trash I was about to take out last night but didnt..

Then he gave me my MD card and it was shitty but it was worded nice but it was a truly aweful card.. Just hate it.. Even though my birthday is in a month, that doesnt make up for Mothers Day at all. Esp being my 1st where I dont have to share it.. He didnt even get our son Josh's card from him for mommy's day.. Oy! So I wasnt to pleased with him but oh well its over and done..

Lets see what else? Weather has been un-bearable , even tho only in the 80's and striking up in the 90's and SO not wanting summer to be here yet.. Wish it was cold and comfty for me to be in sweats and jeans even a tank top is nice to wear but man, I do not like the heated up summer months..

So thats been my week, been a little busy but today didnt do much but light stuff around the house, been tackling it one day at a time and played my new game tonight, its getting kind of cool to play to.. Nothing gory or anything its rated T for teens and kind of fun.. A nice break from the gory games I play hehe.. So now I am about to ward off and go read my book and sleep; I am pretty tired and way off my sleep schedule ugh..

Hope y'all have a fab week.. Much love!

Love & Light
Laura

Mothers Day..

2008-05-09T15:11:00.000-07:00

Hello My Friends,

This is the time we celebrate Mothers Day this weekend.. As I look at this special holiday I find it hard to celebrate and yet I'm a mom myself, well since I got pregnant with my son,Joshua. Being a mom is every girl well almost every girls dream.. There are some women who dont want children, and for those who dont, I respect that, I mean our world is having times of hardship and some have other obligations but for those of who are mom's how do we take Mothers Day and find peace and in God's grace that we are blessed with our children. I dont care how many kids we all have we can have 1 to 100 and still we're all mom's.. I also say those of us who miscarried children are ours also, even tho they are not in our arms but in our hearts and in the arms of Jesus and loved ones to be there waiting to see us when we all get to Heaven..

I see Mothers day as a day to reflect on how I am a mom, and how can I improve on being a good mother to my children. Its not just a day for our kids to say Thanks Mom, or our husbands to praise us for carring our children in childbirth or if we adopted thats still raising children that are to grow and learn of the things in the world and for us to raise them in Godly principals or what ever belief you have..

Also for those of us who lost our mom's on Mothers day or any time in the year and we celebrate that with out them.. I tend to think of when Mohters Day comes around, that I often think of my mom and just wonder what life would be like if she were here and me married and have a son.. I am sure she'd be thrilled and spoil him rotten;) I often wonder how my relationship with my mom would be like now that I am married and a mom; I often think of maybe the conversations I would have or would love to have and learn things about myself as a young child of ages birth till I hit Kindy..

I often think of her and I know she's in spirit with me and even though my own emotions and anger get in the way of good times with my mom which were very few in between but the memories I have I so cherish and love..

So sit back and tell you mom alive or not that you love her and miss her and thank God for his grace to help us be parents.. Help us be mom's who we are created to be weather we stay home with our kids or we have to work and provide food and a roof over their heads.. Enjoy the day with your children and hold them ever so close..

Happy Mothers Day

Love & Light
Laura

Songs/Hymns History..

2008-04-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hello Loved Ones..

Well you are probably wondering why I put songs/hymns on my blog, well tonight I believe the Lord had me tune into TBN tonight and hear and listen to the old old hymns I grew up singing, such as Amazing Grace, What A Friend We Have In Jesus, How Great Thou Art, Silent Night/Holy Night and I am sure there were many many more..

What amazes me is when I learn the history of those old songs and what comes to life in me today as it was not even as a child.. I grew up singing those hymns and it didnt hit me as it does now as an adult who's lived and done and been through alot in life.. Alot I cant share about but those who know me the "Real" me knows my struggles and the pain as well as our Lord and Savior.. What makes me want to cry hearing those songs and the history is the authors were just ordinary men or women in some cases wrote the words and for what, it wasnt in song yet, it was more into poems, sermons, just written about what they were going through in life, struggles, pain, despaire, and so much more.. Alot of them didnt journal or write things just so they can keep things private, they wrote to maybe help themselves but in the sense, they wanted to help others who might go down a difficult road ahead..

So lets taking the hymn what a friend we have in Jesus, that song so transpires us to want to be close to the Lord as we should and take every thing to God in prayer; every thing meaning our lives, jobs, children, finances, the world we live in today.. With the thigns of the world getting worse and not better, with gas prices going up every day and food rising with it, and yet our pay isnt going up there along with it.. People are scared and yet, what should we be doing? Praying and being and clinging to Jesus in these dark hours of what is going on in our world, in our lives..

Take Amazing Grace; think of the song as an autobigraphical of a man who perhaps didnt do what was right morally or spiritually, yet he made peace with God in his life knowing he'd live knowing God saved him by Grace, by the depts of life and even his own mom's prayers for him to enter the ministry, and later in life he did.. Now I call that an answer to prayer of a mom's heart..

So many I can write on,but the point is, when we learn things such as these old hymns they are alive today as the day they were written and composed to what we know today. So when you stop and think and listen to the words of the old old hymns think of how Great is our God to put ordinary men in life and even today, to write songs that maybe we cant convey the words but deep with in our spirits to sing praise to God..

Well, I hope you all are safe and are blessed by this post I know its not my useal post but thoguht I'd write some thing to encourage y'all.. Much love

Love & Light
Laura

Our Wedding Anniversary..

2008-04-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

Hola

Well, we just celebrated 7 yrs togther yesterday (Monday) and it was nice.. We both had a good day, mostly browsed stores, bought Christmas gifts already for some close freinds and family. Then we meant to go bowling but by the time we got there we couldnt go.. They had leagues going..BLAH

Sunday was nice but oh man I was exhasuted.. I fought sleep all day long and finally had to have chocolate and a coffee drink to wake my butt up.. Sunday we went up to drop my son J off, to grandmas for a 2 day visit. Then we visited for a few mins and then we left to get lunch hadnt eaten all day.. So we stopped a Jack N Box for lunch it was OK not the greatest.. Then we browsed stores then went to the movies saw movie 21 w/Kevin Spacey.. Good movie! WOW! Then we got home and I was exhausted and went to bed around 12:30ish?

So Mon got up late but it was ok I needed the sleep.. Then see 1st paragraph.. Then we rented a movie then came home and relaxed while I browsed the web and DH watching TV..

Today we got up sort of late but not really going to bed around 2:30 am.. OY! Then we got up around 11 AM then I showered, dressed, cleaned out the car, and did some dishes and then took DH to work, came back down to town, got the car washed , vacuumed out, then went to get gas, and got a coffee drink.. Drove up to pick up DS and then around 6pm started for home.. So now waiting to get DH from work and relax after that.. So we'll see.. Long day for sure!

Hope ya'll are good and well..

Love & Light
Laura

Spring Near Summer Weather..

2008-04-18T00:36:00.000-07:00

Hola

Well, I am not sure if we're getting close to summer weather or not,honestly I hope not.. Today was nice, I was up b4 8 am w/my son patting mommy's arm and waking me up.. Altho DH has been up for 3 days w/him in the mornings so it was my turn.. So I was happy to oblige getting up and spending quality time with him watching noggin.. He was moody today and I hope it evens out by the time he's 3 yrs old, cuz every few months he's moody or happy.. This time around moody big time.. The last 2 nights we've battled going to bed and mommy had to take him back each time but he'd cry and hug me so cute but its night-night not up time.. Tots!

Today we went to Target, the mall to Bath N Body place, and then to the dollar tree then jamba juice to get me a strawberry drink oh so good,and we had a coffee drink at Target.. So it pretty much wired me the rest of the day.. For some reason I crashed yesterday (weds) and just didnt feel good at all.. So we'll see how I felt today cept for my legs hurting pretty bad and did 3.5 loads of wash on Tues but I dont think that was the problem as to why I am sore?

So thats been nice, it was up to 87 today here, hoped it would be only 73 or so.. No a lot warmer than that.. Should have put my son in shorts for it that warm! My 7th anniversary is Monday I guess looking fwd to it.. I honestly do not know what we're gonna do that day or what.. We might do bowling a dinner/movie and my son will be at grandmas from Sun night till Tues afternoon.. I pick him up, so due to me not trusting my mom in law to drive w/him at all.. I am valid in that and glad I am..

So thats about it here,just watched the movie Juno what a stupid movie about a girl who gets pregnant and finds adoptive parents and just blah and the music was worse.. Ugh! Hate that movie honestly.. I didnt want to watch a stupid movie, and tomorrow is Alvin and the chimpmonks for my son josh to watch so we'll watch that with him.. Hope its better we'll see..

Anyway wanted to post b4 I hit the sheets, I am starting to feel tired now; but thats ok, I hope my son wakes daddy up tomorrow and let mommy sleep in..

Love & Light
Laura

Heat Heat Heat, So Not Ready....

2008-04-13T21:41:00.000-07:00

Hola Loved Ones

Well, I am to say the last, so not ready for this heat, we were up to 93 degress here in the valley and whew I thought LA was bad, nope! LA was like in the mid 80s and not even close.. I gotta say though I am so not ready for summer, my stomach is already acting up from the heat and what-ever else I ate today.. I am pretty much exhausted right now, I drove down and back from my g/f's and its not a bad drive today was it was Friday, Friday I got held up 2x by traffic jams.. But we had a great time, we bowled, we hit the bed early, then she and I went to a scrapbooking store in LA and the guys went to take the 2 other kids to Krate (SP) and we met up w/them near back at the house... I had my coffee fix so I'm happy, heheh! Then we relaxed and chilled at the house and grabbed a movie for the kids to watch my son Josh had a great time, slept pretty well on a air-bed at the foot of the bed and slept all night long.. Then we were both up around 8ish am b4 9 am actually.. We left around 12:30 today to start back and I am glad we did though.. I am bushed.. We got back into the valley and it was 93 degrees! I am like WHOA! So not ready for this.. We had pizza for dinner and ice-cream and now I am so ready to hit the sheets I am that exhasusted.. But had a great weekend.. It was nice and relaxing besides the drives..

Well, hope y'all had a great time this weekend and been safe.. Much love

Love & Light
Laura

A Fun Weekend Ahead..

2008-04-10T17:05:00.000-07:00

Hola Loved Ones

Well what a week or two actually.. The past two weeks have just blown me away on how fat they came and gone.. Altho this week was a little slow but not as bad as useal. I'll start our week out on Sunday.. Sunday was nice, we had a great day actually.. My anxiety had come to full blown that day and so my DH had given me some St. Johns Wort to help calm me down and once it kicked in I was ok.. We did major shopping on Sunday I wanted to go to Wal-Mart for some pants (blue jeans) and a tank top.. Found those and pick up a few things but went to Wallgreens for the rest of it,since we were in the same parking lot and had to get DH's blood preasure meds to.. So I picked up shampoo, shaving cream for me, diapers for DS.. Then I wanted to go out to the Christian book store and check out some cd's and I bought 2 cds one is Michael English Prodical Comes Home and the book his autobiography of his life , and a cd a friend of mine Carrie told me about is Aaron Shust.. So I bought that and got a prayer book for DH to see if he can grow in that area of his life as well as me. Then we left there and went to Bath and Body where I purchased my g/f Tangee's daughter's birthday gifts and stuck in a special surprise.. Her birthday is the end of this month, a few days after our anniversary.. Some how I got to remember that..

Then we started home, I was bushed and pretty tired and anxious so we came home, and then I left for some alone time to myself and dropped off the movies and went to the store for some beer, we drink Coors Light its the best beer cuz it dont make us hot but helps us sleep.. So then we watched our show Big Brother and had a nice time.. Monday we got up and I knew I was going to have to take him to work due to him only working 2 hrs so I dropped him off, went to down-town to pay court fees 2 more to go, yeah! Then I went to McD's for lunch with my son Joshua and had to eat, and wanted a coffee drink but didnt have time to grab one so we decided to go pick up DH who was off by then and then we got our coffee drinks and did some running around for a little while then came home relaxed watched tv and talked..

Tuesday was fine, didnt need to take DH to work due to I had enough here to do, laundry and cleaning up.. Which I did.. Then watched my show on TV The Biggest Looser.. Wenesday came and I didnt take DH to work, so I cleaned some and didnt do alot had alot of anxiety again so I paced myself some.. Watched Ghost Hunters that was really good and watched Big Brother.. So now that comes to today. Today we got up around 9-10 am and the maintance had to fix my shower it went wonky on me yesterday and warned DH about it.. Then showered, dressed, took off to the dollar tree for some things and Walgreens then home to finish a quick load of wash and wash my new pants I got on Sunday.. I going to recheck our bag and make sure I got every thing,and put together the smaller bag in the morning to be sure thats all done, is half way done.. I'll load what I can tonight and in the AM we'll finish the rest of the loading..

So thats my week,I'll be out of town for 2 days, and will be back Sunday night some time not late but not early either.. So anyway hope y'all have a great week and weekend..Stay safe and in the Lords Arms.. Muah!

Love & Light
Laura

PS. As you can see I like Harry Potter! He he!

New Month..

2008-04-03T16:16:00.000-07:00

Hola All

Well, here we are a new month already.. Wow! March went so slow, I guess due to 31 days and this month I believe has 31 days also.. Yup it does;) Our 7th anniversary is this month on the 21st, man 7 yrs ago I can remember my wedding exactly as it happened; and the snow the night before; what a time of my life, to find freedom and privacy! To my friends who know whats that is like to have some thing of your own to call your own, you'll know for sure..

This week just went right under my feet.. Its Thursday already and I am going huh already?! I am amazed how fast this week had gone.. I just did some laundry, went to get soda for this weekend, and I so wanted a coffee drink :( I'll get one soon though.. I ate a bite to eat, and just now folded laundry for the next few days, mostly towels I had to do, now just need to vacuum and do a light load of dishes.. My son J is watching Noggin on TV enjoying himself..

There's been alot of high emotions this week I Think its due to being on my period and Pmsing big time.. Mostly glad that its over now though and can look forward to seeing my g/f soon in 1 week, yeah! So happy about it, I can shout.. Havent seen her since Christmas.. So thats been about it here.. Just pray that I can keep loving my mother in law spite of her stupid comments she's been making lately makes me want to strangle her so bad.. I hate the fact that she can sit there and make comments and not know me at all.. I am my son's mother and she raised 2 kids already, so get over it, I am raising my son as I see fit.. Its hard to have family not interfier with life but yet they cant keep their mouth shut for long enough to confide in them.. Most families are like that though they all got to blab and open thier mouths to keep the world turning.. Well forget that in time for me..

The weather here is great, 72-75 degress and spring.. Even though my allegies have been bad, its been a good week with that. Just battled a headache the past 24 hrs.. UGH! Well, I am thinking of going and taking a quick nap before it gets to much later.. Hope all is well with everyone..

Love & Light
Laura

A Great Day...

2008-03-27T19:26:00.000-07:00

Hola All

Well, today was a great day spite of not getting much sleep last night and its been trying with my son Josh.. I had an up-set stomach last night, and so I had to take some thing to sooth it over.. Took awhile to. Then this morning got up oh before 8 Am and checked out-side due to the extreem winds.. This morning was very cold! So I took a hot shower, dressed, did my hair and makeup; grandma came by to baby-sit my son Josh.. So we left around 9:45 to get to the court- house and meet up with the lawyer and fill out more paper work in case, then we waited about 2.5 hrs before we were called.. We were out of there by 1:30ish? We were nearly the last people called up.. So we left there, went to lunch at Sizzler oh so good stuff! We at the buffett food ,salads, chicken, taco's soup any thing, oh so good, but now I am hungry! We're gonna have orange chicken w/noodles tonight, I fed Josh and hope he'll go to sleep due to him being sooo grumpy today and whinny.. Drives me crazy of course I am close to PMSing and starting the monthly due but ugh!

So the buyer for my Chevy S10 called last night and I didnt return his call due to not sure if I could sell the truck and we called our lawyer and confirmed and they confirmed with us that we could so its now has a new home,<> I know I'll have a new car in 6mo to 1 yr so no problem but its hard to see a car I worked so hard for have a new home but it needed some one who can fix it and care for it better.. So that makes me happy.. Well thats about it here, just chilling and waiting for my son to rest I think he's having one of his crabby days.. OY! Well, I am gonna go eat and watch movies..

Love & Light
Laura

He is Risen! He is Risen Indeed!

2008-03-23T23:03:00.000-07:00

Hola All

HE IS RISEN, HE IS RISEN INDEED! HALLUJAH!

Well with that as my first start of today, thought I'd post a little bit and then edit later if I can.. Today started out with a well intended heart for celebrating the Lord's Ressurection.. So I get up at 8 AM and half the night didnt sleep a wink tossed/turned half of it so I am very exhausted right now.. But never the less I am here posting.. So I get up head to the shower, and start my day , dress, do all the good stuff, get DH up and then begin to find a way around and go get gas for the car, a card for Grandpa and breakfast for us.. Since DS has eaten he's good to go.. So I barely get back b4 my MIL gets here and I'm rushing to eat, and get the last min stuff together, and then havaing to run back into the house to grab DS's cup and other little things and rush back out the door, and drive to Visalia.. So we get there, and course DS started screaming cuz he's not been in GGrandpas place but loves GUncle Rick's place.. Same format but flipped coursee I like the setup better at Rick's place than any other place, such a great place to.. The colors in their place is wonderful and so soothing.. I hope to find colors like that for my future home in 2 yrs or so... I pray! So we all did an Easter Egg hunt for DS who had a enourmous time then we ate lunch/dinner and all relaxed and visited awhile. Thats where, Uncle Rick and I had a very deep conversation.. It was helpful and a light turned on a few times.. So we had fun and swapped Emails to! Yes! Then we did the big birthday cake for Grandpa and gifts, we left around 7:30-8:00 and got home shortly after 9:00 pm.. I am bushed and ready for some rest.. So thats my day and pray y'all had a wonderful day.. And celebrated the Lords ressurection with freinds/family ..

HE IS RISEN!

Love & Light
Laura

Good Friday

2008-03-21T15:37:00.000-07:00

Hello Freinds

Today is good Friday, we know what this means in the Christian world and what it holds for us as people who follow the Lord Jesus Christ.. Today was when he was cruxified and died for all sins of the wold.. Imagine the sins of the world? Who can hold such promise of freedom and life eternal? I sure cant, but yet our Lord knew he had to battle his human nature and what Father God wanted.. We know he battled that he didnt want to die, he wanted the cup passed from him to live but yet he surrendered total and completly now to me that was just the main battle, it wasnt hanaging on a cross to die, the true battle was surrendering totally to Father God's will and to die for all man kind.. Imgine trying to do what you would like to do but knowing God wanted it done a certain way.. Total surrender is what we must learn even in the darkest hour of our lives to give to Father God in total submission.. I know its hard to do but we must look to Jesus who had to battle his own emotions his own will to want to live but at the same time he's God to, so he had to for it was from the beginning of time that he'd come to die for all man kind so we can have that precious relationship with him for all eternity.. I do pray that when you look at your circumstances and your life that no matter what we would do what Jeuss did "Not my will, but your will Lord" let it be our prayer that we say that in all we do. . Amen?

Remember as we embark on Easter Sunday that we celebrate Jesus's life and his glorious ressrection that we must know and have faith that he's no longer dead but has RISEN.. Conqured the grave and death and freed old saints and new to come from Satan's grasp and find liberty and love, compassion and most of all, eternal life..

HE IS RISEN, HE IS RISEN INDEED!

Love & Light
Laura

Tiny Little Irks..

2008-03-20T18:44:00.000-07:00

Hola All

I know, my blog is gonna be a little funny right now due to my tital of it but you'll see why in a minute cuz this totally discribes my week.. Lets see where shall I start? I think I'll Sunday.. Well, Sunday got here and DH wasnt feeling to hot, and decided to stay home all day , ok thats fine. So I went to the store, and did some quick grocery shopping.. So I got home put away the stuff, decided on dinner and then we watched our useal Sunday shows had a nice time.. DS was great all day to, no major problems.. Monday DH said it's my day to do what I wanted and this weekend we'll do some thing good for Josh.. So I'm all ok, so we went to Save-mart and got a GC ( Gift certificate) for my BIL (Brother in law) and a card.. I drove out so we could drop it off to my SIL and talk with her a few mins.. Then we browsed some stores that are new in that area, so much nicer now, its a mall but its outside where you walk in the fresh air.. So Dh and I went into a kitchen store and I got him a knife bag for his job.. Then got some ideas for him and his grandma.. Then I said I was hugry and so we needed to eat and we ate at Carls Jr. An OK lunch.. Then we went to Best Buy where we browsed some stores there, and had a nice time, I got a new game for my PS 3 . It a PS 2 game called Silent Hill Origins.. Such a cool game!

Then we left there, and got a coffee drink at Starbucks it was OK, not what I wanted.. Then we started our way home to start cleaning our bed room and I played my game an hour and helped DH clean it looks good but needs a little more work..Here we are to Tuesday.. Tuesday I got up and my eye Dr called well the place did,and my glasses are fixed and ready to pick up.. So I am like ok, so Dh and I had an argument but all is good, and so that day was spent doing not much.. Weds comes and I get up and shower/dress and leave real quick to get my glasses and guess what the eye Dr place was closed for lunch at 11:30 ! Good Lord knows how long that note was up there could have been at 11:00 am till 1:00 pm.. So again no car to go back, so now I have to maybe try and go in the morning.. So I was royally pissed off but oh well what can I do, my Irish side wanted to scream,cuss and just get plain mad.. I am surprised I wasnt really all that upset just annoyed that I wasted my time driving down there.. So I went to mail Easter Cards and got myself a coffee drink at 31flavors and came home.. Slipped my mind to pay our car insurance.. OY! So today is what Thursday. So today we get up and I wake up with a start like some thing neended to be done but wasnt sure, so I got up put sodas in the freezer, and got J up and checked our phones, plugged them in.. Then I was looking at my phone going whats this local number? So I told DH call it and find out, and it was the attorny's office saying we didnt pay the 1st installment on the court fees due last Friday and we were all going oh chit! So we find out we needed to go down there and pay it so we both head down, course DH called his work and said I'll be a lil late and we went down knowing again 1 car so we finally found the place thank God for cell phones! Then I go in and he's sitting in the car w/our son J, and waiting makeing sure the meeter didnt run out, and it only took me 10-15 mins tops.. So I paid that and we called the attorney back and told them we paid it and we'll be ready for next week.. Then this afternoon I get a call from them again an she was all you need to do the 2nd part of the class and I said yes I know, I did DH's yesterday and I dont have enough to pay for the 2nd class for myself till Monday but once I do that, I can do it and she was all oh ok just be sure you do, and I am like I will.. So I'll see if I can do it tomorrow or early Monday.. Court isnt till Thurs so I have time..

So thats been my week, just tiny little irks as my blog says.. Here we are on Easter Sunday soon on Sunday morning.. I hope we each celebrate the time and what the Lord has done in your life and heart this coming year.. May we always remember this Sunday as a speacial time to be with family/freinds and celebrate what Jesus did for us on the cross and his Ressurection.. Remember HE IS RISEN!

Well, off to get a few things done.. Hope y'all have a great weekend and blessings.. Much love

Love & Light
Laura

Blessed..

2008-03-13T14:48:00.001-07:00

Hello Love Ones

Well this week has been nice, actually relaxing at the same time.. Nothing big going on here.. Just DH and I had a little conversation for 2 nights and all is going well now,hope it stays that way but we both have our ups/downs.. I just thank God that we can communicate our feelings like the day after the inital conversation, and all is going good.. Some times I think married couples have spats or bad conversations due to one being over-whelmed or just not hearing the other person.. I totally trying to understand my DH's point of view and told him so.. And I see him trying to see how my days go and my dealing with life and our son.. So now just hopeing all is good.. I cant wait for my glasses to get fixed and back in a week or so.. That'll be nice, cuz I am wearing my back-up glasses and I am ok with them but I need my new pair..

Lets see what else? Weather wise is great, we're in the 60-70's here and getting spring. We changed the clocks Sun moring b4 bed around 3 AM and I am still adjusting to the light change and temp changes.. I know my son is still adjusting to.. Took him a couple days.. But the only part I hate about srping even though it does bring new life and the grace of God.. Since I am mentioning God's grace, might as well share about his un-failing love and we are coming up on Easter in 2 weeks.. Let us remember God's love for us and that he died on the cross.. So always remember Jesus's love for you as we enter on Easter Sunday.. I'll post more about that as we get closer..

Well life is great, I am happy and pray that things stay calm for a few days and weeks.. Altho I think it will.. I see God's grace even when I am upset or things dont go right,but I do know God is working on us as a family meaning me, DH and DS.. So I am so greatful and thankful for that and again thankful for my freinds whom hear me complaine and upset over stuff but they always offer a ear and advice.. So thank you girls:) Love you ..!

Well off to enjoy today hope you do to:)

Love & Light
Laura

Busy Week..

2008-03-06T23:58:00.001-08:00

Hola Loved Ones

Well, its been a very busy week, so sorry havent been able to keep up this week with all thats going on and posting about it. I'll start Sunday night, went to bed I guess an decent hour, couldnt sleep, tossed/turned woke up every hour, so on and so forth, got up at 5:40 and took a hot shower and dressed, got DS and DH up for the day.. DS was up already and ready to roar, so we all were ready to walk out the door at 7am.. Left got fuel for the car, and then drinks and headed up the mountain.. Got there, then DH started the yard work, mom and I and DS went to get the car washed, and a money order to pay rent, and me grab a coffee drink I so needed.. Then we went back to the house, I put DS down for nap time finally he laid down to sleep for 2.5 hrs or 3? Then mom and I washed the car, vacuumed it out she washed our coats that were in the trunk, wipped down the stuff and all that.. So now it looks brand-new car again..Smells wonderful..

Then DH took a shower after it was all done yard-work time.. We had turkey crosauns (SP)? for lunch was good stuff! Then we came home around 4ish and got the rent in on time.. We turned around to leave for the store, to pickup dinner items to make chinese food YUM! Cma home and I about crashed.. We ate and watched Tv and headed to bed around 2am.

Tuesday got up showered/dressed, took DH to work, and had to run some errends, like ship a bday gift to my g/f and she got it today, she loved it that made my day; so DS and I had a great day. Tuesday night, we me and DH pulled the dishes and stuff out of the kitchen, bathroom and all that ready for pest control.. Glad we did to..

Wednesday we got up so late, I crashed on Tuesday night and didnt wake till 9:30 am Weds, I was so bad.. So got up had to cancell DH's Dr. appt, then get ready to leave when Pest Control got here which was 11:30 am so we left grab lunch hang out, brose a store, took him to work, and here's the bulk of my day.. Started to go out to the Goodguys for my car to be lubed/oiled and to come to find out it wasnt where it was posted on the coupon but the one place I did reach (Finally) they took my coupon and said I needed to buy some tires.. So I'm all uh ok, how much is this gonna cost, and the guy ( was so nice) said how much you got and I said about $100 and he goes I can cut you a deal on 2 tires and I am like OK, then he comes back and goes that'll be 3 tires and I am ok, so whats more.. So I was able to get 3 tires for lil over $200 so Praise God.. I was sooo happy! So my car is done for awhile and just glad to see it in good condition.. Yes!

Wenesday night I got home aired out the house, ran to the store (Drove) and got some stuff there, came home tackled the cleaning, cleaned my cat's box and scrubbed it down, mopped the floors, clean the bathroom, commetted the tub/sink/toilet.. So now things are all fresh and smell great in the house, yeah! I took a hot shower, dressed in sweats and bathed DS and dressed him comfty and left to get DH from work, got home, put DS to bed, and started to put things back in place and eat and watch Ghost Hunters (New Season) had a good time, so I went to bed around 1 am due to about to drop anyway from exhaustion.. Slept till after 11 am this morning..

Then DS and I stayed home today and enjoyed every minute of it.. We both took a long 2 hr nap and felt better, and tonight bam a major headache hit me so I took a hot shower and did my girly stuff and talked to my g/f Carrie via IM tonight briefly.. Ate a bite to eat and now chilling about to hit the sheets again since my headache is still lingering and I am still kind of tired from the past few days..

Well, I know this is a very long winded post but its the week and alot has gone on and happened.. So hope to rest in the next few days and putter around the house and light cleaning.. DH is doing dishes for me tonight awe my sweetie:) Well, may the Lord bless you and keep you..

Love & Light
Laura

February 29 2008

2008-02-29T21:13:00.000-08:00

Hola

Well, lets see this week has gone slow but fast, amazing how time flies.. Not much happening cept for today, we are "offically" filed for bankruptcy and it a huge relief on our shoulders, and we are fully paid up cept for the court fees which will get paid in 5 monthly installments no big really.. I am just happy that we can get through this and stop talking about it and the bills and what-not. We'll do the 2nd part of the class which I'll do due to my DH working and its a 4 hr class so I can do that in like 1 or 2 days.. So that'll be cool..

Lets see what else, here we are on the leap year day of 2008 and wonder whats more leap years we're gonna have? Makes one think and wonder before more.. Tomorrow is March 1st and a new month,and I pray a good month to. Then we can have a good summer and not worry about running the A/C and enjoy being cool with out much worry.. I'll enjoy that and finally maybe no talk of money issues and bills.. That'll be nice, but right now I need to focus more on my home how to make it more inviting, cuz I have some ideas but now that things financially are calming down, maybe I can bring my focus more on my home and start the process of getting rid of things that look shabby and buy new and make it more relaxing atmosphere.. I am definatly committed in doing just that and not on things that are only for a short time and b4 I need to do some thing else..

Well, just hope all is well with all of you, and just keep the faith, its hard even for me, but I know God is faithful and just to keep us on the right path and often lets us go off just to remind us of his glory and his greatness before we head back on and go man, I need to stay on this path.. Some times the path isnt clear like right now for DH and I but I know things are going to be good and finally OK.. Near celebrating 7 yrs together marriage wise, is a great step and good accomplishment.. Hope to keep the love strong in the Lord and in each other, and keep the communication open for us to keep learnig about each other and about our love for each other.. We've been through the refiners fire many times,and we've always came out on top and stronger together.. So if you want to know what the prayer request is; its just that, to keep going strong and not let trivial things get in the way of whats truly for our love and our marriage.. Money may make the world turn,but love should be so much stronger than any circumstances we find our-selves in..

May y'all have a great new start on a new month.. See you in March!

Love & Light
Laura

Change of Theme

2008-02-22T13:34:00.000-08:00

Well, today's is a good deal. Last night I changed the theme on my blog, and much warmer colors and just more not so busy type blog which I like simple and consise.. The one thing though I do enjoy is some day to have a home in warm colors and just surround in love and abide in the warmth of things..

Today was a little stressful but not bad in all in all, even though we started to take care of things and hey I might even have a buyer for my Truck... So I'm happy with things in all in all..

Yes I am an adoptee from age 4yrs old but I was placed at 3mo old near 4mo old.. My parents were loving even though as I got older things started to be more and more.. I miss them so much they passed away 10 yrs ago this year.. My dad espically, I wish I had a scanner to post a picture of my dad. He served in WWII in the Navy, I'd love to have a picture of him as a young man in the Navy.. So now I am near the age of 33 and just enjoying life and my family..

I know I post alot about stress and money and my Husband but thats our life and what we do nearly every week.. So I hope y'all arent to bugged about our every day life, in a few years it will get interesting I am sure.. But for now, I share my life as much as I can to my readers, and share great moments.. Much love to you all...

Love & Light
Laura

Spring Cleaning..

2008-02-13T00:12:00.000-08:00

Hola

Well, I got to admit we've spring cleaned tonight and it was major cleaning.. It started over the period of the weekend but last night and tonight have been major cleaning like scrubbing down walls, cleaning out cabnets, tossing stuff we dont need or use.. Whew!

Well let me start today out first and then we'll come back to that.. We got up around 8:30-9:00 this morning.. Then we started to get ready to leave at least we thought was 10am.. Well not exactly.. We left around finally 1:00 pm; or 12:30? Anyway the pest control got here and was about to start on our place.. So we were like ok good..Then we left to get lunch at Ihop; then went to the bank to cash DH's check, went to our bank and I put money in it; then we left to get air in the tires; stopped at H&R Block to get last years 2006 taxes (copy) then we left for Target on Clovis here.. Not the one up the street but the smaller one.. Had a great time there, we bought 3 movies and 1 game.. Yeah! The movies were Reservations, Harry Potter Goblet of Fire, (Had to replace that one) and Snow Buddies.. The final one was for my son J. He wanted that movie about dogs he loves dogs.. Esp dog movies and stuffed animals. O I forgot the game.. For my PS 3 its Jericho (SP?) will double check that.. I got it for $34.00 some thing instead of $49.00 It got marked down from $59 each step and found it for that price.. I about fell over.. So I was happy that was my valentine.. I'll get more charms, in a month or so.. No big..hehe

Then we got a coffee drink at 31 Flavors on the way home to open the windows to air out the place, and then left to stop at Trader Joes and Longs.. Where I nearly forgot dipars and soda so I got those items.. Then I called it quites there, I was tired and ready to come home to battle the house cleaning.. We worked on the place, got the kitchen/bathroom done.. I did the bathroom and Dh did the kitchen.. Both look great and clean and best of all, NO germs! Yeah! So that takes me to the first paragraph I wrote.. See above..

So now I am chilling after 3 loads of laundry, a hot bath to kill a headache with 2 advil to help and soak and did lady stuff shave legs and the such.. So I am happy all that I have to do is mail a gift to my g/f and then just relax mostly and chill.. I am glad for that..

So thats been my day and week so far.. I know I only post 1x a week but some times I can post more if alot is happening and this week a wee bit more going on..hehe!

Well, I pray y'all are rested and in the Lord.. Stay safe!

Love & Light
Laura

Oh PS..HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

De-Bugging Again..

2008-02-11T00:46:00.000-08:00

Aahhhhh! I had a whole post written and it ate it again! Arg..

Hola Again

Well lets see where should I start? I guess from last week.. I went to get some stuff at the store before my DH goes to work..I come home and the "Manager" comes up to me while checking cars for expired tags and asked me if my home was clean? And I was like "What"? So she goes well is your house clean? And I am like yea and? She went on to proceed that the "bugs" were gonig up into the vacant apartment upstairs.. And I SO wanted to say well thats not my fault, now is it? I guess one of the "Maintance" came in to do routine checks on stuff like filters and yada yada,you get my drift well there was a "Little" bit of cheerio's on the floor and previous nights dishes in the sink, but nothing big, I mean we eat and relax and do the dishes in the AM.. Well I guess the "mainance" told the manager that our house was "Dirty" according to him.. Well hello I have a 2 yr old son and he does make a mess when he eats, he's still learning to eat with a spoon/fork and master it.. I do sweep up the food after he eats but some times I do get busy with other things such as laundry or I do dishes things like this not that I'm careless on my home.

So I am livid .. When we paid rent on the 1st, the "manager" asked my DH if our house was clean and DH goes yes, and she goes well if its not cleaned up we'll ask you to move..I was like WTF?! O I was so angry.. She thinks that we're the cause of the bug problem.. No we arent the cause of any thing.. We've told them that there were bugs since last August.. Did they do much about it ? NO.. We've set off 3 bombs, we've sprayed we've cleaned we did every thing, vacuumed up old eggs, swept up shedded wings off the bugs.. I mean we're constantly cleaning some thing up.. Last night my DH cleaned behind the fridge, it was disgusting.. I sweep by the fridge every other day due to crap all over my floor.. So he got behind the fridge and stared cleaning and mopped the wall, and sprayed behind there.. I mean we cant un-plug a fridge or not use a stove for cooking to prevent bugs.. Seems the manager dont see that the apartments are "Infested" majorly.. I keep the place clean to the best of my ability and still no avail on getting rid of bugs..

So I am so fed up but no money to move right now, we've got to do some stuff about our financial stuff out of the way first.. We're pretty close really.. So just gonna do that real soon in fact.. But I cant take the "managers threats" and think its all us.. I am going to talk to the Pest Control and tell him that its NOT our fault there's bugs, its the Manager's fault for not keeping up or his company's fault for not coming out when they said they were.. So I am a little fed up..

Other than that, not much is happening.. DH is fighting a cold and we're going to his mom's for a few hours tomorrow and then on Tues we'll go get his check,cash it and put some of it in the bank and then from there I dont know,due to them coming at 10am to spray we have to be out of the house for at least 4 1/2 hrs before we can re-enter the place and start putting things away again.. So as y'all can see its just like I want to scaream..! AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway thats been our week here, I know I dont post often not every day due to such high volume of stuff I'm doing .. I did 3 loads of wash tonight and still got towels to wash ( I just did wash on Tues) of last week.. Seems every 4 days or so there's more to do.. *Sigh*

Anywho, be blessed and rested ..

Love & Light
Laura

Super-Bowl Sunday...

2008-02-04T00:40:00.000-08:00

Hola All. Well where shall I begin? Today the Giants won and boy what a game! I was so impressed by the Giants team.. So we had a semi good day .. The game topped it off.. The day started off late.. I wont say what time we got up :-X but it was late.. I felt so bad to.. Wonder why? Well I did finish the book by Nicolus Sparks The Choice and enjoyed the book emenslly. So it was a good evening.. So happy. Today my sweet husband got a call from his mom and she basically chewed him out again over not "helping" his sister and such but honestly his sister is 27 yrs old and can ask for help if she needs it honestly.. She didnt help us move when we moved from up to down stairs.. So I dont know.. Anyway thats been our day.. Talk to my g/f in via IM and then left to get food at the store and then came home battled the rain and then settled to eat and be happy with the game.. So its been a quiet evening and so throughly enjoyed it so much.. Glad that Dh and I had a great day together.. All I got to do now is make an Dr. Appt w/my GYN and see if I'm all set to get pregnant again.. Then talk to her about some things I can do to keep myself level and such or a referals.. So we'll see.. Anyway just thought I'd post .. God bless y'all very much...

Stressed and Axiety..

2008-02-01T17:07:00.000-08:00

Hola Loved Ones..

Well, as you can see from my post, yes I am stressed and axious on stuff.. Really a long story today.. When we got up we found out my mom in law was taken by ambulance to a local hospital down here so far no news on whats going on and its getting into evening.. I am tempted to call but I hate to call and no news on whats up, so I learn to sit and wait.. My mom in law cant keep things down, meds, food I guess.. She's on pain meds for her arm, shoulder.. I am sure my sis in law is there at the hospital cuz her job is close by and can get there in two mins flat.. For me it'll take a good twenty mins in good traffic or not.. I guess no new is good news.. So Dh went to work and DS took a nap and I relaxed as much as I can..

The 2nd part of the axiety is this.. My apartments manager I guess was told we still have bugs, well the problem is I clean every day and we still have them. So DH take the rent money over to the office and she was all saying to him , you need to keep your place clean, blah blah blah and or we'll ask you to move.. Now mind you, I am pretty anal on cleaning and I have a husband who's such a lazy ass who dont do shit unless I beg him to..

So we talked and I was near tears due to the stress level gone up and just havent dealt with it to well.. See the maintance came in to do their thing check our apt and for mold, mildew (thinks I'm allergic to) and change filters and yada yada.. Well, I guess they told her (the manager) and so she told DH.. Now If I had gone in there, I would have gone on the deep end and told her exactly what I thought and that I do clean, we have a child, things are gonna be a lil messy but not extreem.. So DH and I talked and he agreed to start getting up off his ass and help. I'd like to see that more often than not.. Honsetly I dont know what to say or do. I've begged him for montsh to help me and he will for a day and not do a damn thing for weeks.. He even said that also.. So he knows I mean business when it comes to OUR home not just ME and the home..

Anyway thats my day.. I am just mentally tired, emotionally drained and just needing some space.. UGH.. LIFE! O well God is in control and I gotta give it to him or I'll go completely nuts..

Love & Light
Laura

Winter Cleaning..

2008-01-27T22:34:00.000-08:00

Hola All..

Well today was a major winter cleaning day.. My DH who decided to tackle the closet and for that I am glad that he did, but one tiny problem the rest of the room looks like crap, and now my living room is crappy.. I guess to clean one or all of it has to be crap b4 it looks nice.. I hate that part! AHHH! Anyway we got rid of at least 12 or 13 bags of cloths, and shoes.. Amazing though how much we accumalated or didnt throw out a few years ago.. I got rid of cloths that are way out of style and just didnt need any more.. A few pieces were 7yrs old.. Thats bad.. So that part is good, so I am relieved.. Tomorrow DH will take it all over to good will and drop it and then come get me and DS and go pick up his check and then cash it then go and get the freezer grocery shopping done.. For that I am glad to see get done, I've begged DH to let me go to Oakhurst (My home town) and get food on the g/c we had.. He refused and claimed he "forgot" about a $100 check he had.. Uhuh.. Sure hun..

So tonight I'm about to climb the walls due to the place looking messy and its like I work my ass off to make it look nice in the common areas and he has to go and make a bigger mess in the other areas that arent common.. UGH I even napped today and was tired and my allergies are bad to.. Depsite the rain storm we had today and last night it is like ugh.. So I am so ready to retire and read a book.. I finished a book called The Bone Garden, boy what a great book to read.. I cant think of the author, if you want to know, those of you who have MySpace check it out there, its on one of my postings..

Anyway, just got DS ready for bed, and by 11pm I'll turn his light off and he'll sleep, he took a nap today thats why he's still up.. Plus we just ate dinner, late I know. We worked on the room for 2 hrs and it still needs work.. So we'll get there.. So hope y'all had a great week and weekend.. Ready for a new week.. I think this is the last week of this month? So this month has been slow! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Plus all my DH talks about is money and taxes shit which is another things that drives me insane and ready to bust him one.. I swear if I dont own wood, I'd take a 4x4 and go WHAP! To knock some sense into him.. We havent been to church all this month and he promised me that we'd go ,have we? NO.. AHH! As you can see things are good/bad but hey what can a girl do? He did take care of DS all day so that was nice.. Did clean and is cleaning so I shouldnt complaine but I am about to go out of my mind! Lord help!

Love & Light
Laura

Rain, Rain Rain and Loving It!

2008-01-24T18:31:00.000-08:00

Hola All

Hope y'all are well.. Well this week has been interesting.. To say the least things are calmer now than they were earlier in the week on Mon/Tues.. My DH got his license renewed with out a problem and I am glad and I cant wait to get his check on Monday and go grocery shopping, course I hope I can go this week, maybe tomorrow if he'll let me have the car:)

I talked to a couple good solid girl/friends this week and both are great and easy to confide in about problems and needed advice, both are gifted in different areas and thats a solid blessing to thank you sisters, you know whom you are.. ;)

So just playing catch up this week, course I finally let DH or convince him is more the word to let me do some laundry and take $20 and do the 5.5 loads I had .. When he walked out with me to see how much I had gotten started he was floored, I was doing 4 loads and still had 1.5 to finish.. He was like wow, so $10 wouldnt have been enough and I'm all well not really not counting the weekend and such to. So we'll see.. Its been raining as you can see my tital of this weeks blog, course California is getting blasted by this storm and now in places and Fwy's being shut down and small towns such as Oakhurst and North Fork shutting down and schools cancelled and just ton of stuff gonig on.. So we're supposed to see a break and then a few more showers but next week according to a channel we have here is KSEE 24 news and it said we're due for sun/clouds next week no rain.. So we'll see!

Its been nice being home and not have to go out in this rain, even though my fav thing to do is drive in it.. I prefere to curl up with a blanket and a good book and a soda pop.. But having a tot and watching him to be sure he's safe well curling up to a book isnt gonna work till bed time for DS..hehe

Well thats about it here, just waiting to get the weekend here.. Mostly due to DH going to work tomorrow early from 1pm-9pm and Sat morning from 6am-2pm so, not much time but after work Sat, I have him from Sat evening till Tuesday he goes back to work normal hours.. Yeah! I cant wait.. I'm still waiting on my ATM card and checks from WM (washington mutual) bank and its taking a while for me to get them.. They said a week and its lil over that now.. HMM wonder whats taking so long! Anyway hope to have that soon as possible so I can put in my DH's checks and such till we deal with some financial matters and again only close freinds know about that much of what we're doing.. Family will not know much about our decisions or can do much about it.. Sucks but its the truth..

Well, I gotta go see what my kid is up to.. So hope y'all have a great week and be blessed..

Love & Light
Laura

DH's birthday....

2008-01-19T22:15:00.000-08:00

Hola All...

Well as you can see, the tital of my post is my Hubby's birthday.. Today was nice, we took a shower, ( he needed one) and so I wanted one.. So we went to browse the Dollar Tree well Dh did, I didn't care one way or the other really.. So we called his grandma and so we went over to her house for dinner and had an ok time.. DS loved it and so we came home around 7ish and DS ate dinner and had a warm bath and now in bed after getting into enormous trouble.. So hope he'll sleep awhile.. Then my wonderful DH cleaned off my desk and helped move it over some and then, I went through the trash that was all over it, then I wrote out thank-you cards and all I gotta do now is address them and send them out on Monday, a list of things we're doing Monday to.. Be a very long day! So we'll be up early that day and get stuff done, so we wont run around all over da place doing stuff..

Tomorrow is when the family comes down and we go out to dinner for DH's birthday, even though it was today, we still have to celebrate with the rest of the family.. I pick up DH's cake tomorrow afternoon , if we attend church then we'll come home, eat and then I"ll do that.. So no big deal.. I am looking forward to picking up the cake..

Lets see thats about it.. Then Monday we'll go eat out with DH's grandma even though we were over there having dinner tonight it was OK but eh, I could eat a chicken quediea which I made DH make.. hehe! Anyay thats been our weekend so far.. Just chilling mostly.. Glad that things are about to slow down.. I have set up online payments for our bills and such so that'll make it a little less footbwork but its still gonna be awhile b4 my checks come in and my new ATM card hope Mon/Tues.. I'll be so glad and relieved!

Well, hope y'all have a great weekend.. Much love

Love & Light
Laura

Adjusting to Life..

2008-01-13T00:56:00.000-08:00

Hola

I thought this picture would fit into how I feel and knowing Jesus is there holding me and our family in a way that only he can do.. So take heed that this picture isnt just for me but for those of you as well.:)

I want to learn basic spanish some how.. Anyway life is being adjusted very much so.. The past couple days I've had nothing but headaches and stress.. All in all things are going to calm down and keep focus on the Lord, is all we can do.. I am happy to say that my Dh worked this morning even though he's crashed right now, and was home with us this afternoon.. I went to get us some free movies (free rentals from Blockbuster) we get the movies online and you can return them for free rents.. I am so desprately trying to cut down on the dollar going out and keeping it in as much as possible.. That is taking some work.. But all in all, life is ok.. My g/f and I talked the past few hours and O I miss our coffeee nights so bad.. She and I talked about money matters and she knew that we were struggling, and so desparately needing some answers.. She and I discussed getting my wee-one ready for pre-school in the fall so this week, I will be looking into that, and I want to look into some free stuff I can with my son while trying to get pregnant with baby 2.. I know some might say well, with all the finanical stuff why try and raise another child ? Well to be honest its my way of trusting in God to pull through and to keep helping us stay afloat.. I know most dont understand that and thats ok.. No one needs to understand..

So tonight has been basically snacking and enjoying each others company.. My son went to bed pretty good tonight due to no nap today, he was to wired up to sleep.. So hope tomorrow we'll get him on a schedule again.. I am trying some thing new with his bed time routine and so far it seems to be working..

There's alot to think about and take care of around here, but all in all, I want things to be clutter free not just my home but in my mind to.. To much thinking can do some damage if you let it, by giving you headaches and stress instead of falling on our face and ask God to take it all from us and to handle it.. Which is where we are at this point in our life.. We'll be celebrating 7yrs in April together and I hope and pray we can keep it together so we wont go down a dark path in life like I havent been on a dark path since I was born.. Life should be sun-shine and love and grace from above..

For one I am grateful to have my son.. Many times I was told I couldnt have children.. Well, God prooved that to me he can do all things if we keep the faith and do our best to walk in his grace.. I have seen his grace over and over again in life, esp since I got saved.. So I just need to find that place in my life to keep being devoted to him and him alone..

I am greatful for those whom I have friends and you know who you are.. You mean alot to me and I thank God each day for that.. Y'all are blessing from above and grace and mercy each day I get to talk to you or see you.. That keeps my world going to know that God uses friends to keep us ticking and focused on what the task we need at hand each day.. To lift us up when we need it and rebuke us when we need it.. So thank you ...

Well, its 1:00 am and I am tired, I need to see if I can get Dh in the shower and bed time.. We're both tired mentally and just needed much rest.. Tomorrow is another day and I am glad for it due to Gods mercy is new each morning..

Love & Light
Laura

Deep Conversation....

2008-01-08T23:06:00.000-08:00

Hola All..

Well, tonight DH and I discussed a very deep conversation.. Nothing bad but it can turn to bad if we allow that to happen.. Dh and I discussed financial matters, how much we'd need to find a way out of this big burden of problems.. He's discussed banrupcy and I was against it at first with out truly realizing that he might be right.. So we're gonna look into it.. We discussed the fact that if we continue on this path of financial problems we will not be together in 3 yrs.. We both know it in the back of our minds but again its very hard to say for sure,unless we dont start changing things now.. So I ask that y'all keep us in prayer over this decision and thats its the right one in the near future.. We only make so much and I think its the hardest part to make this choice, and even though if we dont make a choice soon we'd definatly are gonna see more problem..

Right now we're watching Ghost Hunters Season 3 and its my favorite so far. So right now just enjoying the night, it looks like it rained today so the air smells good and fresh.. So thats nice.. So I just thought I'd post it's not a very long post due to being very tired and just emotinally drained out.. Otherwise doing ok.. Hope y'all are good..

Love & Light
Laura

Shift Back to Normal.

2008-01-03T16:44:00.000-08:00

Hola All..

Lets see life is starting to shift to normal around here. I am so glad to..Finally the holidays are behind us and we can now move forward to a new year in 2008.. My DH has been so exhausted and not used to the day time hours and my son well into over drive and extreemly cranky.. Yesterday my lil wee one was so tired that we forced him to lay down at least an hour and he did but still woke up cranky and went to bed fighting due to not wanting to but to get up and play.. I finally had to shut the door and take his stuffed dog from him to make him go to bed. DH course sacked out on the couch all night sleeping and I knew he was tired and just needed some due rest.. Grandma stopped by to give me the exchange of Christmas gift that she bought was a coat but the coat was to small. So I got a real nice shirt and a slip on jacket like and it's purple! Yeah!

So today was nice and DH got up around 6am and I heard him get up but didnt realize the time and last night we gotten into it but thats ok he was tired and I had to let it go and let God work on both of us.. So we just relaxed and I played my PS 3 for an hour b4 retiring to bed.. My AF (period) is here so I'm pretty tired and just worn out course I had a cold last week and just got over that on Sunday.. So needless I'm still recouping.. We went grocery shopping and went a little over-board but at least we have food for the month and half to be sure that we're set on that.. We have to figure out how to fix my Chevy S10 truck and find a way to get it runnig at least and fix it slowly.. The only way we know how.. We would love to move to a different apartment but again its hard due to needing the time and space to move and get the bills current and the truck running is the top priority right now..

Lets see what else? DS is well, finally over his ear infections (Double) and he still has a cold and coughing some but other wise he's doing well.. We're due for rain this weekend and tonight and I am so glad to we need all the rain God can send to California.. We're desprate for rain to.. Lets see what else? Not much else.. DH took down our Christmas stuff and we're slowly getting the house "Normal" thats why I say shift to normal again.. Life is getting normal and once again we can start to enjoy the new year with out much of a fuss at least attempt to.. This sunday will be the first time in attending church since last April and we've been needing to go for so long but again its not fault or blame its life.. Things come up and been extreemly difficult but God dont give us more than we handle in life even though it feels like its more than we can bear..

Well, I do pray y'all had a wonderful New Years and that God graced all of you healthy and happy.. We're getting things there and in due time I cant complaine to much! Well let us begin 2008 ! God bless..

Love & Light
Laura

Happy New Year 2008

2007-12-31T18:40:00.000-08:00

Well, Its almost 2008 and boy where did the time go? It'll be near 10 yrs since my parents death's and yet the world dont stop for that or for anyone.. So I wanted to wish y'all a Happy New Year and be blessed in 2008 .. Love you all..

Love & Light
Laura

Gearing up for 2008

2007-12-28T22:42:00.000-08:00

Hola All...

Well my friends, this week has been wonderful.. I have to admit Christmas was great and didnt go to fast and even though my sweet son was sick with double ear infections and a cold, and now mommy is sick to :( Well we've had not only kiddo sick but great uncle Rick sick with a cold to, so no wonder plus I loaded the car with as much gifts as I could from the family of 3 here.. Going in/out of the severe cold and now I'm sick with a cold.. UGH! Other wise I feel fine , just very tired and hope to keep going as much as I can even though DH is working graveyard and I have to tend to the wee one on top of feeling crappy.. I'm sitting here drinking my OJ I got at the store to keep some type of vitiman C in me to get over this cold, thank God I havent ran a fever useally I do if its real bad cold so thank God for that.. I took a hot shower due to needing one and just wanted to warm my bones up.. BRR!

Lets see what else? We went to grt-grandmas on Weds, DH had that day off to recoup and he was overly tired and was an ass to me and been mean to me for 2 nights before he goes to work, he apolgized to me today but I told him I am sick I need the extra help.. So he's trying but not quite what I'm wanting him to do.. OH well! He made me mashed tators and herb chicken, mmm soothed my throat due to the slight sore throat right now.. I just ate some soothing mazarella sticks and mm those helped and I was hungry didnt eat much today due to feeling crappy.. My son ate well and even took a nap! I was shocked! He fell asleep in my arms and then woke up and took him to his bed where he finished his nap, and I rested some to by closing my eyes and rested some b4 DS came and wanted some lunch.. So we did that.. All in all a good day despite of having to battle this cold and the cold air outside going to the store to get some more cold meds and some advil for my throat and then some food for the weekend, we gottena gift card for groceries but one tiny problem, the stores that it can only take it arent here in the city we're in ! So I am not thrilled but thats OK. We'll deal with it...

Well, I wanted to post and update y'all on how my son is doing from his ear infections, he's doing much better thank you all for the prayers that went out for him, that is a blessing in so many ways.. Now just pray he keeps well and that mommy gets well to now.. hehe! Well, I hope to see many of you in 2008 and may the Lord bless you and keep you, and may his face shine upon you as we enter 2008.. I love you all..

Love & Light
Laura

Christmas Day, Merry Christmas!

2007-12-25T20:58:00.001-08:00

Hola

Well we are home and exhausted.. We made out like bandits today in gifts and such.. So now we're going through the gifts and taking out the boxes and such, the big cleaning will be tomorrow and take out trash and such.. I cant wait.. I want the house normal as possible before New Years.. My son, made out like a bandit, got a drawing desk, cloths, pjs and slippers, a truck and 2 small cars (Lightning McQueen) one a Frarie and the other a blue car.. My SIL's husband dressed up as Santa and did a big production for my son , he loved it even though he feels crappy he was in good spirits.. He ate well, takes meds very well, so I am happy even though he felt miserable.

We got up early this morning me and kiddo. DH got home around 6:30 and woke me up but let me rest some, I didnt sleep worth squat last night (Due to DH not home w/me and I dont feel safe) so my son crashed last night and slept he's allowed to stay up a little bit tonight due to its still Christmas, so I'm letting him have some fun and wind down from going to DH's mom's place for the day, we all had a good time and left around 7:30 or so to get a drink and head home, I did the driving both ways and I 'm tired now.. My allergies are bad right now and so hope that I can take some more tylenol sinus and go to bed.. I"m in my warm flannel pants my SIL got me, she bought me 2 pairs and I got new pjs and DH got me slippers and socks...

LIke I said we all made out like bandits but the food was ok for dinner enough to want/need to eat and then we opened gifts after, we dont rush in opening gifts, we take our time due to being so much of them.. DH's Uncle was sick to a cold so we had 2 family members sick this Christmas.. I felt bad for our loved ones, and me and DH are so tired we were fighting sleep most of the day..

Well, I wanted to post before the day was out .. I hope y'all had a blessed Christmas and a great and glorious day!

Love & Light

Laura

Christmas Eve........

2007-12-24T13:23:00.000-08:00

Hola All,

Merry Christmas! Well today has been exhausting! I am so tired and do not know what to do w/myself, seriously! I have last minute cleaning to do and vacuuming to do but I cant do that till my boys wake up, they are resting right now and we are just enjoying a very hazy day here in the Central California.. I was hoping for some sunshine but no..

My poor son has a double ear infection so he's on antibiotics for that, just gave him his first dose hope he'll rest today so he can enjoy Christmas tomorrow with he family even though he feels like crap.. He slept with me last night and due me we didnt get much rest, tonight after DH goes to work and DS in bed for the night I'll pull the gifts out and put them around the tree so I can take pictures in the morning.. We spent the moring in the ER and man thats gonna cost some money but hey my son's health is more important.. Lets see not much going on here,just need to get my lazy butt up and start tackling this place and make it more relaxing and inviting..:)

I do hope and pray y'all have a wonderful Christmas and a great day.. God bless..

Love & Light
Laura

3 Days Before Christmas..

2007-12-21T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hola

Well here we are 3 days before Christmas and still a little bit to do.. I am amazed how fast and serious time is going this year thank God.. I am glad the clock is slowing down and that we're so close to having time to enjoy the holidays.. My DH is at work, 2nd night on Grave-yard shift so far he likes it but still a struggle to sleep in the day time while me and DS are up having our day and doing the "normal" things in life,such as laundry, errend running and just enjoying the chilly air.. It looked cloudy all day and looked as though it could rain but I am not sure, the forcast didnt say rain,but we sure could use more of it.. Today I actually got 3 rounds of dishes done, 2 loads of laundry finished just need to worsh towels and then I'll be caught up till next week.. I like to have the holidays clear and beautiful for us to enjoy with out the house a mess and things out of order at leat the common areas of our home..

I am amazed how beautiful the air is even though I am in the city its still nice and cool and you gotta go out with a jacket of some sort and brr cold! My g/f is visiting her in-laws this weekend and I am not sure if we'll see each other this weekend and honestly I dont mind,I know Christmas is around the corner and her daughter Bday is Sunday her DH's bday is today.. So she's busy... But we'll talk soon on via-IM on Weds or Thurs of this next week before we ring in the new year..

I have been busy trying to get DS to go to bed so I can play my game a bit or read awhile before I turn in , I am exhausted and just need some rest, I slept 2 hrs for a nap this afternoon while DH was up and DS finally went down for his nap for 2 hrs also.. So its like 10:30 and battle with DS for bed for an hour now.. UGH.! But he's 2 so I cant complaine but he's been sick the past 2 days he's feeling better but still whinny and grumpy so hope he'll be better by Monday full back to normal self so he wont be so crabby when we see family on Christmas Day.. A full house at least 15ppl if not more will be there.. I am amazed that I get to spend some time with my DH for Christmas, I feel so spoiled and yet so blessed by all that God has shown favor the past few days even though circumstances havent been great this year I still yearn to my faith in the Lord and know He'll never give us more than we can handle .. I have to keep reminding myself of that and things will be much easier.. Course for me I hate change but like my family and friends tell me I have to learn to go with the flow and learn a few things but it isnt easy!

I am blessed to have good freinds whom let me vent and share my heart with out judgement or condemnation.. I so badly need more people like that in my family who can just talk and not feel judged or guieded when I know in my heart what I should do and what I do..If that makes sense? Well I hope everyone is safe and healthy this holiday season.. May y'all be blessed beyond what you ask for.. Love yas!

Love & Light
Laura

Christmas in Gear.

2007-12-18T16:55:00.000-08:00

Hola From the Home Front..

Well this past weekend was wonderful, we spend time with our dear freinds the Hieberts.. We drove the 3.5 hrs to their house and the fwy was nice and clear and the weather couldnt have been more perfect! I am so thrilled about that.. I did most of the driving and DH sat and realxed while I did that.. We picked up a quick meal for breakfast even though we ate at the Hieberts we still were hungry and only going off maybe 4 hrs of sleep.. So thats been what we've been up to.. I am glad to see things settling down..

We got there around 11:30-12noon and ate a nice brunch and headed to the beach so we had to take 2 cars to the beach cuz that is all 9 of us, just wait till I have another baby that'll make 10 of us if not 11 by next year LOL! Lord help us!

It was so good to see my g/f Tangee we talk by Via -IMs , text message, and phone, but its so much easier in person due to not seeing each other often.. We got to start planning 2008 to see each other at least 2x a year so that we we can keep our Dh's talking and our boys together.. Our boys are only 5months and 2 days apart to amazing and they both just love to visit when they can and have time.. I am grateful for that.. So we had a wondeful time at the beach played and talked and our husbands hung out and talked we pray they form a good solid friendship together and open up on some personal issues.. I am glad for that.. We've been trying for about 3 yrs to get those guys to talk !

So that night after sandwhiches and chips and coffee and soda we all relaxed and open gifts and talked while their kids went to bed and we decided around 7pm to start heading back home due to the 3 plus hour drive.. I drove part of the way at least 2 hrs and DH drove the last hour and half home due to me feeling very tired and worn out.. So that was nice..

I just hope we can go down again soon in a few months and see and talk more, once I get my own car again, we can meet in maybe Tulare or some place remote and easy to find.

Well thats about it here, just need to finish wrapping and finish up the stuff we need to do and then we're going over to Dh's grandmas for a little while and I need to take the day in the next 2 days and get my glasses fixed.. Dh works grave-yard for 2 weeks starting this coming Thursday and I am not happy about it,he's working 5days till Christmas and has Christmas off so we'll be going up to his mom's place and the whole family will be there at least 15 people so it'll be packed! Its supposed to rain Christmas Eve so we'll see how Christmas day goes.. I guess I finally felt fine bout the whole schedule change and its hard and why now why not in January or some thing ya know?

Any who just trying to enjoy the Christmas spirit even though things this year has been hard and just need a good year and blessed of God.. I know God dont give us more than we can handle and so just gotta keep the faith and in his arms during this time..

I hope everyone has a good holiday and are blessed, stay safe! Merry Christmas!

Love & Light
Laura

2007-12-10T17:31:00.000-08:00

Hola..

Well, today was busy even though I didnt get my glasses fixed so I'll go some time this week.. DH works tomorrow, and he has a meeting in the AM, ick.. So its me and lil J at home donig whatever.. Then we ate at Taco Bell,and had a good time there, went up to DH's work to pick up his checks, his bonus and such, so that was nice.. DH got some movies and in fact I hate the movies he picked out one is License to Wed and the other is Diries ugh!

Anyway just relaxing at home, sort of depressed, ugh I hate this.. I think after I have a 2nd baby I'll ask for some meds in case it gets worse.. Well, I am tired, about to go and relax.. Have a great night!

Love & Light
Laura

RE: Here and There..

2007-12-05T02:45:00.001-08:00

Hola All..

Well its been awhile since I posted on this blog, I have way to many to blog and post,help! Anyway things here have been good.. Dealing with no car to drive and hubby is driving my car the cavalier so far due to him smashing the S10 Chevy (not intentally but its there).. We've been looking at cars lately and I think I found a car I want, its a KIA Rondo SUV small and wonderful to drive its a 4.2 cylendars and drives like a dream.. OMG I cant wait to get my hands on that car!

Other than that not much going on here, I'm a bit peeved at my mother in law , very long story, but its eh not talking to her much.. She risked my son's life for no reason and so now she 's not allowed to baby sit for awhile except when we go up to visit and drive around thats it, other wise she's not allowed to drive with him with her for a long while.. I dont trust her nor do I want to trust her right now..

Well my period should be soon done,thank God, I am like not bad month really,been pretty light. My G/F and I started and ended together so that'll be wierd if we both got preg at the same time oy! We're TTCing as it is anyway just really need to focus on that part now and get it done so I can have another baby b4 my body changes more.. EEK its near 3AM and I'd best get my butt in bed, I'll post more tomorrow when I get up.. Talk later!

Love & Light
Laura

PC Is Back!

2007-11-07T17:39:00.000-08:00

Hola All

Well its been a very long week! My pc had problems with its hardware and now its fixed yes! So I just got it back an hour and half ago.. Things have been boaring this week and been hard to deal with since my PC was gone to be fixed.. The hard drive has a new case to it and works like a dream, alot better than before.. I have to admit that.. Now you can tell I have comcast high speed internet.. hehe.. So hit me up when y'all read this.. Luv ya..

Love & Light
Laura

Things Looking Up..

2007-10-22T20:19:00.000-07:00

Hola All..

Well things might be looking up .. Its been awhile since I last posted on here, been so busy looking for a job and I think I got one! Yes Praise be to God Above! I stepped out in faith and a gal at Walgreens gave me a web site and I started to look at it and I got a job bite, yes!!!!!!!! I am so relieved.. We need more money coming in the house and then coming in to help releive the stress of DH and I this is not to much to ask God but I do thank him for it.. YES!

Lets see what else.. Today seemed so trivial but DH and I got into it b4 we knew that I might have landed a job.. Anyway I did 5 loads of laundry last night and then I did and DH did 3 batches of dishes.. I am like whoa! Lets see what else? We browsed Target and now Christmas will be ok and the new year looks great.. I am so releived and just glad things are going to work out.. I cant be so glad to see how much God does work in small and big ways..

Well time to sign off and eat dinner.. God bless...

Love & Light
Laura

A Mess Again, UGH!

2007-10-16T00:37:00.000-07:00

Hola..

Well another week ahead of us.. Lucky that DH goes back to work tomorrow and so DS and I can start back to schedule again just the 2 of us.. Tomorrow the bug people are going to spray our place and the ones around us.. I am so sick of bugs and I pray this works! They should have done that 6months ago.. So tomorrow we'll be out of the house for 4 hrs and then come home and start putting the place back together.. Its a mess right now due to stuff out of our kitchen and hallway and we have to open the doors and let them spray and then I got to come home after 4 hrs and open the windows and door for about 30 mins to air it out and then we can start back in and start putting things back in the cabnets and hallway..

Well we celebrated my Mother In Law's birthday yesterday ( her bday was today) and so we went to this place calle Colorado Grill we have one up the street,and forgot about it, and so we went to the one out on Herndon/Blackstone.. Then we went to the pumpkin patch and then home to celebrate and her open gifts and have cake/ice cream and then they left for the night, and I got DS down for bed and we relaxed and I went to get us some movies and I got 3 movies.. One is called We are Marshels, Georgia Rule, and Reign Over me w/Adam Sandler.. Good movies except Georgia Rule that was a hard movie for me to watch for those who's seen it you'll know why.. We went to bed and then got up a few mins b4 10 AM and been sort of on the go since.. Mom in law and Sis in law stopped by real quick and gave us some bug bombs but we're not gonna use them just yet.. We need to clean out our room first and then set them off.. Spray for now and see if that helps..

So then I laid down after battling DS over his nap time and he finally went down around 3:30pm and slept awhile.. I got him down around 11pm tonight after 3x of going back to bed, that will take a bit to get used to for him and us.. So far going ok.. Then I went to lay down around 4:30 woke up around 6pm and slept weird had 2 weird dreams and then went to get us some pizza for dinner and for tomorrow to.. Due to all the cleaning and putting things away will take time.. So hope tomorrow we'll get some of this stuff put up and dealt with.. I wanted to go out today but since we have to head out tomorrow no biggy.. Anyway thats been the last 2 days or so.. More tomorrow to come.. Ugh! I swear all of this stuff makes me want to scream!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! O well such as life.. Time to close up..God bless'G'night

Love & Light
Laura

An Ok Day

2007-10-11T22:41:00.000-07:00

Hola All.

Well as you can see my blog tital its an ok day.. By that I mean is I didnt feel to hot today.. My sinuses were whacky and my nose ran and just felt horrible. I took sudifed for my sinus presasure and drippin nose.. It took nearly all day to deal with the sinus preasure and just felt icky.. I got up late around 12:30 but went to bed late around 3:00 am last night.. So I was pretty tired from like Mid-night till 3am due to just being blah.. Then I got Dh in the shower with me and so we took one, dressed and got ready to leave to have some lunch then return the movies we rented, then we went to Target to return a belt for the vacumm due to the wrong size, and got the right size.. Then we went to Walmart and looked around there and came home. I left again to get some toilet paper and St. Johns for us.. Then DH left after we did some cleaning to see if he could get a coffee pot and so no good there.. We fought a lil bit cuz we were both hungry.. We ate dinner and had a peice of chocolate. We went to a store that out here called Seas Candy's oh so good stuff.. We bought a few pieces.. So the place is looking up.. I read a lil bit of a book a freind got me ooo man spicy! hehe then I slept for a lil bit. I was tired.. Now watching ER enjoying myself.. Its so nice to relax and just breath.. The house isnt perfect but what isnt anymore.. Life isnt perfect so no need for my home to be:) My son Josh will be home tomorrow, I am so releived that he'll be home and see his room all new and looking good and I even tackled my desk! I swear its a season of change and enlightenment.. I am glad for the season and glad for the time to change and be happy with in the change.. I cant say that I am thrilled for the changes but its good that I go through them one step at a time.. EH.? Well thats all about my day,not sure about tomorrow so we'll see how things go all day.. We have to go shopping for Grandma's (MIL) bday its on Monday and Sunday is the pumkin patch day to get Josh a pumkin.. That'll be fun to do.. The forcast says rain.. We'll see! Well thats it for now.. Time to close up..

Love & Light
Laura